DC - Reflections 50

Originally posted by: Ipoona

Kuch toh boliya ... Kuch toh ishara deejeeay ...

Her Devi has been playing hide and seek in plain sight ... Not once ... Not twice ... But three times the Devi was forgotten ... Khushi ... already in a confused state of mind, pleads with Devi Maiya to give her a sign .. Guide her ... Is this the sign??? Does the Devi not want to leave ???

Her heart is torn ... Her Babuji and Amma need them ... What would have been an non issue only a few weeks ago ... Now is a tangled web ... Should she go or stay ... Go ... Because her family needs her ... Stay ... Because ... because ... Kay hum yehan reh kar Amma Babuji ki maddad kar piaagay ... She pleads beseechingly ... Kuch toh boliya ... Kuch toh Ishara deegeeay ...

Humay yahan rehana chahiyay ... ya phir ...

Before she can speak her next thought ... A gentle breeze blows in ... Her unsaid wish ... Granted ... She stands clutching the Devi with both hands ...Veiled in bridal red ... Draped like a Dulhan ... in her Devi's sparkling chunni ... What was the Devi saying ...

She had asked for a direction ... a sign .. an ashirwad ...

Preordained ... Divinely decreed ... Unwavering ... unchangeable destiny ... There had been subtle hints ... There had been bold prophecies ... But in real life these things ... Do they really mean anything ??? Khushi has faith in her Devi ... But ... But ... Does one make decisions like this ... based on gusts of wind ??? Sprays of sindoor ... Accidentally broken fasts ... Nahin ... Ghar toh jana hi hoga ... There is no way out ...

Exactly Ipoona...real life always have these Ishares yet we don't pay attention to them...This girl thank DM even in the darkest night...I must say I learnt a lot from her but still need to learn how to THANK in the worst...How can her DM is going to back down from her most devoted child...

The anser is right there in PINK indeed she has to go her home...To her Arnavji...He is her HOME..

He arrives not too long after they leave ...

A sittlness about the house that he does not associate with her... Hands in his pant packets ...He keeps a safe distance ... avoiding even a casual look in the direction of the house ... but not for long ... Casually ... slowly he turns his head to face the house ... A small, modest, cheerfully yellow home with a breezy veranda wrapped around on two sides ... but it is the door that has his attention ... A large metal lock hangs from the bolted latch ... Attesting that not only has she gone from Delhi ... she has bolted him out of her life ... Just as she had threatened ...

No games ... No ploys ... She is gone ... Just like she had said ... Hamesha ... hamesha ka liya ...

When his Di had asked him to drive her to a temple this morning he had no idea he would come face to face with yet another reminder of her ... as though he needed remembering ... Wasn't it strange though that the temple his Di had wanted to visit, should be this particular one ... He had figured she lived close by ... but this close ... Laxhmi Nagar was not small ... This much he knew ... And yet here he was ... On her street ... in front of her home ... His entire being had been flooded with thoughts of her ... and now it seemed his paths too were reorienting themselves ... No escape ... It almost seems a conspiracy of sorts ... Him at her door step ... Why ??? If only ...

He stands sideways, looking down ... Barely putting up a fight ... Hands in his pockets ... His will ... his decisions ... out of his hands ... His desire to be near her ... He moves as if being reeled by a magic spool ... Slowly ... Surely ...

He strolls over casually ... cautiously ... hesitatingly ... boldly ... close enough to touch the railing ... The wind colors the air around him ... painting with bold flowing strokes ... The wet rainy night ... Her anger ... His aggression ... Her pain ... His heartbreak ... Her impassive face ... His desire...

Her Hamesha keh liye is the threatening signal which is triggering every emotion in him...This is caled DM's ishara...as I said before...Khushi is not the only one fav of DM, Arnav is her fav child too and she is working over time here...If Khushi is asking her ishara...She is listening Arnav's unsaid Ishares without hassle as she knows better...

