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Originally posted by: rajatshweta

OMG... Aditi turned out to be more vile than Swathi.

When i read, I thought Aditi is a drug addict and she drank the tablet mixed in water. Now I understand that she had given Bhang, then alcohol and then the drugged water. Now it makes sense why she warned Chandni not to take her name if Chandni gets caught. But Her husband had already got the contract...

I dint understand what Aditi got out of all this. She had been visiting the Raizada family for over a year and became family friends. She did something that would spoil her reputation in the entire family if she gets caught about the drugs part. And also spoil her husband's business. So why would she leave the Drugs with Chandni, after intoxicating and drugging Advay on Holi Day??? Confusing.

She got the contract on the basis that she will help Advay sleep with Chandhini. She used drugs because that was sure way to get him. She did not take the meds with herself because if something happened she will say that she is innocent. Chandhini had meds in her bag which implicated her in Advay's eyes. If Chandhini had remained quiet,Advay would never have it figured out. He was puzzled over his reactions and shocked about what he did.

Advay ... He surprised me totally. He acted extremely in opposite directions ... first by slitting himself, then depression, wallowing in self pity ... To plotting against Chandni after finding out about the drugs. A person who couldn't bring himself to see. Chandni as a Grown Up Woman, suddenly takes a decision to use her up only for bedding purpose ??? Just because she was stupid enough to use it again hin ONCE? In his own words, he said "We dint bring you up like this"...

Try to think from his position. Chandhini was very close to his heart. He trusted her. But one thing happened after other. First love of his life left him because of Chandhini, then his parents and whole family forced him to marry her, she could have said no but she didn't, then he had to hear the constant rumours about himself and Chandhini. He was never romantically interested in her but everyone assumed the worst. For a male who did not do anything, someone who had just one girlfriend since his college days it's a big thing. After that he got drugged into sleeping with her. Something which he couldn't think in his worst nightmares. After the incidence, he lost self respect blaming himself that he couldn't control himself. then he started to get physically interested in Chandhini because obviously he slept with her and he cannot view her in same platonic way. This is another torment to him. After facing all this for month after month, he found out that it was Chandhini who did all this to him. It's no wonder he has gone mad with anger. Now, he cannot visibly lash out at her because his family's and his own reputation is on line. He is nearly thirty-two and a girl half his age managed to totally trap him in a loveless marriage. Think about his self esteem. How hurt he must be and angry too.

He gave her another chance to back out of this marriage because he cannot do it himself due to family pressure. He needs to give them a reason but Chandhini can walk out. He tried that option but she wants to stay with him. Now he is a grown up man with a different lifestyle than his parents. He moves in a different society and has been living independently since his college days. He would not want his parents to watch his each and every step but with Chandhini as his wife, he has to bear the scrutiny. If it was swathi he would be left alone with his wife but when it comes to Chandhini there is a whole line of people to whom he needs to justify himself. So he made her sign the contract and shift to another city where he can cotrol his life to certain extent.

As for sex bit, he is not dead he need someone for his physical needs and she is his wife. I have explained how his pov changed and he is not the sort to frequent brothels. Since she wants him and he want her, it's fine i think. It's purely physical between them right now and with time things will change.

As far as Swath is concerned, they were together for a long time. He is not imagining it's Swath when he is with her. Just the fact that Swathi was his first and he is not used to being with someone else. He is not the forgiving sort and he will never go back to Swathi. The contract is for safe guarding himself and his family. Chandhini just did a criminal offence. Rape is rape no matter if it's a male or female. It's not a small thing. His view of her has completely changed. He is not sure about her character any longer. She is not a hold digger and she did not drug him deliberately, these facts are unknown to him.

He having sex with her was not a shocker to me... In fact, I was very happy that he started noticing the woman in her. But, t

o get a contract of punishment from her, using her for sex in place of Swathi was a little indigestible. Which only means, that he has not forgotten Swathi.

Chandni... Swathi and Aditi had played her. And she had no idea about it till now. Poor girl. I wish she takes Khushi in confidence and tell her all about it. And Arnav can bring some sense into Advay. Or, May be, just May be, Advay comes across her previous diaries and finds out how much she had been in love with him.

Thank you for your comments. It shows you are genuinely interested in story. I hope I was able to clear your doubts.😳

Originally posted by: rajatshweta

Since when did Advay start taking physical interest in her ? I mean, that slow transformation didn't come through in the story. Did I miss it in some chapter ?

Originally posted by: 2filmy

Aditi really proved to be worse than Swathi
She basically used Chandni and threw her away
Advay is extremely angry now and will take long to be normal
Something drastic can change his views on her
I hope he heals slowly but steadily

Originally posted by: rajatshweta

Thank you for the explanation, Ash. That makes total sense from Advay's POV.

But... apart from the family movie watching scene where Chandni observes him staring at her, there was no other incidents where it showed that Advay started noticing her as a Woman.

Since when did Advay start taking physical interest in her ? I mean, that slow transformation didn't come through in the story. Did I miss it in some chapter ?

Originally posted by: ASRkiMoonlight

wonderful update but i am so confused😕

what does he actually want?

this is so messed up

and getting interesting day by day

please update soon as I can hardly wait