Hiya guys š
Some of you might know, and maybe, some won't. I'm Ayushi / Aisha, a silent member of this forum and I absolutely love Arhi. So I've been juggling this idea of an FF in my head since the Diwali episodes. Yeah! I'd written it back then but I was never confident enough to post it, I thought it was just lame & crazy. But then while I was going through my files in my laptop, I found this & I thought maybe I shall give it a try and see if people like it š
I'd thank SK for supporting me & forcing me to post this when I thought I shouldn't! :P
Okay, so this story is basically about what I and I'm sure many of us would have wanted to happen after their intimacy on Diwali night. Because what is currently happening in the show is all cute & nice & fun, but seeing where the story is going, it's impractical. They are drowning in each other's eyes one minute and then fighting & having the urge to kill the other one, the next minute. That's exactly what we're seeing. Well, let's not get to that. I don't intend to offend anyone. This is just my imagination of what I would love to watch / have watched after Diwali.
Also, I might sound so stupid & someone whose so out dated to be posting THIS, Diwali scene now when even New Years are over. But as I said, I'd written it earlier, but I'm posting it now š So sorry about that š³
Anyways, we'll cut off my blabbering now. So this is my first time on this forum that I'm writing anything. So I'm just trying my hand at a Fan Fic. Please let me know what you think and if I should continue. All your comments and views / opinions mean alot.
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Jasbat... Unkahe Se
Part One
" Happy Diwali Khushi ji " Happy ji said as khushi stood outside her house staring at her purse, Arnav had returned. " Arnav ji and I didn't intend to do what happened & now that it has happened, forgetting it is the best thing to do! " she told herself, finally getting back some confidence. But it all drained down the gutter with another picture of her & him being so close to each other on the poolside, flashed in her mind & instantly bought a smile to her lips! As if catching herself, she went inside to see everyone fast asleep except her sister. She told Payal to go & sleep, while she went to her bauji's room.
In bua ji's room, buaji was sleeping peacefully and dreaming. Dreaming about Shayam Ofcourse! She dreamt of when Shyam gave her those beautiful bangles. And then the other day when Shyam served her food & all the bright sweet memories she had with him! ;D
Sometimes bua ji felt bad about her & Shyam's age difference. Afterall, she thought that Shyam was the most ideal bridegroom one could imagine, she, herself always wanted someone like him but she was still satisfied that Shyam will be with khushi, because no matter how jealous bua ji felt, her and Shyam couldn't be together. Yet , sometimes she did feel jealous of Khushi since Khushi had Shyan but she was happy that atleast Shyam and Khushi being married, would help, her and Shyam to be in touch and she could see Shyam regularly :P ( this is all jokes, I just wrote this in a funny way. Nothing seriously there! :P )
As Khushi sat next to her paralyzed father, she constantly thought as to why & HOW did she lose control of herself, why did she let go & let him do what he wanted! Correct THEY, that is, both of them wanted. But what if both of them wanted that and enjoyed that, it wasn't possible. Simply NOT POSSIBLE, she convinced herself and felt disappointed again! But again she asked herself, " Why did Iet it all happen? Had I lost my mind & was out of my senses! " The answer was quick, ' NO ' , no she hadn't lost her mind, she was very well in her senses. But she liked what was happening, her senses told her that was wrong but her heart denied. Her heart wanted that, she wanted that. Her heart had over powered her mind completely !!
As she sat, she didn't realize when she spoke the whole incident in bits and pieces. Her dad quietly listened to her as she narrated everything that was on her mind, including what she felt about Shyam and this new marriage proposal. She told that she adored Shyam for being the awesome person he was, but he wasn't the one, her heart didn't accept him as her husband. She couldn't even think of marrying Shyam, Shyam had another place in her life. Her father had now learnt exactly what she felt for Shyam & he was happy that his daughter didn't see herlife partner in that animal. He was furious that his sister had lost all her brains and was stuck up to marrying his innocent angel like daughter to that creep. What he didn't know was that his sister was madly in love with that creep. And then he heard about Khushi's laad governer , Khushi had luckily not said much about what happened at the poolside, the time when they were super close. Except that, she said almost everything, including the news that Arnav had Khushi's payal too. Her father had by then learned about Arnav's transition from Khushi's laad governer to her Arnav ji and now he wanted to meet him because from what Khushi had said, he had learnt something very well and now he knew that Khushi was attracted to him.
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As he stood, giving water to his plants, though hardly even seeing them, the sky turned from the evening bright blue to a saffron hue, it was getting late but he didn't realize. He had been gazing in the space for hours now, his mind barely registered a thing. He was filled with a different feeling, a sense of void, which refused to leave him & he refused to accept the feeling. He wasn't ready to give in, he was Arnav Singh Raizada, how could HE let emotions take over him? He couldn't! He was a stranger to this feeling, it was something else. He hadn't felt this way even when Lavanya was around. Lavanya, who had been his constant companion for a year now, had no effect on him whereas SHE, a damn girl who he met a few months ago had the ability to drive him crazy! HOW? There was this weird feeling to the fore, but what was it? He couldn't figure out, he just couldn't. Why was he unable to understand what was happening in him, to him? It is all because of HER, after what happened tonight, he knew he wasn't going to see her again and maybe nor would she have the guts and courage to see him, he thought. She meant nothing to him, he tried & tried hard to convince himself but his heart just refused. It was beating another way, still remembering the angel, the angel in red, the feeling of her being so close, the scent of her still lingering around him, in his heart.
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Later , that night, as she sat on her bed, between those stars, she moved her legs back & forth, her mind replayed the countless moments she had spent with HIM. However happy or sad, important or unimportant, minor or major they might be, they were all engraved in her heart, like precious memories, she was never going to forget. But why were they precious when there was nothing very special about them? Were they precious just because they had HIM in it? Him being in them, in those memories, itself made it so special, WHY? They were special because they reminded her of him & made her feel his presence, his care & maybe something more. They were all about him, related to him. Be it the trip to Nainital, the way he cared for her when she had fever, when he fought with those men just because they pushed her a bit, or the hug at the hospital when all she needed was his arms around her and him telling her not to worry since he was there by her side & things were going to be okay, or when he said that HE broke the vase when it was her who broke it, he said that just because he didn't want Mami or anyone to make her feel guilty & start saying bad things to her or today, the Diwali party, whatever happened at the Diwali party and so much more. She felt a lump begin to form in her throat. Those eyes, that intense gaze, the helping out of the Diyas, the payal & then, the being so close scene, when they were so close, so intimate. No matter how much she denied, she wished, wished that his phone wouldn't have rung and he wouldn't have left her, and completed what he was about to do. How she wished he didn't stop, how she wished that his phone didn't ring, instantly catching herself, she told herself to shut up. He was the Laad governer, how dare she even think something like that about him. "NO WAY" she said, shaking her head, as if to release and clear the thoughts that were capturing her completely.
There was no one in this world whom she loved more than her family, her parents. Not even herself. If her family & bauji was happy, she was happy; if they were sad, she would get sad. She knew that her family's happiness lied in her marrying Shyam ji , he was a great guy. But that meant she wouldn't be working, she wouldn't be going to the Raizada House. That didn't hurt her because she wouldn't be seeing him, she made an excuse, it was because of something else she told herself and then being Khushi, she had an excuse immediately, " If I don't go there, how will I teach Lavanya jii, the other basics & how will she lead a happy married life with Arna.." she stopped, feeling tears form in her eyes at the name of marriage of Lavanya ji with HIM. How did she care? She asked herself for umpteenth. She knew she was lying to herself when, For the first time she didn't know whether she would be able to be truly happy with her family's happiness.
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