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Before starting , all i would like to say the essence of IPKKND is back and i felt it today, to an extent without any doubt.
She laughs , she hops around to make cheerful everyone , she thinks of everyone before her ownself , she guides everyone through her bright light of innocence , there is no word in her dictionary where she can say , ' I can't take it anymore ' regardless every passing day with woe , angst and tears it makes her stronger day by day. When you look at her face , all you see is a virgin soul and a purity of the heart that looks out from her eyes , who lives in a valleys of roses but the thorns tugs in her spine. She whimpers in isolation , she feels the misery and gulps the pieces of pain in gullets.
But step beyond this , who is she ? She is lonely glass doll who shines and veils her inner distress in the deepest corners of heart. Those questions from her heart to judge the man either he is a beast , Princes charming both swathed in a one enigmatic sheet. How can a same person have two faces simultaneously ? Either the same person whom she has fallen in love , the same person whom she feels afraid , the same person who hurts her the most or the same person who loves more than anything. She is in bewilderment , a ray of cold emotions breaking down her heart into two pieces as if the darkness have no other lanes of rainbows now. The beauty lured like a firefly , followed the inner voice with faith and breathed life back of confidence , even into the sinking bleeding heart , thus she get steadfast to dig the pedestal, and the voyage of truth begins by her side.
The next scene seeps into my heart when Garima and Khushi had connected with their heart to heart in one ribbon , without abstracting it , without pulling off in another way , without intercept the poignant discussion. And when it comes to mother-daughter , even the whole aura turns tangible and the touchwood essence encapsulates the whole avalanche of bridge into tearful words. What i felt today , its indeed hard to represent , for its a natural display of feelings. And the little lost girl weaved the fairytale in her mother's eyes , heart and mind , so that she cannot lead to sleepless night , so that her heart would stay in pleasure - she echoed the word ' Satisfaction ' in her mothers eye , while the damsel in distress kept her heart locked in the devastation , scrunched up her dreams , the man she always wanted to have as a prince , those wishes and happiness , all seems to lost in the misty avenues of darkness.
Every passing word hone in secrets of silence , curled up and shivers in a dark corner so hurt and uncertain of what to do and what not , regardless to turn the page of her fairytale at the most happiest chapter of life , while the beast perceives the new page from her book , which is unread , unknown to him - far away across his mind that he could have ever presume of her innocence. She merely protected her mother's happiness , she protected him , a wrinkle of guarding two persons like a broken angel - shoves away all her angst , gloom , suffering , anxiety in the dark horizons. The heavy rain of grief kept her impregnate from the top to bottom , soaked to the bone , nowhere to be out , no answers for her ownself to wipe off this overcast shadows of life. Two ferries who are in one flow , traveling the same direction of love and life still it has stucked in the mid way of confusion , soulmates who wants to discover the layers into one another , yet they are in the entrapment of broken hex of mind and heart.
So off the moment goes, the beast sees another surface of the beauty , the girl he cares the most , the girl he fell in love with , the girl who exists in the dark shadows by keeping everyone satisfied , by keeping everyone laugh , by making her ownself a dancing doll but behind the hues she is just a broken doll who needs a touch of love , who desperately in a need of her questions and reason , who needs an endless hugging to cower herself by keeping her eyes closed , and just to forget the world in his arms.
The beast realized , an internal guilt , an obsessive curse which he has given to beauty , pain , dissatisfaction , tornado of heavy sentiments surges in the acidic soul for he choked down in his own words of hatred , cut off from the borders of hatred , as once again providence twisted his world , importantly a second chance - for not to sign over the aftermath when the unsolvable mystery of pure love still strides every moment , uncontaminated from any lies and deceits. Two melting chocolate puddle of his eyes melted down in the dark dungeon of remorse , as if the man is ready to take all her affliction, peril and blames over his head forever.
Therefore , for the last scene , the beast could not able to sleep , nightmares of her naivety haunts his mind , silence of her strong mask keeps his mind distract , all he gone shattered like a glass. And , the beauty sleeps all gently and noiselessly on her silk pillows , her heart is pure , she have no burden of lies in mind , and no evils to snatch her fairy-sleep , he watches her in composure of comfort. For, the beast turns more traumatized , is she the same gold digger , is she a home breaker , is she a hypocrite , is she the one whom he hates the most or he loves the most ? Is she the one who just gives and doesn't spoke a word of revenue back ? Into the glacial veins of the Beast, the warm currents of the Beauty begin to flow , the beast thought had he done right by inviting coffin for her , or he himself suffering the more ? He still wants to put the chains of faith on her one more time , the angel in the beast disguise the monster out of him , and he is all baffled one more time to judge her.
Little does the lost beauty knows what he pretends to be is nothing short of a heartless beast who is running in the circles of misunderstanding , who wants fill her heart with roses and orchids , yet he cannot. If only the beast knew , she is just a lonely , shattered girl who is pure and wants his hand to lead a blissful life forever.
Precap - Beast's life once again transformed into the fear of loosing , he clasped her hand tightly , no demons , no deceit can take her away from him. No matter , how much he has hurt her , thrashed her , the man heartily remorse. A silent wish in his sleep twirling all around , may this night never ends , may her hand never get out from his palm. Whispers of his broken heart tumbled down in the stream of bleeding emotions. And the beast confesses , he cannot let her go ever , he can't.
P.S - What can i add further , all i can say a very touchable episode which we all yearning to have, here it is. I hope we won't bounce back to comic timings from tomorrow and the stroylines sticks over to the main theme , which is essential. Barun and Sanaya have done terrific job in displaying the emotions. Take a bow , you two. 👏
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