Transition from 'I sense you' to 'I feel you' (updated) - Page 2

Originally posted by: bworm

Beautifully put pearl. Tugs at the heart.

Hope the cvs keep the channel open, do not want to see a cassanova. Too cliched and so not sso
exactly ... I cannot see him as one and that would ruin 'my shivvay' for good.😕

But yes Anika needs to come back. Guess that's what the tadi is for. Anika needs to make her love for shivay her strength not weakness.
Come back she will for sure

shivay is allowed to feel lost for a while. But accepting comfort in a vipers arms...didn't sign up for that.
SSO is not the kind to seek comfort in another woman's arms while he still loves the first. If he lets her even flirt with him I will be surprised ..lol 😆
Annika never cheated on him and he is not going to be the one to break that trust first - I know that for sure.

Spare Us cvs, you have given us the unusual. ..hope you Don't disappoint.

Originally posted by: asya34

The Metamorphosis has begun it seems but of course it is still in the early stages.

He SENSED her at the school, which does not astonish me as this is Shivvay, and she is Annika. He was strong till then, in control and able to wade through his conversation with Sahil without giving the lil guy any clue as to what had happened. But as the box of memories was gently pried open by his innocent and unsuspecting lil bro in law, Shivvay could not stop himself from being swept away. So much for the guy who spoke about mind control in the girls v/s boys' challenge ..lol

As all the memories with her came rushing back in, tumbling one after the other, he looked awake and less dazed. The channel is still open and the link still maintained. I do not believe that will ever close.

The vow to always look after her and never hurt her tore at his heart. The memory of distancing her from his life blurred his vision. His heart is thawing and changing and with change comes pain and discomfort. It is a metamorphosis after all and cannot be achieved without that pain and discomfort.

As he steels himself and leaves the one thing that links him with her, for a trip to Shimla, he elicits a promise," Say you will call me everyday?", because he still needs to feel connected to her through Sahil.

The single word 'Auto' spoken, not even shouted, reached his hyper sensitive ears in the midst of the hustle bustle of Mumbai city. Do you have any idea how difficult that is to zero in on??

He clutched at his heart, mind and body all sensitive to the slightest clue of her presence. He senses her and scans the immediate vicinity. He cares not that he is being pushed and shoved by a mere rickshaw driver because the fight for his NKK and pride, has gone out of the SSO we know. This is Shivvay we see, Mere Shivvay, who is blocked his mind and has unlocked his heart. The organ that only senses not thinks. He has become hypersensitive in his loss and need for her to all things Annika.

Annika's apparent distress at him being yelled at and cornered can be felt by him. She wants to lunge forward and bite the insufferable man's head off for yelling at her Shivvay who is in apparent pain but alas she cannot do so. She suffocates behind the auto and he suffocates in front of his car. His oxygen is missing he can't breathe. He has been on 'life support' for so long that he has forgotten what it feels like to breathe on his own and fight life's battles all alone. "Annika!!", his heart cries out in pain, "where are you?? I need you!!"

He drive away but his chest still hurts because hers is hurting as well. She is in distress and he feels every second of that distress. He needs to get back to the solace of their room and breathe the air that she shared with him there. Maybe, she in her mercy, has still left a few gulp-fulls behind before she abandoned him so cruelly.

He has not hardened his heart towards her and that is good. It is very difficult to feel with a hard heart and it also breaks more easily. A softer one beats, absorbs and feels it is alive with emotions. Shivvay's heart seems to have become more sensitive and receptive to her and her feelings.

This man who could not gauge her mood while being in the same room as her for the past few days, has begun to feel the same pain as she does in his chest while she is miles apart. He clutches his heart and utters the first thing that comes to his mouth, not mind, and that is "Annika'. SSO is dying a slow death because Shivvay is being born.

Our boy is on the road to find love and all that comes with it. Lets wish him luck.

As for you Annika, the faster you realize that he has been left in manipulative and incapable hands the better. This is your husband and only you can be his 'other half'. This is a position that no one else can fill in a husbands life- not his mother, father, brothers or Dadi.

Originally posted by: EnasZ

beautiful post

i felt so sorry for him ... so much pain and so much discomfort he's living in ... acting to be the sso he hadn't needed to be for quiet some time now (specially within the walls of OM)

the good vibes that the epi gave me was that there was no anger in his eyes...just pain

perhaps of feeling left out ... specially since he did nothing wrong this time ... i mean when he did she stayed with him but now...when he did what he always did (protect his family) he's being punished for it

the fact that annika was still in contact with Rudra and still looking out for him (instead of thinking of him as a closed chapter ) was extremely comforting for me

yet those 2 points are the same things that are bothering me ... even when shivaay's wound is still fresh he's not angry ... then why will he be angry at her (per promo) and he will be able to show the tadi?

that annika that couldn't stand his pain ...where did the tashan and indifference she showed in the promo come from??

after today i am finding it hard to imagine tadi and tashan again ... and i feel it'll be as forced as this separation

i expected shivaay to act indifferent post leap as he was the one who was left behind and betrayed

i expected Annika to be a lot stronger facing life and much weaker facing him (not crying and all ) but at least not in show tashan mode (for the sole reason that she knows y he's showing her anger,hurt or whatever)

so since u always have a different way to look at things ... what do u think?

where's the tashan and tadi born from? and y? & does it make sense after everything they went through in past couple of epis?

