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Hello everyone'

I'm making this post because I want to clear a thing or two. I have read all the comments you posted on my thread and I want to clear my side.

When I had given news about barun being electrocuted and him losing blood and having fever and taking a leave, I hadn't been lying.. nor had I made the post as an attention seeking tactic. If it was minor, I doubt if anyone would have even known about it. It was something major and the news was true to my knowledge when I posted. Is it my fault then that Barun decides to come to shoot despite of his ill health because of his absence affecting the show? I do not get sadistic pleasures by lying about someone's health. I shared whatever I knew. But the moment you realized that my news was different from what you had heard, I was bashed. That didn't mean my news was untrue because whatever I posted was the truth. Yes I know there is no way of proving it and I will not try.

"Those who believe me wont need a proof and those who don't will not believe any proof."

Yesterday, I posted something which obviously gave a feel that ipkknd is in the danger of being axed. My intention hadn't been wrong. Yes many commented that I should have made a straight statement than beating around the bush but I haven't been around the discussion forum too much to know that it causes such panic. The moment you guys got to know that the show is safe, you got to my thread and started accusing me. When you guys rushed to accuse at such speed, why didn't anyone pause for a minute and tell me to edit my post? In fact when i edited my post, i got comments accusing me of not sticking to my original topic and bashing me on what i had posted first. I'm human too. Did anyone pause and think that there might be a chance that my intentions were correct but my way of posting was wrong or that my post must have been wrongly worded? Why was it that when I have given true spoilers, you decided to bash me for a thing that ended up being untrue?

Why when personal attack on a member is against IF rules, was there a separate thread where I was attacked or discussed? I'm a member too or does giving spoilers make me different?

Everyone has their own way of giving spoilers and everyone has their own way of looking at them.. For some its fun.. for others it ruins the fun... I cannot post everything i know and that is the reason i was giving hints..I wasn't under any obligation to give spoilers, was doing it because it was my choice and your comments used to make my day. And now I'm scared to post anything here because I don't know how it will be interpreted and I want my mental peace.

I have cleared my side. If you have words, post it here. But please do not clutter it by rude remarks.

P.S: Thoughts are mine.. someone else gave the words...thx u for helping me..."L"

Forum is so in love with you and the show..that they got confused last nite...and for some members their fuse went off...so they ended hurting your sentiments..but you see they still trust you...and waited for you..whole day to hear from you.

nobody meant to hurt you khushboo..its just that IPK is a dear show to us all and that post was a little bit misleading..u know that forum reacts to everything very quickly..

you have been doing a great job of bringing the spoilers to us!! plz dont take those words to heart ..you are a part of IF IPK family..members of a family taunt and love each other!!