She had fainted ... almost like she was in a deep sleep ... Her duppata fluttering in the wind ... He carried her home ... This house ... in through this door ... to her room ... her bed ... Her head resting on his shoulders ... Her hand clutching at his collar ... He had gently laid her on her bed ... Cradling her head ... Her refusal to let him go ... Her duppata ... an unexplainable secret bond .. wanting to tie him to her...

She had not wanted to let go ... That much he was sure of ... Yet she had ... Released herself ... Locking him out ... Humari shakal bhi nahi dekhna chahatay ... Toh khush ho jayiaay, kuo ki hum aapki nazro say door ja rahay hai ... Hamesha Kay liya ... Lucknow ja rahay hai hum Hamesha Kay liya ...

Had she really said ... Khush ho jaeeay ??? His dark dark Hamesha had started right then ...

Originally posted by: ArshiHamesha

EPISODE 49 &50

Hasty Decisions are being made in these two epis by everyone to move on with their moves as Khushi,"Hum nai mun bana liya hai'."[I have decided']to leave for good .She wants to leave Delhi even she is equivocal about it as Buaji insisting to stay here'

DM's sign system has decided to show Khushi the right path towards her heart by hiding herself a second time from Khushi's mind so she can use her heart to show her mind the right PATH...

"Kia hum sahi kadam utha rahe hain'"[Am I making a right decision?] Khushi does not want to make decision without DM's consent as she is abhorrent about it while leaving with Payal to Lukhnow'."Kia humain yaheen rehna chahiye ya phir'.[Should I live here or not'] The moment she says these breezy words under her soft lips, a familiar breeze touches her countenance and brings DM"s chunari on her face to remind her very familiar silhouette who she wants to forget besides her " hum ne mun bana liya hai" but on the other side ... "DM ne mun bana liya hai use rokne ka 'har keemat par"...'as she is keeping her chunari outside the suitcase but the way Khushi dejected herself with that SIGN is doleful...

Pause here:Today DM's chunari is on her face making her to feel HIM just like her Dupatta was on Arnav's face making him to feel HER

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DM is reminding you sweet shop also as a SIGN as your Home'.

Pause here: Sweets ,Mithai...safety, good fortune and 'sweeten' the new year.You will be safe from Shyam and will be fortunate to get her Rajkumar. Chunari means Dupatta lands on Khushi's face and head as she will get marry and will be in her Home RM

Nani is bound to Decide give La one month to prove herself worthy for RM bahu. La's first day at RM was not warm enough to have shower in ASR room, especially by Naniji's humiliations and hostility, but La was trying to acclimatize as she Decides and wants to win Arnav's heart regardless.

Mami was really kind to her as we know she is Royal status freak and she wants Arnav to get married soon badly for the sake of Akash.She Decides tohelp La in cooking BUT food ne mun bana liya hai not to be cooked by these two immature cooks as "Too many cooks may spoil the broth, but it only takes one to burn it."

"Everybody loves Raymond" is my fav show and Ray told his friends how bad his wife cooks and I can't resist to mention it here his joke which fits on these two cooks'

I'm not saying my wife is a bad cook, but she uses a smoke alarm as a timer "

La'Poor girl does not know the names of the foods and how to do "Dal ki chori" and Mamiji, she makes my day with her excellent ENGLISH as "WE ARE IN FEAR WHEN Manorma is here" I mean in Kitchen but wondering curiously if she was the servant "who" hired such a lousy and lazy worker in RM, at the first place'.Naniji.. or Nanaji'..

Good Point Mamiji''"Old generator does not understand new generator" as Mamiji and Naniji is never together'.so definitely not hired by Naniji'

I felt for poor Rahim Chacha though'..uhhh Mamiji ...😆

[Pondering point Naniji was a bit rude to La as Anjali said but she had a point Sanskar don't become habits overnight]...

Pause here: La did prove Nani wrong as she did prove herself a worthy RM Bahu according to Naniji as she admitted that too during Payesh engagement'"jis larki ne aapne aap ko itna badal diya '.."( a girl who changed so much for this family) The credits go to Khushi and La leaves by saving her dignity as well as Raizadaz.

