Paata nahin kise naam se aapko pukaru.. Sonu?
Is waqt aap shayad bohat ghusse main hai.. shayad is chitti ko phek denge.. Aur yeh aapka haq bhi banta hai..
Par humara yaakeen kejeye hum apse aaj bhi utha hi prem karte hai jitna kaal kiya karte the.
Waqt ne kiye hai bhe intaaha sitam hum paar.. aapse judaa hogaye hai hum.. paar hum sirf aur sirf aapse pyaar karte hai.
Humare babuji ne humari shaadi Paapu ke saath teh kardi aur hum kuch bhi nahin kar paaya..
Aap ki yaad main hum rothe rahe..
Sajana hum haar chuke hai, paar humhe galat maat samaj na? Hum aapse behat prem karthe hai.
Is chitti main hum yeh aapni akri prem ki nishaani ki door aapko deh rahe hai.
Humhe ho sakhe toh maaf kar dene.
Us Paapu se meri shaadi toh rahi hai, paar main sirf ek laash hoon uske liye.
Hamesha tumse pyaar kiya tha aur hamesha karti rahongi.. marte dam thak.
Aapki Arpita.. ❤️
It was the 100th time that Avdesh was reading the letter that day, it was too complicated for him to understand that the girl he loved so much was now someone elses.
'Aapki Arpita' he read.. anger overwhelming him knowing that HIS Arpita was wearing sindoor in someone else's name, she had a mangalsutra in her neck of someone else's name.
How could she betray him? She wasn't weak and how did she not trust him? Did she think he would never come back? Did she have no belief in his love whatsoever? Or was this a way of telling him that she had never loved him.!
The questions were too much for him and he grabbed a glass near the bed and threw it against the mirror.. His image reflected and it was painful because he felt his reflection laughing at him.. He was tormented that he had been let down so badly.. What had he done so bad that she just turned away. He read the letter again becoming more and more angry.
He threw the letter on the bed and walked upon the glass that had shattered out of his room, he felt no pain.. He had become numb by the pain that Arpita had inflicted upon him was too much too bear.
Ab tere bin ji lenge ham
Zahar zindagi kaa pi lenge ham
Kyaa huaa jo ek dil tuut gayaa
Kyaa huaa jo ek dil tuut gayaa
Ab tere bin ji lenge ham
Zahar zindagi ka pii lenge ham
He would forget her.. She could easily forget him and go.. So why would he be sorrowful in her memory. He sat on the swing downstairs switching the light on and off with everything movement.. back and forward.. on and off.. back and forward.. on and off.
He would forget her.! She was nothing to him anymore.. He wouldn't love her anymore.. He would never love again as he hated the word..
Teri aashiqi bhi ye kyaa rang lai
Vafaa maine kii tuune kii bevafaai
Meri bhuul thii main ye kyaa chahataa thaa
Kisii bevafaa se vafaa chahataa thaa
Tu jane kyaa beqaraarii
Bedard, bemuravvat
Jaa sangadil hasinaa
Dekhii teri muhabbat
Ab maine jaanaa tujhako beraham
Ab tere bin ji lenge ham
Zahar zindagi ka pii lenge ham
He returned to his room and opened his wardrobe, in it was many love letters, cards and photo's of Arpita and him.. Using his lighter he set them alight. One photo in the wardrobe was framed and he remembered the day vividly but she was just a beautiful face that had let him down. She was a beautiful liar.. and he had no place in his heart for such people.
Sanam tod detaa muhabbat ke vaade
Agar jaan jaataa main tere iraade
Kise mainne chaaha
Kahaan dil lagaayaa
Main naadaan thaa kuchh samajh hii na paayaa
Mere aamsuon ke motii
AaNkhon se bahataa paanii
Mere tuute dil ke Tukade
Tere pyaar kii nishanii
Kaise main bhuluungaa tere sitam
He went into the wash room and washed his face.. Flashbacks of the rain and Arpita hugging him came back to him.. He remembered how she would mess with hair.. Tears forced themselves a space in Avdesh's eyes.
'Agar Main Jaanta Tum Mujhe Iss Tarah Chod Do Gi, Humse Aapse Kabhi Pyaar Nahin Karte Arpita' he scoffed under his tearful voice..
She had let him down big time and he was broken.. Now and Forever..
Ab tere bin ji lenge ham
Zahar zindagi kaa pii lenge ham
Kyaa huaa jo ek dil tuut gayaa
Ab tere bin ji lenge ham
Zahar zindagi ka pii lenge ham
Ji lenge ham..
Some months passed and Avdesh continued to do his work, try not to let his mind wonder back to Arpita and her betrayal. He tried to stay away from anything that would remind him of her.. He hated her.. His friends also never spoke of her and things slowly began to change.
Avdesh was no longer himself.. He was withdrawn and more aggressive. He didn't let anyone go if they got on the wrong side of him.. He had been hurt but this hurt was a nasoor that he was harboring in hope one day he would vent out his anger upon the one who inflicted him with it.
Part 2: Coming up soon.. :D
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