Aaahhh
Could it be any more sad? 😭
She told him she needed time to stay away and think. She certainly did the right thing because staying was causing her pain as well. You know what.. Staying in front of someone bearing so much pain is a bad choice because when once does move away, one of two things happen. Either time heals it, u move on. Or u realise love is stronger than the hurt. This is so painful though, that in real, one has to practically force themselves to do the first. And in certain or maybe most hurtful scenarios, the second thing happens. But, only to one person.. And then they eventually have to force themselves to do the first choice- move on. But, theres that part of our heart which always did care for them.. That part would always hurt...
I know i shouldn't put my philosophies here. But see im so hurtfully connected to this story here.. I can't help this.. Days turning into weeks, weeks turning into months.. You give yourself reason to hate.. You are torn.. You yourself decided to step away. And yet, it hurts so much it practically makes the heart sink..theres that rush of beautiful memories all the time every single day, you smile then your vision blurs due to tears. Then you again remember something cute or funny and you smile through the tears again. This is so piercingly painful. Specially when its not for the first time.. Specially when both times, you are so beautifully involved that it tore you apart being away.. And , worst part is, when its nobody's fault..
It just made me feel so much all over again.
I know i shouldnt repeatedly say it but thats how it is.
But i do hope. At least we find hapoy endings in stories. For other people. Isnt that relieving..
Thanks for the pm and continue it soon. Dont keep it paused at such a heart piercing painful point.
Love.
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