Originally posted by: tptwi
Thanks for the update Neerja!
I was honestly very disappointed by the episode. SaiRat's SS is slowly decreasing, and SamRakhi's is increasing. This show does not have 4 leads. It has only 2, and that is the only reason we are watching. I really wish makers would remember that. And Pakhi's victimization is reaching new lows with every episode. Don't want to comment on the precap before the episode airs, but I'm worried the fever scene will be greatly reduced to make more SS for SamRakhi yet again... and how shameless is Pakhi? Telling Samrat that she will never forget Virat??? How can we expect Samrat to give this vile woman another chance? He deserves so much better.....
Coming to today's episode... the new background music is heartbreaking yet so beautiful 😭 Ayesha and Neil both killed that sequence. Sai's words on the anniversary have broken Virat beyond repair, and Sai cannot grasp the fact that her Virat Sir is leaving her, and he didn't even tell her. She did not expect this from him- she thought everything would go back to normal after the fight....this is the first time in their 1 year of marriage that he is behaving this way, and she cannot bear it. This marriage has never been a deal for Virat, but it has never been a deal for her either... her heart has always been fully invested no matter how hard her mind has tried to resist. Virat's dialogue that his love for Sai will never die, but he is going to bury it deep within him was so painful, especially because a single tear rolled down from his eye as he said it. Behaving this way is the hardest thing he will ever do, but he has to protect his heart now. He left himself vulnerable, and he cannot bear any more pain.
I don't think that Virat is running away per say in the same way that Samrat did. Virat is drowning in his own guilt- not just for SamRakhi's damaged relationship, but also because he thinks that he has messed up Sai's life too- his dialogue to Sunny made this clear. Combine this with the fact that he thinks not only does Sai not love him, but also that she has truly reduced this marriage to a deal, he has no emotional willpower to sustain himself anymore. That is why he wants to immerse himself in work now... so that he does not have to deal with all of this heartbreak. He truly seems to believe that everyone will also be better off without him. It was so sad when he said that it really hurts when a rishta breaks... again, this marriage was never a deal to him. Even though it was never labeled as officially husband-wife, the way he loved and cared for Sai beyond a zimidari. But to him, all of that is gone now...because Sai not only disrespected their marriage, but she disrespected the very foundation of their bond, which both of them know in their hearts was never just a deal.... Virat during in monologue also said that this transfer is because Sai did his beizzati... I know some people see this as him wanting to take revenge...but that is just not the case to me. This is breaking him entirely...the last thing he wants to do is to leave Sai. What he meant by this is once again that Sai has insulted his love and the core of their bond, leaving aside the relationship of husband and wife. Her words have jabbed him so deeply that it is going to take a lot for him to be able to heal.
The last scene was truly heartbreaking. Sai is trying everything to get a reaction from Virat. Before, he would stop her from sleeping elsewhere, but today, he acted as if he did not care. And you could tell that Sai was so deeply taken aback. It seemed as though when Sai said that Virat didn't tell her about the transfer, Virat could tell that Sai was impacted by it... let's see how the scene continues tomorrow.
All in all, both of them are headed for complete mental collapse. Virat is all Sai has... he is the only person who truly matters to her, and the idea of him going away from her is killing her. She is trying to keep herself composed, but she is dying inside..all her worst fears are coming true. And the idea of leaving Sai is likewise killing Virat...
Both of them are fully committed to each other and their relationship.... they just need to recognize and accept the fact that the other feels the same... and again, it will take Virat putting his walls up for Sai to finally lower hers...
Samrat-Mansi scene was nice too... forwarded past SamRakhi in the end....
Waise this show is honestly getting kind of unbearable to watch. NeilSha are still saving it, but I don't know how much longer the audience is going to tolerate it. Also, who dresses up like that to go meet their devar in a coffee shop?? Matlab literally disgusting 🤢