February 15, 2012: Repercussions of Silence
I just finished the episode a few minutes ago and I seriously feel like yelling. Out of frustration...Out of pain for these two characters, Ricky and Indira...
I feel awful for Indira because she did stand up for herself, but she was expecting more support from Rishi, I think...The pain in her eyes, in her voice...the way she couldn't even finish her sentences because the words kept getting caught in her throat...I may be the only one who feels this, but...she loves this man so much that this is hurting her. She has accepted him as one who is truly her own...and Rishi's helplessness is hurting her even though she doesn't know why he is silent. Rati was brilliant today.
On the other side of the invisible line...Ricky aka Rishi Kumar. He's been shielding Indira from the most bitter truth for months, committing blunders but then trying to rectify them so as to not expose his identity and by extension, Vidit's condition. He's in by far the most difficult position - good intentions, bad timing, bad circumstances...It's like the entire world is against him right now. He can't say too much, but at the same time he just couldn't stay silent when his mother raised her hand to hit Indira. After thinking about the significance of Rishi's silence, I think the most poignant moment for me (besides that single tear slipping from his eye earlier in the scene) was when his mother offers the blank check to Indira...Indira turns to look at Rishi, he turns away, and her expression changes to one of subtle disbelief...She was expecting him to say something, which he eventually does, but by then she is too shattered. What Rishi couldn't express in words, Sumit expressed through his body language. He looked so helpless, so much like a victim of unfortunate circumstances, wishing for things to turn out better although he knows the worst is yet to come.
Oh, my god. So much pain in today's episode. SO much pain, on both sides of the dividing line.