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Mein aa gai😔
And I have added this smiley because People who actually read this thread for a dose of humour may not be misguided into reading the whole post because me is sad
And well not because this epi was bad...Frankly it was the BEST epi of the week..with sole concentration on GK except the Saas bahu and Kulli drama...I actually felt that they would show the mother bandar feeling sorry and fully redeemed in the last epi...So, I am requesting the CVs that this we already know and have imagined in our minds the whole scene with dialogues and expression, Kindly donot waste our time of ME on these trio🤢
But overall the epi was just too sad..how can we let these both go!! From Monday What Will I do at nine
Apart from that ...Letters are back!! I was wondering whatever happened to them..For that matter even Gullu's notebook is missing...Ainveryi ummed laga ke rakhe hai...
But I actually cried when he said how he could communicate with her 'really' via letters...because when she is present he either is totally zapped or broken to pieces...in letters he always sees his happy, smiling and indulging Gulaal..the one that gave him her fullest and just bound him to her in that some mysteriously irrevocable way!! It is that Gulaal he is talking to...That Gulaal who would need no explanations on why is he running away! That Gulaal who would understand his desperation to hide himself from the world! That Gulaal who would be WITH him in that hideaway of his ..His sanctuary...
But he could not hide away his disappoint could he...The way he complains to MB that she did not come...I just loved this 'without preamble' convo between father and son...and the way MB tells him in reply 'when is he leaving?' there by as if telling him, that there is still time for her to come...not raising his expectations, lest his words are proven wrong and Gulaal doesnot come, but still signalling that he should not be losing heart!!
That is what it felt to me! I might be reading a bit too much in those two sentences!!!
And then call from Gulaal's house...There was such unleased kind of ecstatic expression on his face!! just see...The guy could not get words out of his throat, few moments ago..and look here...He is ecstatic to hear even his MIL's voice😆...
And even the news of Gulaal not reaching home did not deter him..he was worried but there was such 'Life' in his actions..the way he puts the phone, the way he tells MB not to worry and jogs off...
The mere name and the fact that she was coming TO HIM...he was damned happy!! even the back ground music was happy when it should have been grave with worry😆
Dont know...me felt like that...
See!!
Accha waise did someone feel this as significant
She is actually bound in shackles na...The inhibitations of her mind...that bind her so tightly that she is left trying to figure out what to do and seeing her happiness though those bars...as if detached from them...cant reach out for them
And he!! he is free! he is free to revel in that love!! In fact, while setting her free...he became free!! See significant na!! he is the one who is hurt beyond repair, yet he finds happiness in his memories and can smile...but she is trapped and can only watch this with utter helplessness and sadness...
As if Poohba's warning ringing in her ears ..the one she gave that morning and also the following morning begging her 'Wont she bid that happiness which is leaving her a smiling farewell!!' She CANNOT smile...can she ???
and by the do tell me that she took like the whole day to reach from her house to Talli's house but she made it back, within seconds??? Or did Kesar had been staring at that thaali for like eons😕😆
By the way one side note..
I have always admired the artistic side of the CVs ..every object, every furniture is as if hand chosen..See for ex..this vessel basket..it is lying in a dungeon but still so beautiful...would catch your eye anywhere
...and then I saw the Talsagra house..it looks so beautifully arranged and preserved na...
Anyways...So I dont think Gulaal slept the whole night...
Ironical na? That she had been sleeping till late these days...lost in his dreams..but not since he is going she could not do that anymore...and so I again say what I had in mind since last friday..she was waiting to be wooed..the way she asked for those flowers...the way she asked him where was he and the kind of dreams and FBs she was having..about him indulging her...
By the way I just forgot to mention how they linked the FB's of both of them...Where Gulaal's FB finished his started...Gulaal had that chulha scene where he started helping her and then started coughing and his FB was how Gulaal took care of him after he started coughing...She had the scene where he cleaned the living room for them and he had the scene of the after morning where she had cleaned up the kitchen and got the food ready for him...
