OS why am I always expected to forgive?

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zillionaire

@zillionaire

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Posted: 13 years ago

Its been a while now since khushi was forced into getting marriage and her life had literally become a living hell... nobody accepted her completely.. and her own family had disowned her and that included her sister that lived in the same house as hers... what kind of punishment was this she thought.. she had never done anything to hurt people.. but today... everyone she knows hates her and would be happy if she didnt exist in her life... arnav singh raizada.. one person she never thought shed fall for.. but fate again.. she didnt know if it was unfortunate or fortunate of her to fall for tht man.. as she knew that he had done all of it just to save his sister... but how could she forgive him for not hearing her out? How could she possibly forgive him for making her an orphan once more? How could she forgive him for making her life a joke and treating her like a puppet just cuz he had the power and she didnt? This was not acceptable to her... she could not wait till her marriage contract was over and she would run away from her life and go somewhere where no one would no her and start her life by herself again...

fate again... arnav saw the video made by NK where he actually found the entire conversation between shyam and khushi.. what was he to do now... he had never felt so ashamed before... why was he like that? Why couldnt he just hear her out once and try to trust her.. what could he possibly do now that would make things right with the girl he loved.. the girl he wanted to spend the rest of his life with.. how could he apologize to her when he didnt even have the courage to face her... arnav.. ASR.. who never thought about anything so much had no idea what to do... but he did think that khushi for one would understand him and forgive him because she was kind and loving unlike him... but what he didnt know was that he had changed the khushi he knew.. she wasnt the same girl she used to be... now all she wanted was to get away from the people she knew...

Like any other day... khushi was in her room sorting the wardrobe out making sure no of her clothes touch his since asr would make a big deal out of everything... he made the simplest mistakes a huge deal and would not let khushi go and insult her in every possible way.. however while fixing.. arnav comes into the room with teary eyes..

Arnav: Khushi.. (in a low tone)

Khushi: yes? My clothes did not touch urs just to clear myself out.

Arnav: meine nahi kaha ke.. choro.. khushi mujhe tumse kuch baat karni hain..

Khushi: ji boliye.. ab humne kya kardiya? Kis baat keliye apse maafi mangni hain?

Arnav: maafi mujhe maangni hain..

Khushi: (confused) sorry?

Arnav: khushi mujhe sab sacchai ka pata lag chuka hain... aur mein apne life mein khabhi bhi inta embarrassed nahi tha... tumne sirf aur sirf is ghar ki aur di ki bhalai ke bareme socha.. aur badleme maine sirf tumhe dard aur apmaan ke ilaava kuch nahi diya.. yaha tak ki mere vajese tumse tumhara parivaar chin gaaya.. aur mere parivaar wae bhi tum par apna vishwaas kho bethe... mujhe pata hai ke mein tumhari maafi ke kaabil ya layak nahi hu.. lekin agar ho saake toh mujhe maaf kar dena... maine sab ko saach bata diya hain.. ke tumhe shaadi karne keliye majboor maine kiyatha.. mare gharwaale niche intezaar kar rahehain aur tumhare ghar wale bhi atehi honge... sab sharminda hain khushi.. aur sab maafi mangna chahte hain...

Khushi: (silent.. tears streaming down her eyes)

Arnav: khushi kuch toh bolo... mujhse aur sehen nahi ho raha... maine tumse hamesha pyaar kiya hain khush... kabhi bata nahi paya.. lekin tumhare vajese mein phir se jine laga tha.. pyaar karne laga tha.. aur mein apni saari zindagi tumhare saath bitana chahtahu... tumhari bager mein ek pal bhi soch nahi sakta... tum dur jaati ho toh meri saanse ruk ne lagti hain.. tum roti ho toh mera dil tut ta hain... tumahre dukh mujse dekhi nahi jaate.. itne din tumhe dard mein deta raha.. lekin tumse zyaada dard mujhe hui... tum meri zindagi ban chuki ho khushi..

Khushi: (with a straight face) meine aapko maaf kiya... aur baki sab ko bhi... jo dard mujhe mila hain woh koi badal nahi sakta... isiliye kisise koi shikayat karke fayda nahi hain... lekin agar aap humse dilse maafi mangrahe hain toh meri ek baath aapko manni hogi..

Arnav: tum jo kaho khushi.. tum jo bhi kahoge who mein aankhe baandh karke bhi karloonga..

Khushi: aapki contract ke mutabik abhi hum e aapke saath aur 4 mahine bitane parenge... lekin mujhe yahan nahi rehna hain.. toh aap contract tod dijiye aur hume azaad kijiye..

Arnav: khushi... tum mujhe chodkar nahi jaa sakthi..

