He loved her and she loved him ... Alvira is in full consent of the progression in their relation and the little hide and seeks they both were playing!!! Arzoo in cloud 9 with its asharfi talking all good and bad about her new found love which made her feel that she is also special to someone ...she can make someone feel for her... She also can be desried by someone... only till the time Zaki came to her full on marathon to talk to her At first she brushed off his desperation to talk to her ... but She saw sahir following Zaki. Both the brother had a serious talk for a few minutes and Zaki left Sayyara premises in a haste . Arzoo all blushing comes to her heavenly place blushing.
"Arzoo ruko mujhe tumse kuch baat karna hai... " The voice of her man came from behind she turned asking him whats the matter is ...
He was about to start his conversation..but impulsive arzoo takes the lead confesses her love for him determinedly and says that she is ready for tying the nuptial knot with him and wants to make their new found solace in each other an eternal one.
She places her hand on Sahirs heart and confesses...
Sahir the very next second reveals that it's all a trap she is in and He never loved her and his confession was a fake one and he says that he would consider that hers was also a fake confession. The roots of her newly pampered nest seem to be trembling with the tremor of the revelation by Sahir whom she trusted banked on blindly. Yet, she couldn't believe what so ever was happening to her she tried to persuade him saying that he is fooling her and it's just a joke...with tears welling up and a sharp stab passing her heart and stomach clenching to crash down as though a fort of eternity crashed into pieces which never can even be considered to rebuild back ... The dark fears welling up her young heart, shiver running down her spine she stands still asking him to confess that it was all a big joke.
But now for the curse of her life he further said that he had someone in her life before her and he is married.
Now her world not only crashed but she herself physically found herself trembling with a lump swallowed in her through and a tumor getting hemorrhaged in her heart brains and the limbs sensing paralytic affect on her. It was not less than a seizure which takes ages to get cured.
He accused of eyeing on Zaki or her desperation to become Niyamat Houses Daughter in law only for the status and luxury as she is never been in that world. And went on revealing the truths that it was all apart of the game. What all he did for her till date was all a plot to make sure that he shows the open truth about her to his family and he just and just wants her out of his system as she is very disturbing obstinate fool he ever met. He bluntly asks her to get out of his sight and never dare to show her face to him.
Arzoos cheeks reddened with a flush of anger her eyes welled with tears fists tightened at the insult her character had to go through in the hands of a man whom she felt as god sent. The word he already is married hit her hard to her principles, morals, values that she was strictly grew on... but helplessness clouded her heart as she already in her dreams, fantasies, thoughts married him and gave herself to his manhood with her allah being the eternal witness!! She is virtually his wife in her self world but she cannot blurt this out or she is suppose to? No Never as she is bound to be labeled as a second lady of his life or worse than that his mistress????
Zaki stood there standing witnessing his brother reveal her the truth and Arzoo miserably shattering into pieces... however he could dare not to approach arzoo as his borthers very presence sent shivers to his spine and left silently.
An hour passed...
Arzoo still sitting aimless looking at the moon whom she finds as her confidante and shares her success, failures, happiness, sadness is today point blank with no life in eyes.
Hours passed she didn't move.
On the other hand after breaking the heart of an innocent soul who always managed to give solace to a wounded heart, who always managed to bring little grin or atleast a feel of being happy after ages, a little serene sparrow who always stood for herself respect voicing out her concern, a fight for right attitude, paying hoods to all those who comment at her, who never failed even once to care for the pains of others, who dared to heal the marks of his past, never questioned him of what he is , why he is but always accepted him as what he is and managed to engrave an image of herself in his heart, mind and soul , the man slammed the door and entered his space of self mutilation.
Rewinding the words that were thrown by him to arzoo made him feel his every existence on earth a big sin. Heart cried out as though it never had pain, tears flown as if the oceans were felt that they are dry every inch of him is craving to just rush to the girl, hug her, showering kisses on her forehead to console her and tell her that he is sorry for whatever he blabbered but no he cannot do that . He is tied between his past promises and the present helpless state. Cursing his fate, he stared at the moon asking him to shower the love for arzoo as he broke her heart today. She was always moonlight for his heart but he turned out to be the dangerously violent dark night for her.
He is still cursing himself...
Zaki went to arzoo asking apologies of not revealing all this to her as he had to be tightlipped coz of his brother. He never thought that she would fall for Sahir as he always found her more close to self than Sahir. He always felt that she would share the mans name with whom she may fall for. Arzoo is not in a state to compose herself but his words gave her different vibes altogether and she is confidant that her instincts are driving to the point where he is coming from. She took a deep breath. Silently left the place.
Zaki stood looking while she left and Sahir was witnessing this for the upstairs.
Arzoo left for dargah... She prayed there and asked her god to show her a ray with which she can breath again...she endlessly cries looking at the skies in dargah while the fakir comes to her places his hand on her head as a sign of blessing
Asks her not to worry as allah will take care of her. Asks her why is she seen so lost even in the house of the almighty. She bursts out in tears asking him why is love so punishing. A man who taught her what life is, A man who taught her how to cope up when situations becomes tough to handle, A man who came so close to her innerself and turned to be her life today broke her tormenting her every layer of trust on love and herself too and now she is afraid of trusting her instincts... Why is allah being rude to her in life. First its her father who broke her dreams, later the world with its taunts at her mother and her family made her burn her dreams and now the man whom she thought will be her soulmate ...why is this happening to her...