Originally posted by: sxj126

Beautiful post Asya. I kinda agree with most of your analysis. Still I am not getting the whole point of this track, is it love realization from SSO, or foregoing NKK from his side, or make him show the dark face of his family members or prepare him for Vanvaas. The way Kamini didn't waste time and came in immediately makes me believe that she'll soon be staying in OM . Pinky and Shakti both were scared the moment Kamini opened her mouth and said the words hamare bachhe. I am still little bit confused about Pinky promise part. Did that signify that he'll continue to look after her in future.
The way Kamini was saying Oberoi Khandaan mein kabhi divorce nahin hua makes me believe that finally they will not be divorced and in the end Shivaay would turn this divorce game around and finish the chapter of divorce once for all. Also since the lapse is for 3months only makes me think they will not be divorced and when the time comes he will again roar "Biwi hai meri". I think there would be no revelation for Pinky as per say but there would be karma biting her in parts, it started with Rudy and Jaanvi. Kamini is next for her. Somehow, I felt even Shakti knew something about Pinky's doings.
Lets see when will Shivaay come to know about Annika's sacrifice.

Originally posted by: asya34

He SENSED her at the school, which does not astonish me as this is Shivvay, and she is Annika.

But as the box of memories was gently pried open by his innocent and unsuspecting lil bro in law,

RE WE EVER GONNA GET SAHIL CALLING SSO AS JEEJU THOUGH I LIKE D WAY HE CALLS HIM SSO WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A SCENE LIKE THT.

So much for the guy who spoke about mind control in the girls v/s boys' challenge ..lol. KARMA- RIGHT GOD OLD TIMES LOVED THOSE SCENE

As all the memories with her came rushing back in, tumbling one after the other, he looked awake and less dazed. The channel is still OPEN and the link still maintained. I do not believe that will ever close.3

The memory of distancing her from his life blurred his vision. H

he elicits a promise," Say you will call me everyday?", because he still needs to feel connected to her through Sahil.

He clutched at his heart, mind and body all sensitive to the slightest clue of her presence. He senses her and scans the immediate vicinity. He cares not that he is being pushed and shoved by a mere rickshaw driver because the fight for his NKK and pride, has gone out of the SSO we know. This is Shivvay we see, Mere Shivvay, who is blocked his mind and has unlocked his heart.

His oxygen is missing he can't breathe. He has been on 'life support' for so long that he has forgotten what it feels like to breathe on his own and fight life's battles all alone. "Annika!!", his heart cries out in pain, "where are you?? I need you!!"

She is in distress and he feels every second of that distress. He needs to get back to the solace of their room and breathe the air that she shared with him there.

He has not hardened his heart towards her and that is good.

I THINK SOME SPOILER WERE SAYING HE WONT HATE N HUMILIATES HER I THINK ITS TRUE AFTER SEEING THIS .MAY BE OMRU ASK HER TO SHOW TADI TO GET SSO BACK TO HIS OLD SELF TO SEE SMILEY BILLU . OK IM NOT ABLE TO SEE ANY VALID REASON FOR ANIS TADI IN PROMO OR POST LAPSE SO 😆😆

He clutches his heart and utters the first thing that comes to his mouth, not mind, and that is "Annika'. SSO is dying a slow death because Shivvay is being born. WHILE PROMO SHOWS HIM TAKING A U TURN I WOULD LIKE TO BELIEVE UR WORDS AS SHIVAAY BEING BORN.

As for you Annika, the faster you realize that he has been left in manipulative and incapable hands the better. This is your husband and only you can be his 'other half'. This is a position that no one else can fill in a husbands life- not his mother, father, brothers or Dadi. PLZZ GO AND PUNCH ON HER THICK SKULL FOR ME

loved those lines n my opinion in capital

I'm new to forum so bad at this editing stuff and ya have read ur posts ur too good

Originally posted by: asya34

Originally posted by: aprilsunrise

@red: I don't know about that. In the promo, he is very much with the other woman. With the VO as ' Shivaay ki jindagi me aa raha hai naya pyaar...' ,with him standing with a ring in hand to comment him self... Just don't know what to make of it??