Gosh the CVs are as if awake after a sleep of 4 days!! This is what we see and enjoy! The subtle nuances and the perfect syncing of the smallest of scenes and expressions!!
And ofcourse..the song😳...me toh waise bhi classical music phan and this whole song sequence!! The way Gulaal roamed about and then hid herself and Kesar barging in and the whole scene sequence! and how she shirks meeting his eyes and hence reneged on going to meet him!! She thought she had the life time with him...but he is going...and may be this is what is best for both of them...may be he can find a future without her...
Accha the scene after morning..he has slept on the ground the whole night...so peaceful was he na! As if cocooned in the lap of her memories... I would have been so happy had he found something that would have given him the inkling that she had been here...Something that would have given him heart that she had waited for him...albeit in her subconcious mind and still waiting for him to take that step...the aggressive way that he used to ...and take that control..that authority out of her hands and take decision FOR her...kind of like he made when they left the house...she had gone with that submissively na...
Oh and the jaw-harp that he saw and thought of giving it to her..That was such a lame excuse na..he could never have left without seeing her...but somehow that reminded me that when Krishna left Gokul forever, he gave his bansri to Radha, and never played that again...
Owww...me sad wad now
And did somehow feel that Gulaal's happiness at hearing the motor bike was because she had a feeling that he was not going and had come to tell her that ?? and one look at his face told her that she was wrong??
And the saffron boy again breaks your heart isn't it..the way he tells her that he had expected not to see her , may be because he had expected that she would have denied to meet her even if he came to her house like this, just like she had not talked to him on the phone and told Poonam to convey that she was tired...
The way he tells her...I AM GOING... and that she did not come...
He did not ask her WHY??? I mean just look at this guy who used to get all riled up because Gulaal would ignore him when wishing best of luck to Talli...who would get mad when somebody else would take care of his things instead of Gulaal..that guy is now so deflated that he doesnot even think that he DESERVED her one visit...he didnot even think that it was WRONG of her ...not to come and bid him one last farewell...*sigh* you just cannot not cry, can you
and the way he tells her that nothing is permanent...everything changes..how he never imagined she might not be a part of his life...eventhough living apart from her for 10 years she had never not been an unalienable part of his life..but this time even the letters will not be a part of his life because he had written his last letter...
Owww...I so know that tom is a happy ending but still this spirals me into such deep dungeon of hopelessness...
And then the way he jumps to defend herself from her own self degrading statement...that she can NEVER be a source of unhappiness... wherever he goes, wherever he stays she will be a constant source of happiness...that is HIS Gulaal na...and then as if he could stay no more..he just slips that harp in her hands and leaves...
oh I am not going to write anymore about this..there is still so much I can but I just cant seem to so I am coming to the ghost!
Well I know many of us are upset with the return of the ghost!
But that has been the plot since the beginning..although accident might not have been necessary...but as I said, they might have wanted to end it on a high note ..which they think that Vasant's ghost ONLY cannot do it...
And I told you na it will be 'Tum bin' way...Vasant telling her to preserve what had been most precious to him 'Her smile'!
Although it sounds a bit out of context because Gulaal had never stopped living ...she had been alive and spirited too because of Kesar...but then I think we need to hear the ghost out fully before making judgements😆
But As I said, everything has been tied off neatly and Vasant cannot be shirked off...Just like she did away with her obligations to the family, she needed one last goodbye to Vasant...If we see..she never had had that...when he had died she had to hide it from PB and MB and live a dual life..ironically at that time also chhotu Kesuda had been telling her to tell the truth...and after that she immediately had to deal with the circumstances of impending danger of the family and discovering murder and Dushy's molestations and bad motives and all...
The one time she actually cried was with Kesar...but did she actually let him go??? He was cruelly taken away from her, once by fate and the second time By PB's cruel antics in the form of the photo frame..but she never did bid good bye! SO I guess it is high time she did so!
Well I still have things to say on Kesuda..just cant seem to capture him in words...Will do so when get a hold of it...
