Shivika- So in tune... their dil goes Hmmmm~~(updt:Jan 3rd/Pg 9) - Page 4

NOV 15th - Shivvay Babu's P.O.V

ALICE IN WONDERLAND, THE MAD-HATTER AND THE RABBIT (ON SKATES) : - theory: (Shivvay's P.O.V.)
I am so glad that I did not put the very uneasy feeling I was experiencing in the pit of my stomach down to indigestion. I was truly worried that with these cramps in my gut and profuse perspiration, I was going to have to pop in those lovely pills again. Hey! Wait a second now - that is completely different from what Om does so don't even think to compare. But then SHE called me late at night out of the blue, and SHE never does that and it was enough to send my 'Shivvay Senses Tingling'.I realized the symptoms were not because of indigestion but the old ESP kicking in. I just knew I had to swing by her place, no not Spidey Style or Shivvay Style (the chopper you know) but HER style, like a 'Rabbit on Skates' to make sure SHE was ok.

What I saw when I walked into HER room can be compared to what Alice might have felt when she fell down the rabbit hole and was confronted by the Mad Hatter. SHE was terrified, shaking and crouching in a corner. To say I was furious, when I firmly clasped HER hand to steady HER nerves and pull HER up to me, would be an understatement. The place did look like The Mad Hatter had barged through it including the very eerie feeling that he left behind anytime he left a scene of crime. My poor Alice... Err! I mean Pannika' was wide eyed and petrified as SHE threw her arms around me in fright and I in turn was so scared to hug HER too tight with the fear that SHE would break into a hundred pieces in my arms. SHE was trembling like a leaf in the storm and felt as delicate as glass to hold. I know now, what emotions and feelings went through SUPERMAN's head, whenever he rescued LOIS.

THE FORCE (FIELD) THAT IS ME' : - theory: (Shivvay's P.O.V.) Why can SHE not understand that as an Oberoi I have the privilege of living in a Mansion that is surrounded by the special 'force field',ME, that would keep The Mad Hatter and other such creatures out. SHE as MY would-be-wife has the license to access that 'Force Field' along with my tiny competition of a O'Bro-in-law who I have yet to win over. Warrior Princess or not, I need to be needed dammit!!! It's not fair that this tiny competition' gets HER all to himself. "What the Fark Man??!!! Mujhe bahut Fark Padata Hai!!!" So next best thing would be to have Rakha and Shakha - her 2 personal bodyguards outside her house at all times and that is final. It felt so good to take control of HER that I felt 6 ft tall .. and that is a lot to feel for a guy like me. Sigh! That is the effect SHE has over me - Mr. Invincible Singh Oberoi (smirk).

I mean it is no secret that where SHE is concerned I AM like a very 'needy and clingy' child who refuses to be shaken off but to have to share HER with another, this is going to be quite difficult in the future I can see. So of course, nothing but the BEST boarding school for the 'little punk" - not too far (out of the country so that she has to make more than a day visits) and not to close where she would take the Oberoi Chopper to make everyday lunch visits. Something in between ... hmmm... (Stroking his hair and musing) think man!! Think!! You can't let this miniature ball of power defeat you already??!! You are playing for keeps remember!!

I'M ONLY ONE CALL AWAY~~~~~ Charlie Puth : - theory: (Shivvay's P.O.V.)
I'm only one call away / I'll be there to save the day / Superman got nothing on me/ I'm only one call away...

I had no idea till today, that watching someone simply sipping water and sbtaring into your eyes while they did it could be that fascinating. It was not clear in that moment whether SHE was drinking from the glass or I was drinking in the emotions that were swimming in those deep brown depths. Why holding both HER unsteady hands in MY steady ones was intoxicating and exhilarating at the same time. Man!!I don't think those pills Tia got me are working because I can't seem to be cured of this ache that is building every day in the lower region of my left chest. Either that or pumping iron is paying off because around HER my coat vest seems to be getting uncomfortably tight as well. I will have to speak with my tailor about the measurements being done right and while I am at it maybe go in for tights and a cape too.