Khushi: hum aapke ya kisike saath ek pal aur nahi guzaar sakthe... ap sabka chehra dekke hume who saare pal yaad ate hain jab humne pal pal sau mauth mare the..

Arnav: khushi lekin.. mein umse pyaar karta hoon aur tumhare bager jee naho paunga...

Khushi: hum bhi pyaar karte the arnav ji... aap ke ilava kisi aur ko hum ne kabhi nahi chaha.. hum ne aap hi ke saath shaadi ke sapne dekhe the... lekin aapne kya kiya? Hum e ab iss rishte mehi vishwaas nahi hain.. hum akele jina chahte hain.. sabse dur... jaha har waqt hum e koi apni aukaad ki yaad na dilaye... ya hume ek putle ke tarha istemaal na kare! (walk out of the room and starts walking downstairs)

Arnav: (runs after her) khushi!! khushi please meri baat sunlo.. khushi mein tumse haath jorta hu..

when she reaches downstairs she sees everyone there smiling at her with tears...

Buaji: hai re nandkisore... hum se itna bhul kaise ho gayi..

Garima: humne aap ko kya kuch nahi kaha bitiya... lekin hum toh aap ki amma hain.. hum e maaf nahi karenge..

Payal: hum apne aap ko kabhi maaf nahi kar payenge khushi.. humne tum par vishwaas nahi kiyatha..

Anjali: khushi ji... aap humesha humari behen jaise hi thi... aap ke saath jo hua.. uske liye hum itni sharminda hain ke keh nahi payenge...

Nani: bitiya... aap humka maaf kardenge na (starts crying)

Khushi: kisiko humse maafi mangneki zarrorat nahi hain.. hum kisise naraaz nahi hain... lekin aaj hum azaad huye... aur hum iss ghar mein nahi ruk sakthe..

Buaji: hum tumko zor bhi nahi denge bitiya.. tum humari saath ghar chalo... tumhara ghar tumhara intezaar kar rahahain..

Khushi: apki bari meherbani buaji.. (smiles) lekin humari koi ghar hain hi nahi... hum anarth hain... humara koi parivaar nahi hain... aap logo ki izzat mein hamesha karrongi.. lekin ab mujhe apni zindagi khud mein jeeni hain...

Arnav: (goes down on his knees) please khushi... mere saath aisa maath karo.. bas ek mauka de do... mein woh pati banunga jiske tumne hamesha sapne dekhe... I promise!

Khushi: sun ke accha laga ki aapko sachme humari fikaar hain.. (smiles) lekin hum yesaab aur nahi kar payenge... humari liye apni aatma samman bahut mayne raktha hain... par hum dil se chahte hain ke aap khush rahe.. aur baki sab bhi... (smiles helps arnav stand up)

Arnav: jab saccha pyaar mil jaaye toh usey jaane nahn dena chaihiye khushi.. mein iss baat par hasaa tha.. aur ignore karte karte yeh maine kya galti kar di... ek aise insaan ko kho diya jo mere liye mere zindago ban gayi... main ab kaise jiyungi? Mein phir se woh patthar banjaunga jo mein tha tumse milse se pehle.. aisa hone mat do khushi.. bas ek mauka de do..

Khushi: (might deny but still loves him very much... she had never seen him like this.. and her heart was ripped into pieces to see him that way) thik hain... mein aapko ek aur mauka dungi... lekin aapki patni ban kar nahi... mein kahi aur rahungi... akele... agar hum e baad mein thik laga toh hum vapas ayenge... aur again nahi toh aapko vaada karna hoga ke aap hum e tab rokenge nahi..

Arnav: nahi rokunga... lekin tumhare jaane ki naubaat bhi aane nahi dunga... tum sirf meri rahogi..

Khushi: aap sab ko bhi vinti karungi ke aap humare liye chinta naa kare... hum khud mein jee akte hain.. aur acche se jee lenge..

Arnav: hum e isme koi shakh nahi hain khushi.. tumne sabki jeena sikhaya hain.. toh khush bhi akele jee logi.. lekin yeh mera vaada hain ke yeh zyaada din nahi hoga... kyunki mein ek accha pati banke dikhaunga.. wohi pati jo tum deserve karte ho... aur haq se iss ghar mein meri biwi banke vapas launga..

Khushi: (smiles) dekhenge..

thats it guys... if u like it please hit the like button and do post ur feedback.. it would be much appreciated... i never wanted khushi to be a weak character.. thus ended it in a way that shows that she is very much in love still.. but she will not forgive easily and arnav has to work hard to earn her forgiveness.. 😆 hope u all like it..

cheers😃