Deep down she wants to be with Virat. She doesn't know that yet. You just have to see her reaction when Virat said he is breaking all relationships with her. Maybe with Samrat's return she had hopes that she has a chance with him but that's only in her hurt. In her head Virat is two timing. She is very confused. She actually has a very hard time in listening both her heart and mind at the same time. She either chooses one or the other one. Sometimes she wants Sam to accept Pakhi, sometimes she wants to reunite Virakhi. Sometimes she thinks Pakhi is waiting for Virat and sometimes she thinks Pakhi will be happy to see Samrat. There is no in-between with her. 😆 The writers have made her such a confused and illogical character. I mean in the original version that's why our Sai is also like this. 😆