Truly I'm in love with this pair. Their conversation with each other is so honest. So heartfelt. I really wish virat understood that if he spoke to Sai in this tone/tenor where she has a chance to voice her feelings without interruption then she will also reciprocate and listen to his explanation without interruption.
I wish Virat could realize how much its hurting her to feel like she has no place more than a zimmedari.
She even told Samrat that virat has maintaines his distance from pp.
This proves that whenever Sai has asked virat about pp, when she told virat he was in 2 boats etc, she was only referring to his emotional investment in her. She has never doubted his character. She knows that he knows his limits.
All she has ever wanted is that clarification that he doesn't pity her. His acts arent out of her being bojh/zimmedari/farz/charity/ehsaan...
She just wants to hear him say that he regards her as his soulmate.
Today virat wanted a chance from Samrat to present his side of the story. But he never did present it to Sai. Jis seh chance chahiye, he is too betrayed because frankly his side of the story does not change the fact that the truth was hidden from samrat by virat and pp. Aur jisko haq hai jaan neh ka as his wife- she has never been given a clarification.
Even in the trip to Mahabaleshwar Virat intended to confess, never clarify. How does he expect Sai to believe him if he is not transparent with her. Why does he go into defensive mode whenever pp is brought up.
If Sai knows that virat maintans distance from pp, if she acknowledges that there is a special bond between them, if she acknowledges him, respects him, cares for him- then why does she bring up pp. Why does she bring up the deal, his commitment - because she needs to know everything! She needs him to make her feel secure. And Virat does not see it. He only sees it as "rejection" because she doesn't love him.
Khair.
Something that didn't make sense to me-
When Sai asked Samrat to talk to pp she isn't telling him to reconcile, only to speak. Its a big decision. At the end of the day , shes his wife. So i dont understand why samrat made it seem like Sai is telling him to get back together with pp. She never said such a thing. She knows what it is to live a compromise, live a lie- she'd never wish that on pp-samrat. So I'm not sure why the dialogues were off.
I teared up watching her tell Samrat about how no one loves her. Its true. Shivani/aai/mohit also like her but as Virats wife. Her relationship with them is through virat. If virat -sai relationship ends (god forbid) then Sais relationship with them is over. Sadly.
Samrat needs to buck up some more as an actor. Ayeshas eyes, her body language are spot on but Samrat is a little off.... But he is starting out so we need to let him warm up i guess....
But it was good to hear him say he has wronged his mother n he will apologize to her.
Precap shows the distance growing between Sairat from virats end....his indifference n ignorance will definitely hurt Sai. But hopefully this angst will be worth it in the long run :(
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