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The Jinx
An object or person that brings bad luck.
It can take you days, months, even years to better your life but it only takes a second for you to ruin someone else's.
Prologue
No one is ever created to be perfect we all have some kind of flaw that makes us unique and make us who we are ...
Many times we curse our flaws and look at them with shame .
But , sometimes for d most blessed of us , God use these flaws to soften our spirit and turn us
into a kinder more beautiful and compassionate
soul ...
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Part - 72
Geet looked at manu who was sleeping clinging to her , caressed his head nd face lovingly ,, a smile crept on her lips but her eyes filled with tears remembering that day when felt something moving in her tummy ,, 1st she thought that some health disorder but when that happen few more times in coming days ,, she decided to visit a Dr. ,, that time she was doing part time job after her ms classes ,, her Co was good nd she had med coverage of employees from her Co .
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Geet's monologue ...
Baby u wr a boon for me ,, though I was scattered nd broken that time , faced many sleepless nights ,, went in depression but u came like a sunshine in my dark nd lifeless life .
I was shocked how I didn't get any sign before that day when u 1st time moved in my womb ?
Geet tried to recall that time again after that dreadful night ,, that day he crossed all his limits nd snatched her sanity in d fit of rage nd revenge ,, he was drunk nd or may be drugged as his so called GF nd friend wr planning ,, he didn't know what he was doing nd forgot when woke up ,, i didn't know when he woke up nd left for his room , i was mourning over my dead soul nd collecting my broken self ,, i cdn't even voice out my pain ,, nobody was there for me ,, i was just a charity case nd living on Yash uncle's kindness ,, he nd Rashi aunty wr trying to give me good education, care nd protection but they wr facing DM nd Maan's polarity nd rejection ,, at last he threatned his parents to choose one , their son or Geet even DM to supported him ,, i knew that Yash uncle nd Rashi aunty wr helpless , how they cd choose me over their son nd mother ,, i too didn't want to become d reason to break a family , so better to leave that place to keep that family unite nd happy .
I was an outsider , a burden on them nd it was better to make them nd myself free ,, though it was not easy for me but I did nd came here far away from all , though I took a big favour from uncle Yash .. A big amount of money but that was a debt on me nd I started working here to settle myself .
I was so engrossed nd busy in study nd job that I hardly get proper time to eat nd to think about me ,, it was only my education nd job on which I cd earn nd settled myself ,, I felt feverish nd puking tendency but I overlook that thinking that work pressure nd lack of sleep nd diet was d reason of this ,, I took common meds which I brought with me from India ,, got relief nd forgot ,, that was my 1st sem nd I was trying hard to get few scholarship for monetary help nd for impressive portfolio ,, started working hard day nd night ,, I succeeded nd got a good part time job in a good Co .
In that time of my dismay nd struggle , days wr passing nd I didn't think that i'm skipping my P****** ,, ,, I skipped few times before too ,, it never struck in my mind that d accidental closeness with Maan cd turn like that ,, yes that was an accidental meeting of them , otherwise Maan never tolerate my shadow near him ,, he hates me nd called me a curse nd A Jinx ,, in his awareness he never looked at me then coming close like that was catching d moon ,, he was deeply mad in love with his GF nd I was like a servant for him , so which was happened between us was d result of his revenge nd rage nd he was unknown with that even I was also unknown that i'm carrying .
I got that shocking news when I went for check up in clinic nd d Dr checked me nd broke d news of my preg ,, it was like someone pour d melting lawa in my ears ,, earth slipped away from my feet ,, I was numb nd didn't react ,, Dr asked me few Q nd I replied in my numbness ,, she did ultrasound nd said that I 'm four mnts preg nd baby started moving ,, she handed me d cd of my ultrasound nd reports nd suggested me to consult a gynie for further treatment ,, I didn't know I came back in my room ,, my mind was not working nd fleshes of that night started torturing me ,, I slumped in my bed nd cried out loud over my destiny .
My tears stopped but not my miseries ,, when d clouds of tears removed my mind started thinking over this new budding prob ,, how I handle this ? I was in my 1st sem nd I cdn't left that in mid ,, my education was my backbone to survive ,, I was all alone in d world nd cn't break out d news of my preg ,, whole night passed in thoughts nd then next morning I called d Dr again nd asked about d abortion but she said that it was too late nd not good for me ,, d baby was fully grown nd started moving ,, she again told me to take advise from a gynie Dr ,, I insurted d CD in my lappy nd saw u baby ,, u wr attatched to me by a cord ,, I saw ur tiny hands , legs , ur face ur movement in my womb ,, tears dropped down from my eyes seeing a living life attached to me who was breathing with my breath nd depend on me for getting further life ,, I touched ur image on screen with one hand nd then my tummy with another nd felt ur moments again ,, how cd i became a monster nd thought to kill a life ,, an innocent baby who was getting life from me unknown to this entire world ,, u didn't know how u got ur life nd started growing ,, even this world didn't know anything about u ,, u didn't know me nd him but u wr attached to me like a living part on my body .( Geet caressed manu's face nd pecked his head ) ,, I m sorry baby in my miseries nd dismay I gave a thought to abort u ,, i'm sorry for that .
It was u baby who was completely attached to me ,, u wr mine , only mine ,, I was d mother nd going to have my own child ,, I was all alone nd got my own child ,, I felt that i'm not alone now ,, u wr with me all d time ,, I thought for long nd decided to start a new life .. A life of a mother .
It took near a week to planned a life with u ,, so many calculations nd arguments with my mind nd heart to protect u from all worries nd accusation ,, I have to prepare myself to face a hard time , but I made my mind to face all ,, u filled me with a new zeal nd a dream to have u in my arms ,, I left d hostel after 1st sem nd came here , away from college ,, cook story to save us from allegations which was partial true ,, work hard day nd night .
, Save every penny for giving u good life I cursed Maan for destroying my life but d day when I got u 1st time in my hands I forgot everything ,, that time only u r for me .. My baby ,, my world ,, u gave me d best nd purest relation .. Mother nd Son .
Manu ,my baby ur smiles washed away all d pain nd hatred from my heart nd filled that with love only ,, even u filled U&A Sam's life with happiness ,, after losing their son they find happiness in u ,, they wr nothing for us but they gave d warmth of their selfless love , care nd protection to us ,, they wr as respectable to me as Yash uncle nd Rashi aunty .
Now my destiny again testing me , sending these Khuranas again in my life ,, though I m happy that u cherish few moments of love from that family but I won't let u be a burden for them , though he came across with ur truth but u belong to me ,, they had their life nd dreams for future nd we have our small family ,, if god bless u few days of his togetherness , enjoy them , then we have to forget them ,, U&A Sam r back nd now he has to move back in his home .
Geet sighed feeling a heaviness in her heart ,, it was too late nd sleep was far away from her eyes ,, she was sad that her innocent child was going to miss Maan nd she was helpless to maintain d distance .. Now on d name of guilt nd sympathy i cn't be a burden on them again ,, it was me who decided to have u not he ,,u r my son , my responsibility nd I won't become a obstacle in their coming life ,, we r happy what we have , away from them .
Precap --- concurrence ...
Part - 73
Edited by singh24 - 10 years ago
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