Mujhe Toot Jaane Se Khauf Aata Hai..

I wish CV write something like this for Annika.


Zaroon asked Kashaf will she miss him? Kashaf bares her soul to her diary...what she wrote was a bittersweet confession from the deepest chords of her heart. She wrote:

Mai miss karoongi? Miss toh shayad ek chota lafz hai inn ehsaassaat ke liye jo mai tumhaare liye rakhne lagi hoon. Aur ab mai apne aap se darne lagi hoon. Kisi se mohabbat insaan ko bahut kamzor kar deti hai..bahut bebas, majboor, mahkoom..aur mujhe in teenon cheezon se nafrat hai..lekin uske bawajood tum meri zindagi ka markaz bante jaa rahe hoo..

Tum mujhse poochte hoo ke mujhe tumhaari kya baat achchi lagti hai? Main tumse ye kaise kahoon ki mujhe tumhari kaunsi baat achchi nahi lagti..

Apne ird gird tumhara ghoomna..mere wajood se na hatne wali tumhari gehri bolti nazrein..tumhari har waqt ki tawajjo..tumhara jaan chidakne wala har andaaz..har baar jab tum mere maa baap ke liye ehtaraman khade hote hoo toh main tumhare samne jhukne lagti hoon..Aur kya kuch nahi jo mujhe tumhaare saamne moom nahi karta..


Ek chote ghar ke iss pankhe waale kamre mein tumhaari ye gehri neend..Mineral water bottle ko dhoondne ke bajaye nalke ka paani pi lena...Hand wash chhodke ek saaste saaboon se haath dhona..Apni plate ko meri maa ke haath ke pake khaane se baar baar bharna...Par mai yeh sab tumko kabhi nahi bataaoongi, tumhaare har vaade par hassoongi..tumhaari har baat ka mazaaq udaaugi..Tum mujhe sangemarmar samajhte hoo, toh samajhte raho..mai tumhaare saamne reth ki deewar nahi ban sakti..mujhe toot jaane se khauf aata hai..

Zindagi Gulzar Hai - and KASHAF - are just beautiful *sigh...* Much more actual takkar. Thank you for reminding of this beautiful monologue.

Hope hope hope!

Originally posted by: --Risha--

Zindagi Gulzar Hai - and KASHAF - are just beautiful *sigh...* Much more actual takkar. Thank you for reminding of this beautiful monologue.

ZGH is being discussed so much, I feel like giving it a rewatch again

P.S. yesss would love something like this for Annika but aisa kuch nahee honney waala. I'd rather she gives it back to Shivaay abhee ke liye

Annika and Kashaf are alike. They both are strong characters with flaws.

The only difference is Kashaf was not that happy go lucky types but Annika is

Just imagining- what if they kept Annika's character takkar ka and not changed for trp then kuch aisa he dekhno ko milta

oh i loovveeeddd ZGH...

Originally posted by: rash2222

oh i loovveeeddd ZGH...

for anika all these lines suits in every sense and i guess she is feeling all this

Yes but CVS are going on some other direction.

So I am just creating my on Shivika story in head 😆

There was one more scene were Zaroon gives some money to Khasaf and she becomes emotional.

Zindagi mein bohot saari nehmatein hoti hain , ek nehmat yeh bhi hai ke aapka mard aapko apni zimmedaari samjhe aur aap par kharch kare , aur maine yeh kab socha tha ke yeh nehmat mujhe bhi milegi , koi mujh par bhi kharch karne waala hoga , meri bhi zimmedaari lega.


This is also so so like Shivika ...

Mujhe is sab pe yakeen nahin aata , yeh agar khush kismati hai to meri kyun hai? Aur agar koi jhoota khwab hai to main kyun dekh rahi hoon? Is aadmi ki ajeeb si aadat hone laggi hai mujhe , agar yeh meri zindagi se chala gaya to bada masala hojayega mere liye.

Ye IB team kabhi bhi nahi likh sakte...