Will I be called as a mad if I say I was smiling when Geet told herself that she doesnt love Maan anymore. In fact, I was grinning like a fool. It just simply made me say deny as much you want, you can never stop loving that guy. Today or tomorrow, you would realize exactly how deep your feelings run for Maan.
Yet, I admit I was quite surprised to know that its 2 months and she still has not contacted Maan even once. That she still couldnt let go of her anger and the feeling of betrayal and bring herself to give that one chance to Maan that he so deseparately asked for.
That small flashback was cute. Maan teasing Geet, their small roothna-manaana and having a day out with her to Elephanta Caves like he had promised was really sweet and adorable scene. His care for her health and not letting her have cold drinks was so touching. When this guy loves, he loves like crazy. With all his heart. Not that Geet isnt a person to not love just like Maan. I had seen how madly she had loved Armaan and still does. But her feelings for Maan werent that deep still.
Now though, this 2 months of separation has just made her realize how madly, deeply and crazily she has fallen for him. For the first time she acknowledged that no matter whatever Maan does, she can never stop loving him. Im glad that something rather very good has come out of this separation, finally Maan's feelings are been reciprocated in all true sense.
My heart broke reading about Maan. That guy was only suffering and suffering in his own guilt. The start itself, "The darkness of the room spoke the condition of Maan's heart" snatched the smile off of my face. That single line spoke volumes of his condition and pain. It expressed everything you wanted to say. It made want to reach out and give him a hug, really.
About Naina, I wont lie Aditi, for the first time I felt anger for her when even she blamed him of wronging Geet. I was like, not again please. Couldnt she see that the guy is already breaking so much from within that she rubbed on more salt to his wounds by throwing it on his face how much wrong he did by hiding about Armaan? Why the heck are all hell bent on making him drown in the pool of guilt than he already is? Cant they just simply shut and keep their opinions to themselves?
I understand she that felt Geet's pain since she practically lived with her. So its obvious for Naina to side with Geet. Heck, even I did. But there was absolutely no need to tell him again and again how much wrong he is. Its like every single person is just strengthening his belief further pushing him in darkness. She could have simply sided Geet without pushing Maan in more guilt. At least I felt her wrong there. So maybe I simply dont want any more person to throw it on his face about his wrong doings anymore since I extremely feel for him. No one is realizing the punishment he is giving himself.
But yes, I cant ignore the sacrifice she did of postponing her marriage just for her veerji and MG. That too after Maan's marriage. Cos no one knows when exactly Geet would return.
Guess, Geet blaming him for Armaan's death had just strengthen his belief of killing his brother. Sad. I really cant see him hurting and punishing himself so much. Its heart wrenching.
Strangely, if I was smiling reading about Geet repeating to herself that she doesnt love Maan. Then Maan repeating the same made my eyes wet. Specially the line, "you too left me alone"
True, he might be a selfless person. But he is a human as well. Just cos he understand her reasons of leaving him and asking for time doesnt mean he cant feel angry that she left him without even giving him the chance to explain.
I dont know why I feel for Maan than Geet now. She is at a place where the place wouldnt remind her of Maan much intensifying her feelings. But Maan, he still has to go to the same office where it all started, where their love blossomed even though they were strictly professional. He still pass by the same Mumbai road where they in past have roamed and enjoyed a day out. And then there is his penthouse which saw so many beautiful moments btw them. Whereever he goes, every single place, every single corner must be reminding him of her making him miss her more. Making him realize that now she isnt with him anymore doubling the emptiness within him much more. My heart breaks seeing him alone.
But still despite all that, he hasnt lost hope. He still has faith in him left that she would return to him like she promised even if he has to wait for eternity. Thats incredible.
Plus the song you chose was so apt. Both are denying their love for each other in anger but end up loving just more every single day.
Good that Pari has apologized to Maan. Hopefully Meera and Sid would do that too.
Update was hell lot emotional, painful and intense. I just hope Geet doesnt take much long to return back. Cos I cant bear to see Maan suffering.
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