Emotions Felt and HURT- Lavanya- Arnav- Khushi

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geet.a

@geet.a

Sparkler

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Posted: 14 years ago

hey guys!

I really really want to give a standing ovation to Lavanya for being so so strong to let go of the man she loves.. and smile through her pain!

Poor bachha- she was hurting soo bad..and Sana is done a BRILLIANT JOB!👏⭐️

Now- All I want to say is from La's side-

He came to me..he sought me out

For the first time, asking me if I was okay

If i felt okay..if I was hurting

He was considerate and caring..like he never was before

It wasn't love..this concern of his

It was simply care..of a friend for another

It was never meant to be- after all I did

At least I did it for love..at least it was real for me

I loved him with all my heart..no matter if I got none in return

I found a friend and a family that cared

I also found a guy who would always be there

(Though never as I want him to be)

So I will leave..go far away

where he can't hear the pain in my voice

I'll leave..go far away

where I can't feel the sound of my breaking heart

I will leave and I will love him still

He gave me a family, and respect

I found love and I found a friend

With that I leave him forever..leaving behind all my love..though the sound will never be heard

Arnav

Her breaking heart hurts me so much

Open to feeling..of course I care about her!

I just don't...love her.. not in the same way

I feel bad.. I feel hurt.. I want to help..but what can I do?

I can't make her happy..if she can't be happy without my heart?

I can't give her love..it belongs to someone else

I can't lie to her..I can't be unfair

But to let her go..without saying how deeply sorry I am would be hard

Her tears bring a lumb in my throat

I adored her still..as a friend..

she was always there..solid as a rock

did everything i wanted her too..and lost her heart

she fell in love with a stone like me

and she loves me a lot

but I can't insult her..

for accepting what I don't deserve

I'm not the man for her,

she'll get someone who will love her as she deserves

But i can't..my heart belongs to another

The joy of my life..the reason for my joy

She, who celebrates my happiness, hiding her own tears

she, who feels so deeply, and yet she fears

she opened up my heart, so that now I can't seem to control

I feel it all..and I find her too close

She's there..wherever I go

in my thoughts she permeates..and she's within my soul

I can't get rid of her..even when I sleep

I dream about her... and dream too deep

But she won't know.. she won't know it at all

All the pain, the concern, the love I feel for her

No one will see this pain, within me..

the yearning to be loved, by someone I can love too is too deep

I empathise with Lavanya and know how she felt

to love someone so much.. and I need help

I need to say sorry.. for the pain I have caused La

though it may show her my regret..it will leave a scar

Khushi

Smiling through the pain as my family looks on

keeping a smile painted, true to my name

Forlorn I look at the man who cheated

Hurt that he's hurting so many.. hurt that he's a betrayer

I walk..shielding my heart and eyes

as HE opens the door, and sees my wide smile

Hand outstretched, a gift in my hand

As he looks on..with a curse on his tongue

I say I am happy and he looks at me with sad eyes

I say I'm glad.. and I think he can see through my lies

I quickly leave.. with an awareness unacknowledged

That he's not happy, and his heart too cries

But I will smile and laugh like I am happy,

which I am and if I'm not.. there's one fact I will hide

I will hide it deep into the crevices of my breaking heart

the smile will not falter, like the beat of that broken heart...

Phew..that's it!

sorry am a bit rusty :D

Exams aren't the most romantic of topics haha

Anyway..touching episodes yaa!

looking forward to monday!

hugs n love

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SillyPepper

@SillyPepper

Sparkler

+ 2

Posted: 14 years ago

Hiya geetu 🤗

Resing in ur post is indeed religious n fun for me😆

Coming to the epi...

He never cared when she expected him to do
Now he does dat, she s asking him to go... quite ironical, but life s like dat...it s not fair with everyone and every time
Sadly, he expresses his genuine feelings for her but when it s all over!
I loved her saying " B4 u ask I m ok " ...

"Love is when you shed a tear and still want him, it's when he ignores you and you still love him, it's when he loves another girl but you still smile and say I'm happy for you, when all you really do is cry."

And also I liked Khushi-Lavanya scene...the gal who looked down her choice of costume n trinkets is thanking n assuring dat it wil a prized possession for her...cute
And yeah I loved ASR-KHushi scene too...Rest...nothing gr8

And your poetry - celestial as usual!

Edited by cindrella255 - 14 years ago

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stardust-

@stardust-

Rocker

+ 5

Posted: 14 years ago

for lavania, girl, you have been one hatke gf and do move on (: sometimes, you'll find someone somewhere.. ofc we do mean you can leave arnav for khushi😆.. but you'll be a ⭐️

Edited by DaShIng_GiRl - 14 years ago

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@-RD-

Stunner

+ 9

Posted: 14 years ago

👍🏼

Awww absolutely beautiful Geetu ...and Awww Lavanya's char has to b one of the finest third angles so much grace and maturity total reflection of her modern behaviour 👏

Palkon pe aanso'on ko sajaya na jaa saka
us ko bhi Dil ka haal bataya na jaa saka
zakhmon se choor choor tha yeh Dil mera
ek zakham bhi us ko dikhaya na jaa saka
jab teri yaad aayi to koshish ke ba wajood
aankhon main aanso'on ko chupaya na jaa saka
kuch log zindagi main aise bhi aaye hain
jin ko kisi bhi lamhe bhulaya na jaa saka
bas is khayaal se kahin us ko dukh na ho
hum se to haal-e-ghum bhi sunaya na jaa saka
woh muskuraha tha mere ru-ba-ru magar
chehre ka rang us se chupaya na jaa saka
tanhaiyon ki aag main hum jal gaye
magar faasla jo tha mitaya na jaa saka

Edited by rdfan - 14 years ago

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geet.a

@geet.a

Sparkler

+ 4

Posted: 14 years ago

Originally posted by: DaShIng_GiRl
aa gayyi khabootari 😆

🤣🤗

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Anisha/Habiba Barun Sobti ;-)

@Anisha_91

Rocker

+ 2

Posted: 14 years ago

Geetuuu you're emotions felt posts are back!! 🤗

Right I'm gonna reserve 'cos I'm getting late for work lol x

Edit-OMG Geetu gosh what a beautiful piece of writing. Loved it. Expressed beautifully and i just loved Arnav's part! it was out of this world and it kinda made me teary 😳U leave me speechless girl! Glad you're back with these posts 🤗

Edited by Anisha_91 - 14 years ago

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ravenheart

@ravenheart

Dazzler

Posted: 14 years ago

Geetu, welcome back...lovely write up...not rusted at all!!

I felt very bad for La. However she may have been at the beginning, she did change herself for her ASR and his family. Arnav should have put a stop to this relationship long time back. I think he is very slow when it comes to understanding people's emotions. Will he be too late in realising that Khushi means more to him than anybody else?

They could have shown a parallel La track where she meets her prince charming - I think we viewers will be happy to know that all is well that ends well :)