I am confident I could give Clark Kent a run for his money if I have to just to hear HER say my name. The way she says it makes it sound like I am the most important person in this world. If it was not so undignified I would be hopping around the room doing the jig right now like a hormone driven teenager with the most stupid grin plastered on my handsome face. I think my mom was right - I seem to be a late bloomer. To heck with Tia's pills I think SHE was absolutely right when she saw all those pills the first time. I need to visit 'Kallu the donkey' from her neighborhood to get a good kick in my head to stop these overwhelming teenage-like impulses from bursting out. But hormones or not ... the offer that I made HER still stands.

I'm Only One Call Away ...

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Originally posted by: remyaachandran

Ur analysis/thoughts are penned down wonderfully... 😊 ... I sent u a scrap message sum time back... reg the theory which u feel about the circumstances under which shivaay n annika wud get married...

NOV 16th - Shivvay Babu's P.O.V

KINDERGARTEN POLITICS AND THE HE SAID ... SHE SAID' BIT : - theory: (Shivvay's P.O.V.)
Apologize???!!!(splutter and choke) ... did she really ask my perfect child to apologize??!!!Of all the unbelievable things Tia could say, especially after the poor girl has been through such a trauma, she asks HER to apologize!

I mean Tia needs to stop being a bad influence on HER by resorting to this kindergarten kind of politics' because it seems to be rubbing of on HER as well. The two girls might as well be in pigtails and school uniform right now, the way they are at each other's throats, that too in front of Dadi and Badi Ma. This will absolutely not do for a future Oberoi daughter-in-law and that too the eldest of the three! I cannot have MY perfect child turn into a spoilt brat and be looked at as anything less than the perfect thing SHE is. I mean, she is the bar by which the younger two will be measured and MY Mrs. Oberoi can be nothing less than her namesake - she ought to be graceful, brilliant and sweet faced'. - The perfect image of the Goddess herself because she is after all SHIVVAY's ANNIKA

And though there may be something left to say about HER present behavior, it has more to do with ME than HER. You see being the "apple of Shivvay Singh Oberoi's eye" is a very big burden to carry and a responsibility that she bears heavily on HER delicate shoulders right now. So, of course, until SHE learns to handle that kind of attention, anything SHE does or says I believe in turn reflects on me. And since I feel responsible for HER, I naturally feel responsible for HER actions as well. This automatically means I apologize for 'the apple of MY eye' without blinking an eyelid. I cannot believe Tia had to ask why I was apologizing on HER behalf. Because this is HER we are talking about not just anyone! Sheesh!

SALLU, BODYGUARD AND THE BRAWNS THAT GO WITH IT : - theory: (Shivvay's P.O.V.) Flexing his muscles... of all the ... (snort!) I beg your pardon but this kind of boorish behavior by any Tom, Daksh or Harry (the prince included) does not impress HER in the least. It is the brains that SHE admires with a healthy amount of brawns to balance it out and of course the handsome face with the eyes to go with it. Has she tried to fathom the colour of yours yet???!!! No??!! Well that is because she has not invested HER precious time in trying to know you as SHE has done with ME. And don't let her apology go to your head man... that was done to keep ME happy because SHE knows how disappointed I get when SHE lets me down. I do not call HER my perfect child for nothing (flicking his hair)

Now being a man of action I have more important things to do, like finding out who attacked HER, while you lavish her with mere words. I understand that trying to measure up to me in HER eyes must be very tempting but that place has been occupied by yours truly' who has no intention of vacating it anytime soon. And yes, I have my eyes on you boy and trust me when I say where SHE is concerned nothing escapes me.

OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER : - theory: (Shivvay's P.O.V.) WE, SHE and I both, suffer from Obsessive Compulsive disorder. Tia is right, we do! How very intuitive of Tia to zero in on that. That girl has potential if she continues to exercise those grey cells instead of zoning out as she normally does most times.

