A TORN RELATION
PART 36
Geet's broken words were panicking maan , she was continuously saying she killed him ..she killed him but whom... was he the same person who used to disturb her with the messages and what was he doing at the campus trip ..was he too a student .. all those questions were making maan confused and worried.. Somehow he calmed her by his assuring words .. when she slept for a while he moved towards the cupboard and searched for the sim card that radhika gave him ...
Geet was though looking calm while sleeping but maan knew very well that somewhere that fear that she is responsible for someone's death was making her restless ..
Maan : geet your fears are becoming more severe now.. but why are you remembering all these things now ... why are you scared all of a sudden this was not all these days.. or was I this much ignorant that I didn't even knew that something was bothering you.. maan was about to move out of the room when he saw that she was looking at him and the intensity with which her eyes were looking at him was just for herself assuring her own self that he will be there ..
Maan breaking her trance and moved towards her he bent down and hold her with her arms making her sit ..
Maan : you don't want to sleep ... toh chalo lets go downstairs you can sit with mom and daadima ... he asked her and she replied making him to actually feel pity for her.. his love for her was somewhere making him weak.. How she was enduring all this alone..
Geet : It's really difficult to get sleep.. Every time I close my eyes .. he.. Came and says that I can't be a wife ...
Before geet could add more words maan knew that he needs to clear her mind of the crap that the person had filled.. What exactly occurred that day only geet could answer and for that she needs to be physically and mentally fit.. Emotionally she should be stable..
Maan : first listen to me , you didn't killed anyone geet ... he forced his each and every word trying to create an impact on her mind that was already bearing something harsh.. geet are you listening to me.. He again shook her making her come out of her trance and making her nod..
Geet : then why did... he... this time she mumbled and he answered her each and every query ... but this question made maan too quiet.. Probably he knew the answer very well.. the guy uttered some useless words to make geet weak emotionally so that he could use her making nothing happened of that sort but the incident left her in a depression that was now coming ..
Maan : we are married geet ... you are my wife .. Whatever he said was just to weaken you mishty ... and you didn't kill anyone.. Take this out of your mind.. You are not at fault ...
Geet looked at him with expectant eyes.. For the first time she shared about that incident with someone and that too with maan.. It was an irony that she was gaining her comfort with the person who unknowingly was responsible for her condition..
This was all she needed, again a assurance ...
Maan : did you tell this to anyone... ma , papa , radhika .. Anyone geet ...
Maan thought that maybe she would have told this to everyone or at least her parents would have known.. maan couldn't think that even her parents would be unaware of the situation..But the truth was that they were unaware of the situation.. geet never told anyone but she just cut off herself from everything .. She didn't even completed her semester denied to go to college , locked herself in the room and there was a time when she tried to kill herself by slitting her wrist..
Geet was probably scared that if anyone would know about the incident than their reputation will be hampered and there will be an unnecessary commotion amongst the people, relatives... And geet certainly didn't wanted that so she chose to bury everything within herself, torturing herself..
Geet when didn't answer to maan's question.. he chose to let go of the conversation for the moment.. for the few times he had noticed that his closeness does affect her taking her out of her thoughts.. so he thought to try the same...
Maan taking her hands in his.. Holding them tight.. he was making sure that she listens to him..
Maan : geet , did you talk to radhika..
Listening to radhika's name geet looked at maan with a confusion.. And maan knew that she never took initiative from her side to call her mother or sister , it was always them.. maan was so loving the changing expressions of his wify.. she was confused , then amused.. Then she was expecting something maybe some more words..
Maan : did you know what she told me..
Geet : she must be complaining haina.. wohi karti hai wo.. that quick reply made maan to somehow hide his smile and geet's eyes were filled with those baby anger..
Geet : let me call her she was so impulsive the next moment.. And maan hold her from moving..
Maan : wait here.. he quickly moved and brought a gift wrapped box.. maan gave it to geet and she immediately opened it.. it was his first gift and he had expected her to say something or show some excitement but that was too early to expect.. maan's heart miss a beat when she looked at the latest model cell phone ..
Geet : mere liye..
It was all a new feeling once she had threw her phone in anger and never used any phone after that campus trip... and now maan giving her one.. suddenly she was about to gave it back to maan when he didn't let her..
Maan : this is the first step to overcome fears geet ... he made her explore the cell phone and even she made a call to radhika.. speaking to her , scolding her ..laughing with her.. by now maan knew that the only person who affect her other than him and could divert her mind was radhika..
There was a certain calmness that appeared on her face after almost speaking with radhika .. there was a time when she used to chat with payal for too long and that proved to be futile and harmful as no friend as ever take the place of a sister or sibling.. that was true in geet's case..
It was next day when his mother heard the loud sobs of geet and maan was shouting.. there was a heated argument going on between the two.. she came in the room and saw..
Maan was gripping her shoulders .. she was shuddering his eyes were spitting fire the next moment she pushed him and tried to free herself...
Her tears were killing him with each passing second whereas she was breathing heavily with his torture...
Naina had never seen her son like this he was literally a beast today... she came towards him and tried to free geet but maan didn't let her ...
Maan : no mom don't..just don't stay away this matter is between me and my wife and I want her to do what I want I don't want any one of you to interfere in between..
Naina : stop it cant you see her condition.. just leave her...
Maan : stop mom just ask her to abort this child I don't want it.. make this clear to her ...
Before he could utter a word he was given a tight slap across his face..
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