Anjali's prompt Decision and assurance to Nani from Chote and La's side and her triumph to convince Nani to give La sometimes to adjust is worth aplaudable. Her and Arnav's past really made their BOND so strong and enduring that they can do anything for each other and know how to stand by each other in any weather'

Pause here: She takes the decision to bring Khushi in and goes against Shyam when she blackmails Khushi with the same contract just for the sake of Arnav's happiness.AND Arnav takes a bitter pill to accept Shyam in RM later for the sake of Anjali's happiness BUT in both cases KHUSHI pays the price.

Shyam Decides to find Khushi as DM's signs are working so hard to make Khushi to stay in Delhi so phone's cradle is not its place as Khushi's brain is not its place.To create a connection in between her two stubborn children DM has disconnected Shyam's signal for a while.He goes to GH and finds a LOCK on the door.

Pause here: How come they locked the windows this time because later Shyam had access through windows for getting Garima's pic'.but I loved Arnav's entry though... always😳

Anjali decided FINALLY to find out who is her hubby talking to but got trapped again in his sucker web and disconnecting all the SIGNS around her.He calls her with her name instead of Rani Sahiba whenever he is angry at her.She disconsolate herself and leaves which makes him realize his mistake. She wants him to come to Mandir with her but he makes his urgent work excuse to run his double life...Arggg😡😡😡

Pause here:She finds him in Lakshami Nagar near Khushi house but later she couldn't connect the dots neither when Khushi tells her the name of her Fianc nor during his revelation time.It shows how in our society women just keep their lives go on blindly with wrong allegiance, beliefs, certitude and acceptance by assuring themselves"ALL IS WELL" as Ammir Khan says this in 3-idiots.I don't know what kind of idiots we are but we are'

Really ... When it was revealed how come no ... Including ASR not connect the dots. ...

Nani's rudness towards La makes Arnav's attitude naturally concerned as she is a guest in RM after all .He comes to her room to assure her everything will be fine and shakes off Nani's bitterness.

Arnav was lovely. responsible, sensitive, and man in charge. around La, he was supportive, but not all over her and she knew since from the beginning ...

I loved that he was supportive in his own quite way ...though wonder why he never spoke up when Mamji said those nasty things to Payal and Khushi

the look in asr's gaze has been kept consistent by barun sobti. those eyes play love for only one person.

Khushi Kumari Gupta is written permanently on the slate on ASR's brain and heart and comes out of his lips with anger as La mentions Chamkilli and brought back memories of shoving in the guest house from both sides and her declaration of leaving "Hamesha keh liye " without listening his side'.

He detached himself for a while trying to move on"Hamesha keh liye" but ended up giving a COLD attitude towards La'

On the dinning table La's humility is not done by Naniji which is not unnoticed by Arnav but Mamiji resolved the situation.Love La here ,she gives a sweet smile to Arnav as he gives her an apologetic look but her mineral water pani puri brings a smile on his face too...

Shyam's twisted and sticky tongue melts everyone in this tacky situation especially Anjali which is adored by his brother as her happiness is the last ultimatum of his life.Shyam's Lukhnow Chat creates a jolt inside Arnav as Anjali mentions Khushi's name remembering sweets from Lukhnow'"Khushi jab bhi Lukhnow jayengi un se methai mangwa leingey'[whenever Khushi will go Lukhnow we will ask her to bring sweets] and also provokes Shyam's lust for Khushi...😡😡😡

Connection:Khushi is going to have sweet shop and on Anjali's Wedding anniversary RM will get sweets made and delivered by Khushi's .

Shyam is in Khushi's thoughts while describing chat as "LuKknow ki cheez tou special hoti hai"'uska mukabla karna bohat mushkal hai....[ Lukhnow's thing is special'nobody can beat that']Well said Shyamji'. Khushi can't be replaced by La'..Arnav knows it but does not want a reminder from you'.😡 Arnav goes in his Khushi Land

Anjali is also from Lukhnow then?? ... you jerkasaurus!!!😡 Guy like you can fall for anyone from anywhere...

