JZ-First and foremost thank you sooo much for the colour, blue looks marvellous on you. Bless you!
I see today's episode as the build-up for coming track so no bad feelings. Don't you think it is too early to see the cracks in Gulaal? I am expecting her to vent a lot before even she calms down. Here her little world is shattering, not something she even imagined in her wildest dream, so she is meant to react like this. My guess is she will treat Kesar as bad as we can't imagine to get him out of her life, for making her helpless, in doing so she will go rock bottom before the crack to happen. Have you ever heard that where love is there a lot of emotions attached to it-it is kind of right on the person? Gulaal and Kesar knows each other but not really if you know what I mean? I see this as the getting to know each other, their feelings, pov, and inner turmoil phase understanding each other.
Where D is concerned it is easy for her to forgive because she didn't have any expectation from him not any attachments to invest any feelings, where Kesar is concerned she does have an attachment expectations. On the other hand Kesar's issue it is on-going thing-I mean she still can try to do something about it or undo, where Vansant's murder it is the past, it is bygone and she can't undo anything about it. So if being civil with him brings some good out of the bad for the family then she could do it in the name of family. At the moment I think D understands her plight more than anybody else. Saying all these I am not justifying Gualala for being overly civil with D I just understand it. I do feel a lot for Kesar as well. I do think she owes an explanation-but the situation between Kesar and Gulaal at the time of confession, I guess Gulaal is not in the position to open up to show her weakest side, then we won't see this phase if Kesar get into her inner side. We won't get to see them grow together.
1-I do agree with you about the dark chapter will be in light soon-there are two ways this track could go one the way you stated especially the way Ramans influence on Kesar, the other would be Gulaal misunderstood by everybody, get isolated and Kesar as her defence. That is when we might see the Kesar's matured side, and Gulaal's crack. May be then we will see her talking out about what she went through and why she forgave. She might learn to see Kesar in different light, respect him as a man and so on. The confusion of Kesar, his talks all might lead up to his maturity towards Gulaal.
2-I honestly don't think of this. But I do feel a little bad about Gulaal asking Thalli to do things for Kesar. Being Gulaal how she is all the guilt towards Thalli and stuff, I don't expect her to act this way because as much as she a victim (in her pov) Thalli is also, should she not think that it will hurt Thalli, would again give a hope to Thalli? I was so happy that Suda refused Thalli to do those in front of Gulaal. Gulaal should be a little concerned about Thalli as not to hurt her any further. But again Sudha disappointed me today with the Thalli convo. You are right about the irony but I would like Gulaal to vent out everything before that, she has supressed so much till date, it is good to vent it out to Kesar because it will make Kesar dwell a lot on Gulaal's insight then the talk.
3 There is a chance for this to happen-the way Gulaal repeats to Kesar that he made her life a hell. He might just give up not knowing what to do or to think that her happiness lays init.
I do think she owed an explanation-but the situation between Kesar and Gulaal at the time the confession was made, I guess Gulaal is not in the position to open up to show her weakest side.
I don't see Kesar as immature although a bit of kid dish acts does comes out now and then I feel it is more of confusion. Before he was confused of his feelings but now he is confused of others. He has so many unanswered questions in his mind for which he is seeking answers openly but no one is willing to answer him. Like why his love is wrong when they let the deyarvattu to happen and then to expect him to do rituals with Gulaal as his wife? It is like a forbidden truth. He is with his loved ones but unattached or not connected. You know when we stay away from loved ones and we lose that connection, the love care and everything is there but we would have grown into different perspective in different condition. It is like that for him. He stayed away from everyone for so long that he needs to understand them all over again. I guess he was all on his own that he didn't had the chance to deal with others emotions but now all of a sudden he is with people dealing with complex emotions and a lot of things unexplained and is also expected a lot. In a way he is under a lot of pressure as well. It would have been different if he knows under what circumstance his deyarvattu had happened and the way people are in the house.
Sorry for the long post, I don't get words to make it small.
Edited by surithy - 14 years ago
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