| Acha chalta hoon | Shivaay Turmoil

achchha chalta hoon
duaaon mein yaad rakhna
mere zikr ka
zubaan pe swaad rakhna

okay, I'll leave now.
remember me in your prayers,
keep the taste of my mention
on your tongue...

dil ke sandookon mein
mere achchhe kaam rakhna
chiTThi taaron mein bhi
mera tu salaam rakhna

keep my good deeds
in the boxes of the heart,
and keep my salutations
even in letters and telegrams.

andhera tera maine le liya
mera ujla sitaara tere naam kiya
channa mereya mereya
channa merya mereeya
channa mereya mereya beliya
o piya..

I have taken your darkness,
and my bright shining star is yours now.
O my moon,
O my, my moon,
O my boleved moon..
O beloved.

mehfil mein teri
hum na rahein jo
gham to nahi hai
gham to nahi hai
kisse hamaare, nazdeekiyon ke
kam to nahi hain
kam to nahi hain.
kitni dafa subah ko meri
tere aangan mein baithe maine shaam kiya

if I am not there in your gathering,
there is no sadness,
there is no sadness..
stories of ours, of our closenesses,
aren't less,
they are plenty.
so many times I have turned
my mornings into evenings sitting in your courtyard.
[that is I have so many times passed my time there.]

channa mereya mereya
channa mereya mereya
channa mereya mereya beliya
o piyaa..

tere rukh se apna raasta moR ke chala..
chandan hoon mainapni khushboo chhoR ke chala..
mann ki maaya rakh ke tere takiye tale
bairagi bairaagi ka sooti chola oRh ke chala

I turn my path from your face,
I am sandal, leaving my frangrance (with you)...
keeping the worldly illusions under your pillow,
this ascetic wraps the cotton cloth of an ascetic and leaves..

Today's car scene reminded me of this song. Wow what emotions and turmoil is going on within Shivaay. He's totally head over heals and can't deny the fact that Anikka is what he wants. The way they were saying goodbye to each other indirectly made me so sad:/ Damn you SSO! Why do you have to be so stubborn and yet so perfect!! I totally love the way the story is going atm!!

The past two episodes have by far been the greatest episodes. Shivaay's inner turmoil and coming to terms with his feelings were so on point. Nakuul killed it with his acting 👏 And Surbhi as always, what can I say she's just perfect for this role 👏

I'm really hoping to see some really sad scenes in the show 😃 I wanna see this entire journey of longing and heart break. I'm a sucker for that type of scenes lol but I think it wud be amazing to see how Shivika in such state. All I'm saying I don't want things rushed. I want them to be "tarpaoed" and "broken" by the time they confess but not like Ekta shows obvs 😆 And to the people who think this show is dragging...this is what happens when the show airs 6 days a week. I mean how much can a story move in 1 day. Tho sometimes they do drag some parts but at the end of the day, were still watching 😆 So keep calm and watch Ishqbaaz guys! I'm sure these trp's will one day be ours 👏