Khushi's words "Hamesha keh liye" are creating restlessness in Arnav's mind 😉 while Khushi's beauty on Teej is creating a sensualist in Shyam.😡

Pause here:Today they are in same state ,same frame reflecting Khushi's thoughts.On Payesh wedding they will be in the same frame, same state...something is really icky about this scene...doesn't feel comfortable...

I agree ... Something creepy about making private remarks to himself and leaching after a innocent girl in the midst of a family gathering ...

Lakshami Nagar is calling Arnav as Di wants to visit Mandir there.Arnav is so vulnerable at this point and these lyrics are lingering in my head...

"Ik ghar banaoon ga tere ghar keh samne'.

"Duniya basaoon ga tere ghar keh samne'.😳

His excitement is worth watching to see her who left her for Lukhnow...

His Di is surprised seeing him knowing the way of Nagar...where his Dil and Dimagh is all the time.

Arnav took Anjali to the temple just next to GH. He looks at the locked door as someone locked his ventilation system as "Sansain ruk jaeyngi" . .How can he forget that night and the way to this home Di...He has lost himself in this "Nagar"...

Pause here:Anjali is and will be always in these two opposite people'..just like Khushi.Anjali as a central point of resolution and Khushi as a point of confliction.The deceit is lurking in their BG as well as his reflection is on Arnav's mirror as Shyam's dark shadow is affecting his life and he is unaware of it...till it hits him hard and both of the important ladies of his life will be affected by him...

SYMBOLISM:Anjali's one eye is covered in the Mandir seeing Shyam before he disappears... as she is unaware of the truth until the revelation to face the reality with both eyes as her smiles fades away and emphasizing it more..

Loved that you read the scenes so deeply ...

Thoughts of khushi,from the guest house incident to his amalgamation in the store room are pinning him down. Reverberation of her words of leaving Delhi "Hamesha keh liye" is drilling a vortex of pain which is written all over.😛

Regardless he detached himself with annoyance for a nano second "Ja rahi hai tou mujhe kyun Farak parta hai"

But can't resist and turns his face and walks passively four steps towards the closed door and stops'

Symbolism: # Four deals with stability ,Consider the four seasons, four directions, four elements all these essences wrapped up together. It demands to get back to your roots, and center yourself with persistence and endurance.Connection Khushi's demand from his heart will be persistent until he wraps himself around it for his stability and existence."Mein tumhare bhaghair nahin gi paoonga.."[I won't be able to live without you..]

Thoughts of khushi,from the guest house incident to his amalgamation in the store room are pinning him down.How the touch of innocent beauty has done so much damage up to this extent...That day her touch ,her essence ,and her stinginess broke all WALLS made by ASR and reached to the core of Arnav.Other day her Dupatta ,her innocence ,her propinquity,her nervousness with determination broke the epidemic of desires in Arnav but successfully reached to the mind of ASR for not coming out of the WALLS of ASR as this is her final verdict and that's what ASR is perplexed about.

Just like DM's chunari was a sign for her"Don't leave him",these flowing Dupattas touching his features is a sign for him "Go stop her"'She was saying achingly good bye by looking at the door as she is leaving something in Delhi'He is sorely to the same door as someone is leaving Delhi'.

Khushi is leaving with heavy heart as"usne mun bana liya hai"

Symbolism:Khushi's reflection in the mirror as she is not seeing true picture and perceiving the apparent situation by closed eyes and with open eyes still not getting real meaning of the situation.In other words not getting the signs which are going to reveal the true face of Shyam and sowing her the depth of true of love of Arnav.

I love this scene as this Speaks volume...because we human beings sometimes remain blind with lurking deceit right under our nose regardless of Harward brain or dumb brain...and its a fact ,cruel one though...