Originally posted by: cinthiann1758
Episode 28
Tumbled Walls
Our Goddess Kushi using all her Shakti powers pushes ASR against his chest. He tumbles back shocked. She is ranting and he is shocked but getting angrier by the moment. He has lost control, as well as she. When she pushes him for the 3rd time he grabs her wrists and pins her against a wall They stare at each other'RABBA VE'.Kushi with a bewildered look and ASR with such an intense stare that it is hard to figure out all he was feeling because you can see, it just wasn't one emotion..Anger? Remorse? Anger, because he was feeling remorse? Shame? She has yelled at him not letting him get in one word edge wise. Oh, no, THIS DOES NOT HAPPEN in ASR's world. This cannot happen. He grabs her wrists and pins her to the wall. He is in CONTROL now! Get those emotions in control ASR! Maybe you will have time to rebuild those tumbled walls!
He speaks'" I didn't know this building was so damaged"'He is making excuses for his responsibility of sending her there again. Trying to rebuild the tumbled wall, brick by brick, excuse by excuse' He holds her so tightly, I think, not wanting to let her go, knowing she is ok. He has this angered look on his face but he can't let her go. Those walls have tumbled so much around his heart, the relief of knowing he has her safe, he realizes his situation and is angered! He holds those delicate wrists so tightly, not wanting to let them go. Kushi tries to move her hands, writhing, his strength and resolve will NEVER LET HER GO! She broke down those walls, rebuilding will never be the same.
The Goddess has been subdued. A lone tear, drops'.the drop falls onto his skin'like being splattered by oil his trance breaks'he breaks the hold. Her slight wrist has been injured by the broken bangle, he sees blood. She blinks once, twice, not saying anything but in that moment all has been spoken. She has surrendered and she goes into unconsciousness.
"Kushi" he whispers her name. Her name spoken softly from his lips, not in anger, and she falls into his arms.
I just love his look here, totally amazing- soft, tender, vulnerable'love? He hesitantly pushes her hair away from her face and gently, reverently, wipes the tears from her eyes. (ONE OF THE MOST INTIMATE SCENES TO DATE!!!) After he wipes those tears his hand is just above her face, his look so remorseful, that I almost can't take it. He appears to be thinking. I can SEE and FEEL his heart hurting. All those cracks and crevices in the bricks of the mortar of his foundation have just lost all their support and those walls just fell in that moment!
The Knight in Messed Up Armor picks her up, bewildered by these new found emotions, and starts with Kushi's dupatta, her shield, flying in the wind behind them as they take that long walk to the car. Our Goddess is protected; it is he who is not. His walls have tumbled down leaving him open and vulnerable. He knows all things change from here.
RM- The Raizada family worried. Arnav abrubtly left, Mami says maybe he ran off for secret marriage. ( ha! premonition?)
Next scene cut to GH- ASR pulls up in front of Kushi's home. She is leaning on him!!! (This is BIG, but she doesn't know). OMG, this Arnav is so tender with her.. He takes her out of the car carefully like she is a porcelain doll'.RABBA VE' he looks at her and then at her house and then at her again. I guess it is a reminder of her status? But' his feelings? Does it matter? He walks her into the house and Payal and Buaji are there frantic. Questions, questions, questions and all he wants to do is place her on her bed. They don't answer, where is her room, so he barges in finding her bed. He is still enrapt in her as he carefully places her on her bed. Holding her head, protecting her. She has hold of his shirt. Doesn't let him go She will never let go of him or his heart! He gently takes her hand away, still in awe of her, he is still feeling'he is Arnav now... until'.
Payal: "One minute! Aren't you ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA? And he becomes ASR by the look of his eyes. She blames him. She yells at him," what did she do to you?You want her to give up?' She just keeps admonishing going on and on and you can see by Barun's eyes he goes from Arnav to ASR to Arnav to ASR from guilt to remorse to guilt to remorse to guilt'AMAZING SCENE.
"WAKE UP KUSHI! WHAT HAPPENED?" "she fainted." "YOU ARE SOLELY RESPONSIBLE FOR HER CONDITION!" guilty eyes. "look, if you want me to call a doctor." "BAS. HOW MANY MORE FAVORS DO YOU WANT US TO OWE YOU?
Again check out his eyes'Arnav'ASR'Arnav'guilt'guilt'guilt'
"NOW HER PUNISHMENT IS OVER? DO YOU RELEASE HER? BAS! ENOUGH! THE DOOR IS OVER THERE WE DON'T WANT TO WASTE ANYMORE OF YOUR PRECIOUS TIME!!!PLEASE LEAVE!"
Buaji throws in her 2 cents, "YOU MAY BE IN CHARGE OF YOUR OFFICE BUT IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO MY NIECE YOU WILL HAVE TO ANSWER TO ME!" CEO of the Gupta house!!!
He goes to leave and hears Payal mention Shyamji, he stops'strange'questioning eyes'.
He leaves but once outside the house he stops and again stops, like he is being pulled back by a magnetic force.. He stops in front of her bedroom window seeing Kushi in that state, seeing the wound on her tiny wrist, her grimace as her wound is being tended'he relives it in his mind. Oh, the pain of it all! Where are those walls? They barricaded a lot! He looks so worried, vulnerable, guilty, remorseful'too much for him to bear. He leaves.
RM- Anjali on the phone saying that she doesn't know how to handle the situation. She is worried and she doesn't want to worry her husband. Mami comes and says that if you can't tell your husband then who can you tell? No secrets.
Flash to Shyam- Kushi is home? He sees the car outside the GH. He appears to recognize the car, he turns around, ASR is standing outside the house. Is he hiding? Shyam is acting very suspiciously
Arnav gets in to his car and is looking at the cut on his hand and sees the broken bangle. He was injured as well. Mingling of their blood'eternal bond. He relives the moment of impact when the tear dropped on to him and he let go of Kushi and saw the broken bangles and injury. It broke him out of his spell then and it does now. He leaves, tumbled walls and all.
Driving away, passing Shyam who has turned his back, he leaves. Shyams turns around''.to be con'td.
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