Chapter : 6
3 month later :
Anika's pov :
Gosh 3 month have passed n still am not able to move on. I still love Shivaay. I know Shivaay had already forgotten me. My marriage wid him is already finished the day i signed the paper. Maybe he is already planning his wedding with Mallika. Or maybe he is already married to her. I sighed n carress my stomach. I am really feeling happy that atleast i have my babies with me. Yes right my babies. Last month when i had went for my regular check up, i got to know that i am having twins. I was really happy. We would be a family of three. My dream of having a perfect family is finally going to be true. I am in my fourth month n i feel so heavy. I chuckled how much heavy will i feel during my last month.
When i left Shivaay, i was really upset. I had nowhere to go. For one night i stayed at hotel n at morning i left. While walking i reached beach. I really like beaches. It always give me peace. When the flowing water touches my feet it really sooth my heart. But i can't loose myself. I have to be strong for my child. So i need to find some job to give them a beautiful life. N guess what the same day i got a job of receptionists in small grocery shop. N seeing my condition the owner of that grocery shop also gave me a small apartment to live. The owner of that grocery shop was an middle age lady. She was really nice n sweet. She treated me like her daughter. N am really happy that atleast there is still one person who cares about me. But i still need to do some other job which will pay me a nice amount. When my child will be grown up then they will need many things. N as a good mother i should be able to provide them a healthy n beautiful life. N till now also i couldn't find any job. But i can't loose my hope. I really have to be strong. Knowing that i have twins always helps me to stay positive. I know my babies won't be able to see their father. But i will try my best to give them the love of both, father n mother.
Shivaay's pov :
3 month have passed n i am still not able to find Anika. I don't know why i am feeling so empty with out her. Although i have never ever spare a singal glance to her but when she left i feel like my important part of my life is going away from me. I am really missing her. Maybe the thought of having baby with her is the reason. I don't want my child to be grown up without knowing about his father. I don't want to miss a singal event of my child's life. Infact even Sahil is trying his best to find Anika but still he couldn't. N i was shocked to know that Anika's dad is also trying his best to find her. The person who hates her more than anything is now feeling guilty for what he have done. I know her dad was wrong, he can't blame Anika for what happened. But when i got to know from sahil that he wants her daughter back, i was really happy. We all have treated wrong. She only deserve to be loved. But all she got was hatreds. N now when we all realized our mistake she is no more with us. It is indeed true that u will realize someone importance when they r gone.
Its 9 pm n am still at my office. I don't feel like going to the mansion. Although i didn't spend much time with her, but also every corner of the house reminds me of her only. Her sweet smile. Her twinkling eye when she sees me. Sometimes i imagine her cooking. She never get tired of cooking for me though i never eat a single meal. She tried her best to maintain our relationship but i was being a big time jerk. I never treated her as my wife. I was too blinded with my anger that i never gave her chance too explain her side of story. She was also forced to marry me. But i thought that she married me intentionally. Sometime i think what if i had not in love Mallika then maybe i may give a beautiful life to Anika. But not this time. I will find Anika at any cost and wilk give her all the happiness she deserves. I really want to start my life with Anika n my baby. N i will definitely do it. Just wait for me Anika till i find u , this time i will give the same love that u have given me.
Hope u enjoyed it...i know it was short but next time i will give long update.