i am in love with ur posts👏👏
just well done👏👏
i loved the fact that he was there all the time ... the fact that he's there means he knows he still cares and he's not in denial ...or at least he knows he can't let go even in anger yes he does care and even though he is physically absent I feel he is very much there in her life
as u said shivaay is new at this while annika is experianced at it ... from where he's looking she seems to be adapting better than he is which is (in my opinion) is hurting him even more
i agree with u on the whole self destruction path ... he's walking through it with each passing day and i think he'll become faster if the whole nagin-shivaay & samar-Anika engagements happen
& i want (like u) to believe that he won't be able to destroy her in his anger ... that he cares too much to do it again ... but the problem is i don't trust the writers ... for trps they will make him the bad guy again as in pulling a stunt just to get the tashan vs tadi all over again *rolls eyes* yup!! but that is the ShivIka equation as we know ... bad guy I don't think so as today proved that the man is actually thinking not just reacting 😉
i think Annika already knows how shivaay is doing from OmRu...she might actually know about bike stunts from gauri and all ... & i think she'll get to know of the jail stunt too
but i think she knows ( at least for now) he has self control to save himself for his family..& like her enough well to fight for his loved ones even if he's fighting against his own desires which right now are letting go of life
but i think she'll only understand the amount of pain and wrong she did when they meet again..the change in him .. & the parts of him that died that she'll witness closely might alert her..plus i think he'll turn even more reckless with each passing day
ETA : loved the fact that u pointed out about Annika's insecurities and her need to fight for their relation as well ...even fight him if necessary
u know her insecurities started becoming obvious with each passing day since she got shot ... she just doesn't know how to fight for her happiness yes... she has to start believing in her love and having faith in the fact that she too can have happiness if she chooses it
& i would love if shivaay does what u said and tries to put sense into her .. & create such a situation where she ACTUALLY HAS TO FIGHT FOR THEM...& FOR HER RIGHT
like she did when he told her to leave when he was being blackmailed (only this time she needs to do it not because she wanted to shut Tia ... but because she believes in those words ... & beleives that everything is RIGHTFULLY HERS I think she will soon😊