And I have added this smiley because People who actually read this thread for a dose of humour may not be misguided into reading the whole post because me is sad
And well not because this epi was bad...Frankly it was the BEST epi of the week..with sole concentration on GK except the Saas bahu and Kulli drama...I actually felt that they would show the mother bandar feeling sorry and fully redeemed in the last epi...So, I am requesting the CVs that this we already know and have imagined in our minds the whole scene with dialogues and expression, Kindly donot waste our time of ME on these trio🤢
But overall the epi was just too sad..how can we let these both go!! From Monday What Will I do at nine
Apart from that ...Letters are back!! I was wondering whatever happened to them..For that matter even Gullu's notebook is missing...Ainveryi ummed laga ke rakhe hai...
But I actually cried when he said how he could communicate with her 'really' via letters...because when she is present he either is totally zapped or broken to pieces...in letters he always sees his happy, smiling and indulging Gulaal..the one that gave him her fullest and just bound him to her in that some mysteriously irrevocable way!! It is that Gulaal he is talking to...That Gulaal who would need no explanations on why is he running away! That Gulaal who would understand his desperation to hide himself from the world! That Gulaal who would be WITH him in that hideaway of his ..His sanctuary...
But he could not hide away his disappoint could he...The way he complains to MB that she did not come...I just loved this 'without preamble' convo between father and son...and the way MB tells him in reply 'when is he leaving?' there by as if telling him, that there is still time for her to come...not raising his expectations, lest his words are proven wrong and Gulaal doesnot come, but still signalling that he should not be losing heart!!
That is what it felt to me! I might be reading a bit too much in those two sentences!!!
And then call from Gulaal's house...There was such unleased kind of ecstatic expression on his face!! just see...The guy could not get words out of his throat, few moments ago..and look here...He is ecstatic to hear even his MIL's voice😆...
And even the news of Gulaal not reaching home did not deter him..he was worried but there was such 'Life' in his actions..the way he puts the phone, the way he tells MB not to worry and jogs off...
The mere name and the fact that she was coming TO HIM...he was damned happy!! even the back ground music was happy when it should have been grave with worry😆
Dont know...me felt like that...
See!!
Accha waise did someone feel this as significant
She is actually bound in shackles na...The inhibitations of her mind...that bind her so tightly that she is left trying to figure out what to do and seeing her happiness though those bars...as if detached from them...cant reach out for them
And he!! he is free! he is free to revel in that love!! In fact, while setting her free...he became free!! See significant na!! he is the one who is hurt beyond repair, yet he finds happiness in his memories and can smile...but she is trapped and can only watch this with utter helplessness and sadness...
As if Poohba's warning ringing in her ears ..the one she gave that morning and also the following morning begging her 'Wont she bid that happiness which is leaving her a smiling farewell!!' She CANNOT smile...can she ???
and by the do tell me that she took like the whole day to reach from her house to Talli's house but she made it back, within seconds??? Or did Kesar had been staring at that thaali for like eons😕😆
By the way one side note..
I have always admired the artistic side of the CVs ..every object, every furniture is as if hand chosen..See for ex..this vessel basket..it is lying in a dungeon but still so beautiful...would catch your eye anywhere
...and then I saw the Talsagra house..it looks so beautifully arranged and preserved na...
Anyways...So I dont think Gulaal slept the whole night...
Ironical na? That she had been sleeping till late these days...lost in his dreams..but not since he is going she could not do that anymore...and so I again say what I had in mind since last friday..she was waiting to be wooed..the way she asked for those flowers...the way she asked him where was he and the kind of dreams and FBs she was having..about him indulging her...
By the way I just forgot to mention how they linked the FB's of both of them...Where Gulaal's FB finished his started...Gulaal had that chulha scene where he started helping her and then started coughing and his FB was how Gulaal took care of him after he started coughing...She had the scene where he cleaned the living room for them and he had the scene of the after morning where she had cleaned up the kitchen and got the food ready for him...
