-Marking INDIRA,the SINS OF MEMORY-

'tumhare paas kya hain? munna to indira..i ask indira,.what is it with you that made me so disturbed today? Memories was the conjoined twin of both episodes ,yesterday and today. the inception of hd replayed back on my mind since yesterday.Those were the golden days of hd and it s all coming back now..memories afresh.Interestingly though,indira s danger is her memories.They always say memories favor a human in isolation.It almost takes a drastic contrast here.CVs cleverly hatched the past and present yesterday and gave the continuity today. Personally,i had trouble starting off my writeup as my mind went back and forth onto indira.If yesterday her repeat of inder s words in the past was a highlight ,today,her past with the bua stroke another high.In both ,memories played the devil.If only say indira could thwart off the memories...if only..maybe i wouldnt be here writing this..Its an impossible feat to do so,that too if burgeoned with pain...I questioned myself ,what is it with indira that disturbed me today? Am i watching a fictional character or my reflection there? No,if ure wondering.im not in indira s situation and by god s grace,wont.If so,why all this? I rememberd feeling the same watching vidya balan as silk smitha in the recent film. I even commented that maybe the bhoot of the late actress entered her and made her play it so real onscreen.-that was a silly comment-but thats not the point,the reason why i made them was that it looked so real..The same goes for indira too...her emotions are real.Eventhough the memories were joined in to show her connection with the bua ,it didnt at all appear off or disconnected..,it gelled and indira toh,by god,gave the word real its rightful definition there. The whole birthday fracas covered by indira s eyes were a recollection of her stand in the family..her standing near an edge of fall culminated in the cake fall .Symbolism took a bow here reflecting indira s nearing downfall in the hands of the bua ...The journey will be a victor in the end ...but memories will play the devil all the while..

my long rant forgiveness aside,MY salutations to the actress who kept me gazed at her all the time..Its a miracle she never makes me feel for her,instead she makes me feel it alongwith her...No one else influenced me this much in my viewing experience...one and only RATI DI!

More on,.the poise by the window she stood ,the painful memories played back to back ...why wouldnt i be tempted to curse her memories to go away here? i did and i wished it would vanish forever ..
...call it obsession or craze,both are of same level...say,if i wanna remain the way i was before experiencing all these ,the only solution would be the same i would wish for the complete resurrection in indira s life,the loss of M e m o r i eS...

i always love ur posts a lot...i cant miss any of ur posts...u r sch a wonderful writer and d reason for ur post is our rati di...wat a fab actress sh s!!!! 👏just luvd her actng a lot yestday.👏...

Loss of memories is not possible but a loss of attachment maybe...to give up and move on...

Realy ur words r hearttouching... It z al coz f rati di... Itz nice f her involvement n dedication...:) rati di rocksss...

Memories favor a human in isolation. Yes, it does and if you are Indira sharma who has always been in isolation, then very much. It was those memories, mostly unpleasant ones, which she always looked back, which gave her that strength and motivation in life to march ahead without any pause towards her goal. When Indu recollects those inconsiderate moments, she is bound to be hurt and heartbroken as how cruel her fate has been, but on the other hand, Indu can draw lot of courage and strength as to how she dealt with that. Indu has marched on victorious in her life even though her happiness and dreams were put to rest in the process of taking the ownership. Hence, Indu cannot tolerate those two people who have been the root cause of her trauma in life and more so that women who failed to understand the pain, agony, fear, abandonment, and despair from a fellow women and what the family goes through. When Indu sees that bua, her first reaction is disbelief, disgust, anger, and frustration to see that virus back in her system, which had spoil the CPU. Indu is immediately in safe mode to get virus flushed out before it corrupts her system again. With the precap, Indu's fear are only going to double and would want that women out as soon as possible before she could attain her goal, which is to leave Indu alone and lonely in life, which Indu knows and would never let her succeed her goal.

Originally posted by: mahkutty

Memories favor a human in isolation. Yes, it does and if you are Indira sharma who has always been in isolation, then very much. It was those memories, mostly unpleasant ones, which she always looked back, which gave her that strength and motivation in life to march ahead without any pause towards her goal. When Indu recollects those inconsiderate moments, she is bound to be hurt and heartbroken as how cruel her fate has been, but on the other hand, Indu can draw lot of courage and strength as to how she dealt with that. Indu has marched on victorious in her life even though her happiness and dreams were put to rest in the process of taking the ownership. Hence, Indu cannot tolerate those two people who have been the root cause of her trauma in life and more so that women who failed to understand the pain, agony, fear, abandonment, and despair from a fellow women and what the family goes through. When Indu sees that bua, her first reaction is disbelief, disgust, anger, and frustration to see that virus back in her system, which had spoil the CPU. Indu is immediately in safe mode to get virus flushed out before it corrupts her system again. With the precap, Indu's fear are only going to double and would want that women out as soon as possible before she could attain her goal, which is to leave Indu alone and lonely in life, which Indu knows and would never let her succeed her goal.

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Originally posted by: aadk

i always love ur posts a lot...i cant miss any of ur posts...u r sch a wonderful writer and d reason for ur post is our rati di...wat a fab actress sh s!!!! 👏just luvd her actng a lot yestday.👏...

thank you ! truly,rati rocks!

Originally posted by: -Rinky-

Loss of memories is not possible but a loss of attachment maybe...to give up and move on...

Wonderfully written again Moksha...even i felt emotionally touched by her...so that I wrote a topic saying she should have learnt a lesson to not care anymore...

rinky,in a way,ill agree..she needs to move on..thank you for the appreciation!

Originally posted by: jeethu532

Realy ur words r hearttouching... It z al coz f rati di... Itz nice f her involvement n dedication...:) rati di rocksss...

all the credit goes to rati di truly! thanx ...

Originally posted by: dhanya.r

Great writing mokshasree...

thank you so much!