High Stakes - Page 5

LOL so it's basically a quagmire of Shivaay's own making...because he refuses to deny himself as the father of Tia's kid, or the fact that he signed the divorce papers, he cannot use the technicality of Anika as his wife to keep her around...because his actions prove that no real relationship exists.

He never steps up assertively enough to say that Anika will stay there until she is technically his wife cuz he still lets Tia hang around too😆...so Anika's questions are all logical that way...the problem as always is that Billu doesn't have the guts to step up and straight away own what he wants...he always uses roundabout ways and then ends up getting trapped in the web😆

even though i enjoyed the intensity of the episode, i am extremely conflicted now - whether i should root for them as a couple or not 😆

no matter how cute this billu is but this relationship is nothing but a death mine for anika. dysfunctional, NKK obsessed family who will never care for her, didnt care for her medical condition or didnt have the decency to not talk about throwing her out of the house in front of her especially when she is sick, billu not even being able to utter the word wife (seriously W*F from me on this) and the list goes on and on.

wasn't she happier living in a chaul, with that weirdo bhua (yes she didnt care for her) but an adorable little brother who loves her no end, she made a simple living and worked hard and came home satisfied. yahan toh dont even get me started - i would have had a physcological breakdown after so much humiliation 😲

i just want the poor girl to have a breather now - now she has to go through her so called husband insulting her more as his ego is bruised. i have always believed love without respect is not enough and shivika are proving that everyday 😆

Shivaay and Anika are already in love...there is no pragmatism or ideal scenario behind it...it just is...the choice has already been made...what remains is how they grapple with it...they will both keep making their set of mistakes but that doesn't mean that they don't deserve each other.

The issue right now is more about the drag in the storyline...the memory loss track needs to either end soon or or they need to reveal Anika's plan to someone...

Here is my rant(actually many questions):

Sorry AY.. Thoda Anika ke taraf harsh shabdo ka prayog kiya hai 😕😆 because I forgot to assume that the memory loss is REAL 😭 And I can't tolerate this sweet sounding Anika anymore... Time to take a break I think.. 😆

Was this Shivaay's LOVE REALIZATION OR LOVE CONFESSION OR BOTH OR NONE?? 😕😆

I should have loved this episode but damn you CVs This memory loss has messed up everything.. I'm JUST CONFUSED

Anika:

I wish they had not shown us the Rudy-Anika OLV because for me that biggest clue that this Memory Loss is fake.. Dialogues and all toh chodo(since it is partial maybe she remember somethings ) Maybe this memory loss is real?! Maybe Rudy ka part was offscreen

If I assume that this is real, then Anika's reactions are making sense and I can accept them, relate to her and feel sorry for her... But then I'm confused that where is this real memory loss track leading 😕😆

BUT the second I recall that she is still Anika and faking this memory loss.. I'm damn confused and hurt & today I'm also angry.. 😡

Bharosa scene

Shivaay was sounding like a desperate guy trying to find a solution... But Why was Anika arguing? Why did she not trust him? Why she did not leave with him quietly 😭 I can't tolerate this Mahaan Bahu Anika forcing Shivaay to be the neev jis pe yeh ghar tika hua hai and all her other dialogues

Second Pool Scene

Why is she lying? Why did she say usko koi ehsaas nahi hai?? What is her objective? Can't she see the genuine confusion and the genuine care??

Till a few weeks back, I used to think that Anika understand Shivaay more than Shivaay understands Anika..She has seen his best and his worst.. But now I think she does not understand this man at all..

IMO, right now she is on the verge of losing everything and gaining nothing 😕 She is going to lose this trust that he keeps talking about.. She is going to lose this man whom she loves..

And what is she expecting to gain - somehow these randoms plans will result in NBs being exposed or is she expecting a random confession out of this man - if yes, then what? What good is a confession in midst of this manipulation going to get her? Was she planning to reveal that she is faking this memory loss as soon as he confesses 😕

When I had read the BTS WU, I thought this was an EGO clash - basically I assumed SSO knows about this Fake memory loss.. But now toh I don't even understand why Anika is doing what she is doing 😕

Yes, I know WORDs are very very important and Shivaay needs to say them... But there is a right place and a right time for everything.. I'm pretty sure if she is Anika, then she has heard the unsaid words.. 😭Isn't she taking this too far.. She is miscalculating the whole thing

She asked all the right questions but timing was not right.. This whole fake memory loss dilutes the gravity/importance of this questions.. This Memory Loss gives Shivaay an escape route as soon as the truth is revealed, it gives him the chance to run far far away from his feelings.. and it will makes things even more difficult for Anika..

Why did she not ask these question when she was Anika😭 & why is she asking them now 😕

This is the third scene in this memory loss track where I felt Anika is emotionally manipulating this emotionally stunted guy 😭

PRECAP:

Aur kya bolo.. ShiTia ki shaadi hogi 🥳

Now off to read this thread 😆 and see what you all thought about aaj ka episode😆

Shyaad mujhe mera sawaalon ka jawab mil jayega

@bold - agreed drag drag and more drag!! i agree they love each other but is that enough? i dont think shivaay loves her enough, his love is too selfish!

anika on the other hand has been loving him selflessly