WE are obsessed with each other and are compelled, constantly by an unknown force, to be driven towards each other. So you see, together that makes for the obsessive-compulsive' disorder WE suffer from. So for Tia to say that SHE would need to actually put on an act to get MY attention and concern was laughable because there is not a minute in the day (awake or sleeping) that I am not attentive to HER. Tia forgets that I am so attuned to HER that being aware of HER comes to me as natural as breathing.

Tia is a very nice and sweet girl but what SHE and I share is too complex for her simple mind to understand. I don't blame her, it's this out of the world spaced out stuff that she dabbles in that has dulled her mind. I think I should ask HER to give Tia some tips on how to attain near perfection. After all SHE will be my masterpiece one day. Hah! And Om thinks he is the only artist in this house.

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Originally posted by: asya34

<font color="#0000CC">I am a little new to this game here and very green behind my ears where IF is concerned which is a shame being a member for so long... how do I access or read this message you sent?? sorry I know it is very embarrassing for me to ask these things .. lol
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NOV 17th - Shivvay Babu's P.O.V

THE STRANGE CASES OF Dr. JEKYLL AND Mr.HYDE AND Dr. SIGMUND FREUD : - theory: (Shivvay's P.O.V.)
I realize that with HER moving in with ME somewhere by the end of this month I have many changes that I would have to make in MY life now. The most important one being getting rid of at least one my two unwanted roommates who have shared my lodgings since I was little. And to my annoyance these two are constantly vying for HER attention as well and believe me when I say I don't share well. No I did not mean Om and Rudra but the other two annoying guys who just won't shut up. Don Juan Oberoi and Sir Knowalot Oberoi. Now as a mediator between these two it can get pretty exhausting at times.

Lets start with Don Juan Oberoi. What can I say about this guy? He puts Rudra Dev to shame with the way HE wears his heart on his sleeve for HER. How cheapre' if I may say so, in HER language. See (cute grin) .. I am a fast learner!

HE wears this wistful expression every time Sir Knowalot has hurt her feelings and made her cry, HIS eyes change to deep drowning blue just watching her while SHE lists irrelevant details about my wedding to HIM, HIS grip on her arm when SHE calls ME Billuji 'out of defiance and the open longing in HIS eyes to make HER HIS own forever. HIS need to touch HER at every chance HE gets to brand HER as HIS, HIS obsession with wanting to know every little detail, no matter how insignificant, about HER life and HIS un-caged jealousy at having to share HER with another even if it means my little punk' of a brother-in-law. All this, now, is in total contrast to the ogre that is Sir Knowalot.

Now this guy, Sir Knowalot, is a piece of work I must say. I mean I admit being a man of common sense and logic myself but HE takes the cake with the icing and the cherry on top too. I sometimes wonder if HIS brain is a one way street - nothing goes in but a lot of it just spews out. Like this whole Blue-Blood and status thing. Sure I agree that a person's upbringing and environment have a big role to play in their development, which by the way leaves much to be said about Sir Knowalot's, but to say that only the blue-blood and rich have the privilege to a good one is a pretty idiotic notion for a man educated at Harvard. I am sure Somya would be able to pull up a few statistics to back me up on that one. What a lovely little sister-in-law I have and so like my Pannika- beauty and brains. Now this guy, believe it or not, is under the misconception that someone like HER would be impressed and thankful for HIS attentions to HER. I have told HIM many times that if that is what he thinks then HE has a thing or two coming HIS way and not in a good sense, if you get what I am saying.

So you can see why I am perfect for HER. I am the perfect balance between the heart and mind- HER perfect half. These guys, individually, don't and will not get it right in a million years but that's alright by ME. Right now the crux of the problem is I have to decide which room-mate stays and which one goes once I marry HER because we all know that two is company and three is a crowd.

Decisions... decisions.. sigh!

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