Gosh the CVs are as if awake after a sleep of 4 days!! This is what we see and enjoy! The subtle nuances and the perfect syncing of the smallest of scenes and expressions!!
And ofcourse..the song😳...me toh waise bhi classical music phan and this whole song sequence!! The way Gulaal roamed about and then hid herself and Kesar barging in and the whole scene sequence! and how she shirks meeting his eyes and hence reneged on going to meet him!! She thought she had the life time with him...but he is going...and may be this is what is best for both of them...may be he can find a future without her...
Accha the scene after morning..he has slept on the ground the whole night...so peaceful was he na! As if cocooned in the lap of her memories... I would have been so happy had he found something that would have given him the inkling that she had been here...Something that would have given him heart that she had waited for him...albeit in her subconcious mind and still waiting for him to take that step...the aggressive way that he used to ...and take that control..that authority out of her hands and take decision FOR her...kind of like he made when they left the house...she had gone with that submissively na...
Oh and the jaw-harp that he saw and thought of giving it to her..That was such a lame excuse na..he could never have left without seeing her...but somehow that reminded me that when Krishna left Gokul forever, he gave his bansri to Radha, and never played that again...
Owww...me sad wad now
And did somehow feel that Gulaal's happiness at hearing the motor bike was because she had a feeling that he was not going and had come to tell her that ?? and one look at his face told her that she was wrong??
And the saffron boy again breaks your heart isn't it..the way he tells her that he had expected not to see her , may be because he had expected that she would have denied to meet her even if he came to her house like this, just like she had not talked to him on the phone and told Poonam to convey that she was tired...
The way he tells her...I AM GOING... and that she did not come...
He did not ask her WHY??? I mean just look at this guy who used to get all riled up because Gulaal would ignore him when wishing best of luck to Talli...who would get mad when somebody else would take care of his things instead of Gulaal..that guy is now so deflated that he doesnot even think that he DESERVED her one visit...he didnot even think that it was WRONG of her ...not to come and bid him one last farewell...*sigh* you just cannot not cry, can you
and the way he tells her that nothing is permanent...everything changes..how he never imagined she might not be a part of his life...eventhough living apart from her for 10 years she had never not been an unalienable part of his life..but this time even the letters will not be a part of his life because he had written his last letter...
Owww...I so know that tom is a happy ending but still this spirals me into such deep dungeon of hopelessness...
And then the way he jumps to defend herself from her own self degrading statement...that she can NEVER be a source of unhappiness... wherever he goes, wherever he stays she will be a constant source of happiness...that is HIS Gulaal na...and then as if he could stay no more..he just slips that harp in her hands and leaves...
oh I am not going to write anymore about this..there is still so much I can but I just cant seem to so I am coming to the ghost!
Well I know many of us are upset with the return of the ghost!
But that has been the plot since the beginning..although accident might not have been necessary...but as I said, they might have wanted to end it on a high note ..which they think that Vasant's ghost ONLY cannot do it...
And I told you na it will be 'Tum bin' way...Vasant telling her to preserve what had been most precious to him 'Her smile'!
Although it sounds a bit out of context because Gulaal had never stopped living ...she had been alive and spirited too because of Kesar...but then I think we need to hear the ghost out fully before making judgements😆
But As I said, everything has been tied off neatly and Vasant cannot be shirked off...Just like she did away with her obligations to the family, she needed one last goodbye to Vasant...If we see..she never had had that...when he had died she had to hide it from PB and MB and live a dual life..ironically at that time also chhotu Kesuda had been telling her to tell the truth...and after that she immediately had to deal with the circumstances of impending danger of the family and discovering murder and Dushy's molestations and bad motives and all...
The one time she actually cried was with Kesar...but did she actually let him go??? He was cruelly taken away from her, once by fate and the second time By PB's cruel antics in the form of the photo frame..but she never did bid good bye! SO I guess it is high time she did so!
Well I still have things to say on Kesuda..just cant seem to capture him in words...Will do so when get a hold of it...
Anupamaa
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
