The Shivika journey!! - Page 2

Originally posted by: Simplypriceless

I think it's getting to a point where Shivaay can't control himself around Anika. I think he knows he is heads over heels in love with her but just can't admit it.

As much as I enjoy there sweet romance and this new phrase in there life I want more emotional scenes between them and going by the latest spoiler video I think were getting there where Anika past will start open up and she will be comfortable enough with Shivaay to tell him about her past life.

I think I might be the only one who care less what Tia did today because to me it looks like Shivaay was just tolerating her because of the blackmail from her mother otherwise he wasn't even touching her or care to romance her.

Originally posted by: Sakkiyah

Today's episode was a treat for shivika and rumya fans

A post dedicated to Shivika... what a treat in the 1st day of 2017. We got to see different shades of not one but 3 pairs... and they all rocked respectively.

Originally posted by: chottekikhushi

I think this is the whole conflict between his heart and mind!! The Naam Khoon Khaandaan coming in the way!!

Before, I agree he might have stared at her a lot, I guess but that was it!! Mujhe toh yeh Billu kabhi itna masoom nahi laga...'accidental' hand touches se lekar all that trip, fall and catch sequences followed by those senti dialogues "agar tumhe kuch ho jaata toh..." Normal boss-employee relationships don't have that😛...He always fought his attraction for her!! I think he is going to keep up this fight not so openly but somewhere or the other he will never openly admit that he is drawn to his wife Everytime he crossed that line( 2 times to be precise, both when he was drunk/drugged), he made sure that she got no wrong ideas about them ever having a future. He still has not made any promises to her about their future. Annika believes that their divorce is going to be finalized in 6 months. He is again going to promise that he will never allow her to leave his side, but his NKK or brotherly love is going to force him to chuck her out of his house. Dil pe patthar rakh ke breakup karega Billu and phir khud his biwi ko manaane jaega. But that will come only after Annika saves his a$$ umpteen number of times and proves her patnivrata dharam. He violently shut that doorway of opportunity himself and made amends!!

But today, he openly flirted like a hubby, hugged her and he was fully in his senses. And smiled as a blushing Anika ran past him. I think Billu ko Ishq Khumari chadi only after being praised to the skies by Saumya. He was happy n all peachy coz he got brownie points in the love department by being called macho romantic and that too in the presence of his youngest brother who always rags him about his old age.Yeh nasha next couple of episodes mein utar jaega n we will be back to square one...everyone knows Billu is Bipolars ka Baap!!!He cannot blame it on anything now!! So I really want to know what he is thinking!! Is he ready to accept her?? Or has he forgotten all about the NKK?? Or are they showing that the Shivika romance in full bloom in just one epi??

Originally posted by: chottekikhushi

Of course dear, u can call me Ana. Thank u so so much!
I love love reading your posts bcoz they have this fresh perspective to them & they are always deeply thought. And need I say, you have a amazing sense of humor!
You are right, the part where she says people always leave is something that gives me hope too. It might work two ways. First Shivaay is a protector at core, and this vulnerable side of Anika is going to appeal him more than the strong independent one. Not that she is a damsel in distress but like Saumya said today, we r strong but that doesn't mean we don't like someone to care about us.
Secondly he will realise how he & Anika are alike. There is this pretence of strong outside to not let people see the vulnerabilities inside. And we know that the Chutki nightmare has got him thinking & curious.
Oh yes his control is definitely slipping away. I just want to see him make the decision that he can be okay with his control slipping when it comes to Anika. And I feel that the moment he will decide that he wants her in his life no one can take her away from him, just like he promised her in that clip. I hope he reaches there soon.

Hello Anu, Happy New Year 🥳

Originally posted by: napstermonster

Okay so here is my take on this. There are two Shivikas we are watching and I think they've been pretty clear on this concept since the wedding scenes. One is the version they present to the world where they act like husband and wife or enemies or about to be divorced clingy wife and indifferent about to be divorced man. The public face changes based on needs. And note the use of the word THEY. Whether Anika was complicit in the wedding she was absolutely complicit in assisting Shivaay in this public/private doubling of who they are. ( Omru being put in their place : Ye hamara alas ka maa hai.)

The private part of Shivika is what we saw onscreen tonight. Who they are with each other is privately held without anyone outside being given access to it. They even have their own language now. Literally the man who didn't understand her speech now uses her words to code word with her to keep her by him when she was going to leave him. And so he has an equation with her that is him.and her in a bubble of their own . Him teasing her and her smiling and letting herself enjoy it is again not meant to be seen as compared to their public persona. That version of Shivika is they do for the world with its conscequences ( divorce , fake baby momma, majboori, blackmail, I'm's truth). What happened tonight is for them.

Very well written! 😊

Shivaay is a very reserved mind person & till now according to me, He knows very well that he cares for Anika but I don't think he feels it as love! Love is still very Far away for shivika! 😆

Seeing his behavior towards om after knowing His Truth, iI don't know what to say so Let's see how cv is going to handle it betn shivika.😛

Originally posted by: dattu21

Very well written! 😊

I m sure tomorrow Shivaay will again turn 360 degrees 😆 & will behave like nothing happen!

Shivaay is a very reserved mind person & till now according to me, He knows very well that he cares for Anika but I don't think he feels it as love! Love is still very Far away for shivika! 😆

Seeing his behavior towards om after knowing His Truth, iI don't know what to say so Let's see how cv is going to handle it betn shivika.😛

IB is very diff. Show than other so I think AniKa will leave Shivaay after tia"s Truth comes out & then om "s words may be proved right !

Bye Guys!

I really Liked all cmts too!

Good night!😊

@ BOLD

Originally posted by: mishti4maan

I actually made a post about this on another topic so i'm just copying and posting what I wrote there here lol..

see tomorrow as soon as Shivaay sees himself losing control, he's going to react violently like he always does... I have no hopes from him. the man cannot bear to lose control.. ever... And I know everyone is loving this new shy blushing side of Anika. But it just makes me angry because this is just going to open her up to more hurt...She is having her hopes up and when reality hits, it will be a slap on the face..Shivaay still has a long way to go from his NKK mentality... I just wish despite Anika's feelings, she acted a bit more indifferent towards him instead of blushing like a new bride. Heck, even acting clueless would have been better. Because now he knows that he has some sort of effect on her and that makes me really angry..

Exactly my thoughts...I am not angry with him yet without seeing the coming episodes but I fear the same thing!! Beacuse if he does go back to square one tommorow, he stays in character but Ani will be hurt but if this is the CvS idea of showing progress in their relationship and that he has slowly started to accept Ani inspite of her lack of NKAK, I guess I will be ok with this shade of Shivaay!! But I seriously doubt it!!

Lol I feel like I just sprouted out a lot of pessmistic and feminist thoughts but I think my head is still boiling from the fact that the idiot LET TIA touch him just two minutes after he was romancing Annika.I mean the way he just lied on the bed... with no inhibitions... like his expressions was like "ok whatever do whatever you want with me.." uggghhh

The Tia thing didn't bother me much yaar!! See...I know many felt that he should have pushed away Tia but I felt, with the way he was acting that he would have literally pushed away Tia if Ani hadn't arrived there that precise moment!! And the look he had was literally as though he was scared of Ani there...that made me laugh rather than be angry with him!!

Anyway, thanks for your post!! No apologies required!!😊

Ok rant over. Apologies for my negative reiki