Fakir wipes her tears and asks her to offer prayer to allah first and she follows the same. He asks her did she really love the man she is mentioning. She agrees. He says then don't trust any word any force in the world any proof in the world and asks her to trust only in the emotion she developed for the man. As it might be the almighty's decision. He asks her trust only in the love she feels for him and go by it and asks her not to jump to any hasty conclusions. She then reveals to the fakir that he is already married and how can even think of marrying or loving a man who already has some one in his life.
Fakir asks her does she know it when she loved him. Arzoo says that she never knew and she hates to be the love of a married man as her mother faced enough of being messed up with a man of two faces and two lifes.
Fakir then says its allahs decision that she should get her Humsafar through him. Who knows this married man also might have some mystery and he didn't reveal anything about him but he allowed her to fall for him and turned her iconic ideal man whom she admired and from whom she learnt many things. Fakir asks her to have faith in allah and trust in her love. If the marriage she was saying never came in lime light about his wife, then there should be a reason for that and he asks her to firs know the reasons though she might not like to at the moment. But once she gets to know then she will have a clarity of her mind. And also mentions that a true love can never be a sin!! A marriage fails only when wrong people get into a relation. They might be rightful soul but when the partners are not meant to be together or not made for each other they will never be able to pass the life together. And if any thing like a second chance knocks the door of a man or a woman its clearly a god sent relation thus asking her not to worry and also gives her confidence to leave all the fears and tears at the door steps of allah and asks her to step out of dargah as a transformed soul who sees the world with self confidence and leaves.
After sitting there and thinking on the lines of what fakir said, she takes a deep breath looks at the girah she tied when she promised her self , to sahir and also to allah that she will always love only him come what may and looks at the almighty and leaves with a new found strength.
At Niyamat House, Zaki is looking around for Arzoo worried about her and comes to Alvira and reveals what all happened and says that, he always loved Arzoo but was scared to confess his feelings for her as he wanted her to be his friend first understand him and then he wanted to confess and make her his soulmate. Alvira super shocked with the flowchart he planned to win arzoo.
On her way from Dargah she takes a cab and an unfortunate incident takes place with her where the cab drives attempts to attack her maternal instincts. Arzoo horrified with the mans move, sends her location to sahir and he wonders why did she send him the location. Zaki barges in Sahirs room asking whereabouts of Arzoo saying that she is found no where. A shocked sahir looks at the message and smells something wrong and he rushes to the sent location details. In the mean while, he tries to call her but in vain he couldn't call her as her line is engaged. She too was desperately trying to call him from the other end. In a midst of all this she is fighting for saving her self from the pest who is trying to ruin her life and dig her life into graves. She was crying out for help endlessly and a flash of sahir kicking out the attackers in the forest came to her mind and she daringly kicked in the groin of the moron who is behaving so devilishly with her. He in rage slapped her but she didn't give up she bit him hard to pluck a flesh form his body and spit it. It really did hurt him badly that he is now moaning striking side form her. She took the opportunity to escape and she reached out the tool box in the car took screwdriver and poked him badly on his back leaving his skin to get rattled with blood giving him stabbing pain . But the man got wild strangling her head he caught her hands and hurting her badly still she didn't give up she hit him hard with her legs which were still stuck on pencil heels. The sharp stab showed him the dark wildness and a fear that he might pass out any time.
She saw a brandy bottle on the ground and ran to get it broke it and threatened him. She started running from the place that's when he tried to declare his victory on her by hitting on her head and tearing a part of her dress. She got dead scared. She triumphantly hit him with the glass with blood flushing out of his hands. In all this struggle of self defense she failed to realize that a video call passed to Sahir and he was viewing everything. He on the other hand informed police and finally he reached there only to give his wildest hits to the man who touched her and gave her dupatta to her drape on her torn body looking down. She draped it and looking into his eyes without uttering a word hugged him in the fear that she was in ... He placed his hands on her shoulders and in a very second she passed out.
He bought her home. Family shell shocked to see Arzoos state and the grounds went cold with shivers running their spines when sahir essayed them all that happened with arzoo. They called a medico and he dozed her with high sedatives advising the family to stand for her moral support asking them to ensure the she doesn't fall weak and leaves.
The silence of the night scared Niyamat house. The dangerous silence spread in the house has shaken up the entire family and non could dare to sit alone or sleep alone. All were in Arzoos room except Sahir. He is in his room. The flashes of what happened and how Arzoo fought back to save her self from the pimp, how she struggled to threaten that pest were reeling in front of his eyes. Despite of what he did to her, she reached out to him at the hour of emergency stung his heart badly. He cursed himself for asking her to butt off form Niyamat house. He held himself responsible for her current state.
