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Hi girls!!! This is Chandini's version of 'Aakhir Kyu?' Enjoy her question filled emotions.
AAKHIR KYU?
(CHANDINI'S CONFLICTING EMOTIONS)
"Aakhir kyu?" his words continuously rang in her ears as she ran through the huge corridors of the mansion. These 2 words had undone her. Chandini ran till the time her legs gave away. With no more strength left, she slid down against a pillar.
Kyu unhe behosh dekhke tadap uthi, yeh jaante hue bhi ki unki wajah se marte marte bachi hu
Kyu lagta hai ki yeh kissa hone se, unke liye mere jazbaat badal rahe hai
Kyu unke naram misaaj dekhke, pighal rahi hu
Kyu unki mahaanta jaanne se, unke liye mere dil mei izzat aur badh gayi hai
Kyu naa chahte hue bhi, woh mere dil mei apni alag jagah bana rahe hai
Kyu apne aap ko unki taraf jhukne se rok nhi paa rahi yaa fir khud rokna nhi chahti
Kyi yakeen hai ki woh jaise dikhte hai waise hai nahi
Kyu unko takleef mei dekhke, mere aasoo nikle
Kyu achaanak lagne lagaa hai ki, unke saare dard leke duniya ki har khushi unke kadmo mei rakh doo
Kyu apni baaho mei leke, unki hifaazat karna chahti hu
Kyu dua karne lagi hu ki, unko har dard se raahat mil jaaye
Kyu unhe koi bhi dukh se, vanchit rakhna chahti hu
Kyu hamdard banke, unka sahaara banna chahti hu
Kyu unka akelapan dekhke, unse lagaav ho raha hai
Kyu unki berukhi, ab iss dil ko manzoor nhi
Kyu ek anjaan dor, mujhe unki taraf kheech rahi hai
Kyu mai door jaane ke bajaaye, har pal unke aur nazdeek aa rahi hu
Kyu mai unse bas judi rehna chahti hu
Kyu bharosa hai ki, ek din woh firse kahenge 'tum sirf meri ho Chandini'
Kyu itna hone ke baad, mai fir bhi unke saath hamesha rehna chahti hu
(Why did I shook up seeing him unconscious even after knowing that I was about to die due to his dirty plans
Why does it seem that this incident has changed my perception about him
Why am I melting seeing his softer side
Why have I started respecting him more after knowing about his greatness
Why is he carving a special place for himself in my heart
Why am I unable to stop this inclination towards him or is it that I myself don't wish to end it
Why am I so sure that he is not what he appears to be
Why do I cry seeing him in pain
Why suddenly do I want to absorb all his agony and wish to give him all the happiness he deserves
Why do I want to take him in my arms and shield him from the whole world
Why have I started to pray for his relief from all types of anguish
Why do I want to keep him away from any kind of pain
Why do I wish to be his companion and supporter
Why is his loneliness the reason for my growing attachment for him
Why his coldness is now unacceptable
Why am I feeling an unknown pull towards him
Why am I growing closer to him each moment instead of inching away from him
Why do I just want to stay binded to you
Why do I believe that one he will again say that I am only his
Why do I wish to be by his side despite his wrong doings)
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Here is the 13th OS of Ehsaas Series.
Hope you all like it. Please hit like and comment. Happy Reading.
Loads of Love,
Nazia😊
Ye Hai Mohabbatein
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