Posted:
11/ January/ 2012
Pride and Glory : Thoughts are perplexed and swirls in the motion of overwhelming Ebbs, where Pride's Existence reflects over Serenity and Stillness. A Man who is still running over his Mission with Veiled Face and with shackled grips of Dark Shadows.
Prides Emotions
I scramble, twirls as an unfinished castle
My silence didn't born with me,
If all wonders; its swigs me all the time,
My mystify thoughts makes me bewildered,
A thunderous silence; fills my Heart and Spirit
Do you know, how much this silence torments me ?
I carry my forlorn silence with myself all around my heart,
When the strange feelings reflects in darkness,
I try to steal myself away at times; but my mind intricates me,
My mind fumbles around for some kinda relieve from ordeals,
Still i found myself standing in the fields of murky shadows
Even i absorb my thoughts ; i feel myself I've Lost myself,
Even If i close my Eye lashes, sleep wouldn't engulf my senses
My stillness screams thousands words, you ever know,
I wasn't supposed to be like this; as I'm now,
My heart wasn't made up of steel ; as its now,
Its that ; my past becomes my today desolately,
Its that ; my i'm still a shattered child who stood in the darkness,
With pastel tears on my Cheeks, With silence On my Lips,
With a boulevard of broken dreams, i try to forget and subsist,
Even having a thousand chaos Inside my head ; i survive
Even having a bundles of acidic rains ; i pretend to be strong
Agony, fury, sorrows, all Words are meaningless for me,
Its my dry heart who has lost the pattern of leafs,
Have you ever tried to know, why do i wear this mask ?
Have you ever tried, why do i rambles like a lost diamond ?
Its easy to become a purple rain & showers with fragrance
Its indeed tough to print your foot steps on Silent paths,
Where the pathways leads to nowhere; instead of circles,
Its tough for heart when Silence screams; yet none is there
Have you ever tried to take a glance inside my soul ?
Oh! You know that I Love the stillness,
Oh! You know that I Love the tunes without beats,
Oh! You know that I Love chimes without Rhythms,
Though, does your heart ever wonders why do i do this ?
Does your Eyes see what my Eyes speaks ?
Does your heart ever tired ? I grabs emotions behind the mask ?
Have you ever tried to unveil my internal Silence ?
You can't, Or Might be sometimes your Heart will know,
A man who always stands in your facade,
Merely a desolated person, who has forgot that Rainbows exist,
Who has forgot that sentiments bulges in Heart,
Who has forgot that Life's still on a roll
Since clouds of turmoils emerged on he horizons,
One day, you might come to know,
That my Eyes do sparkles and shines,
That my Heart still flutters over the crying tears,
That passions beats up inside my Body,
That my Heart knoweths the meaning of Ecstasy,
Still none is there ; who break these Wall Of silence
One Day! One Day! One Day!
One Day you'll be there ...
Cricket
Anupamaa
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