His mind body soul every part of his body are wanting to go to arzoo, take her in his arms giving her strength to fight the terror of the life that she went through. But he asked him self, after what happened will she pay her ear to him? The thought of distrust for him from Arzoo shook him up. He became restless. He tried to punish him but again the instance where she authoritatively barged in and applied medicine on his wounds flashed and he hated to hurt his body respecting her concern for him which may not be again possible in his lifetime. Looked at his mobile where he had save arzoos pics and stared at them.
Pain of guilt tripped and turned his body suffer like an elephant bit by a snake struggling for its life shed silent tears which were not helping him a wee bit. He tried to lie down on the bed...but the flash of him hugging her the intimate birthday celebration, the confession, she shying away when he got too close to kiss her are bothering him a lot. Ripping his soul into pieces every hug every innocent smile, her silent acceptance of his arrogant nature, everything started flooding his memory. He just stood up and he in a spit of moment left to look out for his Arzoo.
He rushed to Arzoo only to find Zaki sleeping on the same bed in an upright positing with her hand in his. That very second he felt as though his senses are off and his heart felt like strangling the person next to arzoo to death had it not been his own brother. He clenched his fist with his eyes filled with possessiveness for her he moved to her caressed her, apologized for what all she went through coz of him and left.
The next morning, post doc's visit everyone tried to cheer he up and boost her confidence. But she stayed mum. She chose to stay silent. Looked as though dead soul is sitting infront of them. Asharfi was around but no use. Sahir tried to catch opportunity to snap in. No move. He tried to instigate her but in vain. Family members worry is growing second by second. But she is not giving up her silence. Zaki tries to cheer her but she doesn't give a hood to him. Finally sahir comes starts saying all crap instigating self respect factor in her. Saying she is so baseless and so on. She stands up and goes to him looks into his eyes like a lost girl who is trying to find herself in his eyes. Silently goes off.
Kurtiapa tries to bad mouth her. She doesn't givein. She goes to the place where her world crumples and cries her heart out. The echo of cry is heard in the entire Niyamat house. Entire clan runs to the outhouse to see her crying heart out. No one dares to approach her. Zaki tries to touch her shoulder she slaps him asking him dare not to touch her. Her mother tries to reach her but she doesn't heed. Runs inside like a deer trying to save its life from Lion. She shuts herself inside. Goes into bathroom. Stands under the shower and breaks down till the salt of her tears dilutes in the water. An hour later she comes out A pale face, lifeless eyes, scared look.
She doesn't talk to the people around. She sits near the window and looks out aimlessly. Her soul is ripped with what has happened but a somewhere a core side of her heart is still holding on to fakirs words. She recollects fakirs words what he said. Asharfi comes to her and sits. She looks at her pamperingly and gives a smile.
Asharfi is the only friend now she wants to be with. Her mom brings food for her but she doesn't show interest to have. Alvira comes to her and takes her to her room. She asks Arzoo to stay confident as what ever she faced was not cause of her. There is no fault of hers and it's a wild dream which she has to forget. Arzoo smiles sheepishly.
When ALvira is about to leave, she calls " Aunty, you also have hid the truth from me that Sahir sir is married right?"
Alvira turns to her and says its not the time to think all that and advices her to rest.
Days passed. Every passing day was a challenge for the entire family to cope up with Arzoos mental state. Slowly they could see her getting back to self though not completely. After 15 days of this entire painful incident, Zaki comes to her to cheer up and he ends up confessing his feelings for her. Which is again not less than a shock for her. She asks him to come back again
Zaki confesses again. She catches his hand and drags him to Sahirs room straight. Pushes him and asks him to say what he just said. He hesitanty confesses again where Alvira too is present. Sahir Alvira totally shocked at his move and Sahir asks Zaki as to how can he propose Arzoo when he is responsible for Samairas unborn baby. Zaki shows the proof that he is not the father with the paternity report proving his innocence he turns to Arzoo and announces that he wants to marry her and want to be her soulmate knowing the she never loved him. All that he wants to be is with her for her and only for her. He declared that even if he has to wait for the life time he will but he wants to be with her.
Now its Sahirs turn to watch his world his fort of love which he built only within self without even letting arzoo know that how immensely intensely he loved her... is stood like a stone without life.
Arzoo stands silently while she is gearing up her guts to snap back to reality with the words of fakir reeling her brains ... Starts
" Zaki so you love me and wants to be with me for ever even if I don't love you back as a friend you want to be my lifetime caretaker? How stupid of me to think that A boy and a girl can also be friends for lifetime with no strings and no rings. How high I thought of you that you are a great friend of me. But look at what you blurted just now... "
Zakis heart skipped with pain of rejection while Sahirs chin was up with pride that Arzoo can never accept anyone.
Arzoo turns to Sahir asking him as to what does he think of himself. He will impress, confess and turns down saying it's all a drama??? He reveals the reality that he is already married? Asks her to stay off from his sight for what she gave him???
Sahirs face went pale with shock the way Arzoo is shooting questions at him...
TO be continued...
I hope you all like reading me... care to share your views...
with love
Shakti😛
Anupamaa
Jhanak
