Okay... so I am back and this time with an OS... since everyone is supporting Khushi... i decided to take my Arnav's side. I dont know what exactly this is...let me know if its fine as a one-short or would be better as a two-short... now go ahead!!!
~ The letter ~
Everyone thought that Arnav singh raizada has ceased to care for his wife since his friend Sheetal came in to stay with them. But little did anyone know of the turmoil that the man was going through. Like always everyone had barged at him for not tending to his wife, but what he was going through was unknown to all.
Every since Sheetal had come into their life, everything had taken a turn. Khushi's growing insecurity scared him. How was he supposed to make her understand that she was the only one for him? That following day, khushi had entered into a war of words with Arnav. He had been shocked to hear those words from her. She accused him of not caring for her. She accused him for she believed that Arnav's attention towards her had been reduced.
How could she even think like that? His care towards her had never changed. Not for a nano second. she had gone to the extent of having a DNA test done just because his stupid family had said that the kid looked very much like Arnav. What was he supposed to do if a child behaved exactly like him? How was he to justify himself? How was he to tell her that there had been nothing between him and Sheetal? Oh yeah' he had told that to her but alas.
He wanted to tell her that he cared and loved her as much as he did and would love her every single time. Had she forgotten how he rubbed her nose and encouraged her when she had scored a goal in the basketball? She had fallen down,he was worried. Just because he didn't attend to her did that end up in him not loving her anymore? She had made jalebis and he had asked her if she was fine, but she had refused to tell him and concluded that she was fine. What he supposed to do? How would he make everything get back to normal?
His head hurt thinking of this. He didn't have a single clue on what should be done so that he could gain her trust back. How was he to tell her that he was the same Arnav who had taken care of her while in Nainital. He was the same Arnav who had fought for her. He was the same Arnav who had tended her sprained leg. He was the same Arnav who had got worried when her necklace had strangled her neck on the night of their so-called forced marriage.
How was he to tell her that he was still that very same Arnav whose heart would hurt even if a lone tear escaped her eyes? How was he to tell that her that she was the first and last love of his life. What was he supposed to do?his questions remained un-answered.
The pool soul paced the pool-side in the middle of the night as these thoughts flushed his mind. Sleep had ceased to come to him. He was completely lost. He was helpless. He glanced at the sleeping figure on the left side of the bed and sighed. Not knowing what to do.
Arnav Singh Raizada was not a man of words. He could hardly let out his emotions through words. He had only two ways to let them out. It was either his anger or his silence. And when it came to Khushi, he always preferred the latter. But this time he couldn't keep quiet either. She had to be told and made to realize that he was still her Laad Governor. Not finding any other way he decided to pen down his feelings in a letter. He completed the letter, placed it by the side of her bed and silently left the place. He didn't know what to do.
Khushi woke up the next morning to find the other side of the bed empty. Things had not been fine between her and Arnav. She knew that very well. But how was she to justify herself? How was she to tell him that she could not share him with anyone? How was she to tell him that he was only hers? How was she to tell him that she was right on her part? How was she to show her perspective to him? And as usual, Khushi Kumari Gupta Singh Raizada's questions were unanswered. But now her concern was regarding the whereabouts of her Arnavji. She saw the envelope on the bed-side table. she made her way to the table and picked up the letter. She saw the cover of the envelope that told her that the letter was for her. And she knew who had placed it there. She carefully opened the letter as she started to read it.
Khushi'..
Its Arnav, I know its stupid of me to let u know that I wrote the letter but I didn't know what else to do? I didn't know how to prove myself Khushi. I don't have the slightest clue on how to let u know that I have, I had and I will love u and only you for the rest of my life.
Khushi' things have not been been exactly the way we wanted it to be since the past few days and you know why. I thoroughly understand your situation Khushi. I know the insecurity I have landed you into since then. But Khushi'for a seond' please think by placing yourself in my place. Khushi, I don't complain your acts and ur behavior towards me cince the past days but how could you accuse me of not caring for u? how could u even think that way Khushi?
Khushi'. I am not writing this letter to justify my place or to prove your intentions to be wrong. That would be nothing but stupidity.
Khushi' I don't know how to talk to people. I am not a man who is good at interactions Khushi and you know me better than myself. You are the only person who understands me next to di Khushi. U are the only one who can see through me. You made me what I am today Khushi. You made me Arnav from the mighty and ruthless ASR. How could you think that my care towards you has ceased Khushi?
Khushi'. I don't know what to say. I completely understand ur situation. Perhaps I would have the same insecure feeling if Bankeylal turned up tomorrow and offered to stay at RM.
She let out a faint laughter as she read the last line. How could she think of him like that? She had always loved her? She continued with the letter.
Khushi' I know Bankeylal doesn't even exist. You made up the story. I know that too. But just remember one thing Khushi'.. I am yours and yours alone. And as far as me being Arav's dad is concerned'. I would like to confirm and assure u that my first-born will be our kid. Believe me Khushi' Sheetal meant nothing to me. You were the one who taught me what love is. Khushi'. I don't know what else to say. This silence between us is killing me Khushi.
PLEASE FORGIVE ME''.I AM SORRY'.
P.S. I Love You and I always will'
Yours and onlu yours'
Laad Governor.
A lone tear escaped her eyes as she folded the letter. She had hurt him so much. She had doubted the very man who loved her more than anything else in this world.
"I am sorry to Arnavji'. I am so sorry for not being able to understand u'. but I promise, I'll make things fine'Just like they were. Come back soon. I am waiting for u."
She said as she placed the letter down and made her way to the washroom to freshen up for the day that awaited her.
How was it?? Crap na? I know... but couldnt help myself from writing and posting this. now that u know the drill... please do comment and like... they really mean a lot!!!
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