I was though late in watching this episode because of few personal issues, but i watched it today and i really can't resist sharing what i felt. I was watching it with my that friend who is suffering from something which i really don't want to share here.
I want to salute rati for portraying it that way. I'm crying right now and i really don't know what i am writing here. These are just spontaneous feelings which are coming out in words.
I was broken when i saw my friend crying, she just had only few words which she spoke out "indira just rewinded time for me, it feels as if i'm standing at that point when i got to know about it"
it was really a realistic scene, i know there have been lots of discussions on it before, but its that i really can't resist writing after seeing it.
Now i will say after having conversation with my friend, that its really tough to tell others about it specially when others are expecting good news. She told me that one can bear the pain by oneself but its really painful to speak about it to anyone.
I want to revise my pov, i always thought she should share it but now after knowing about the pain a patient goes and the state which he/she passes through, it is really hard to share it with anyone.
HD is indeed on a realistic track. We can associate the instances with our life.
I'll just say that she isn't able to share her pains because
"sometimes its easy to bear the pain alone than being the reason of anyone's tear"
EDIT:
This post was a spontaneous feeling which i had after watching it, definately the pain which was portrayed was so realistic that it touched my heart and brought tears into my eyes, but please don't misunderstand my post as a question to anyone's POV, when i think from the side of my friend's family i realize how important was to tell them, i can never withstand the situations if she had not told me, i would have considered myself a culprit that my relationship was not that strong and she never considered me her own part, thats why she hide from me. so its a request from my side, read this post as the spontaneous feelings of a heart, don't use it to point out anyone. i love to write what i feel, i don't want anyone getting hurt by anything here, because this post was really close to my heart... Take it as a POV from side of Indira, what i wrote was only that which i would have thought if i was standing at her place.
Edited by pari117 - 13 years ago