Part 17
Past
Aniee took the chain n wear it n said "this will be the 1st thing my baby will wear after birth" geet smiled widely n then left to her room. Thinking about her life n others. N started writing her dairy
Mr. dairy
Hwr u,
I know now days I don't share happy things wid u na, u known na nothing is spl. In my life.
How much difference in my life n others, all have someone spl. In their life, whom they love, more than anything care about them, they all have someone to share their happiness, sadness, their tension, their insecurities but for me nobody is in my life, y baba ji u always broke my every single dream I wanted to become doctor, but dad married me to maan ji, I never complained for it, I accepted their decision with small expectation that after that papa will talk to me at least but it also didn't happened they didn't glance me talk me after that too, never tried to know about me, I wanted to hug him baba ji tomm. But he didn't come to me nor inquired about me. Don't know y my papa hate me.
When I come here with expectations that this family will love me, care about me but they also ignored me, like I didn't exist in this home, I thought from maan ji mother I will too get mothers love but my fate always ditch me she too hate me baba ji. N what to say about my husband (she smile fadely) he doesn't like me, doesn't trust me at all, m only a object for him, which he is using for his need.
M just waiting for a day when I will know my mistake
What I have done, some tym I feel it was better if I was not born, but borned to be thrashed, born for others to play with my emotions, nah they never think I do have some emotions inside me just a mere doll of their hand, whom they use or I can baba ji I m an use n throw object for all na (hers tears shoked in page like every page).
Till know I thought he only hates me but tomm. Nite his silence said that he didn't trust on me too, shayad m worth to have anyone love in my life that's y my every happiness is snatched by u na baba ji, it's ok I m not complaining to u baba ji, just sharing my thought wid my mr. dairy, my frnd, my everything, who never got bore of his geet hai na mr. dairy.
I m hungry mr. dairy its gonna to be 10 n my babies are still starving due to my deeds (made sad face), what I do dairy I don't know how to cook too, n maan ji's privet kitchen must be closed today, I can't eat chocolate too (made baby face) touched her tummy which is growling with hunger as from tomm. She didn't had perfect meal.
She closed the dairy n went to her bed n took out her medicine as it was tym to had medicine, she looked at pills again n again, n was about to take it when a hand stopped her. She looked at dadi who was stopping her to have medicine n she was angry, geet down casted her eyes n look scared n was trembling in fear.
Dadi took medicine from her hand n kept it on table n said bossily "seat down, n without asking anything do what I say" geet nodded her head simply. But she was scared did dadi will scold her n shout at her like all, before she can think much dadi placed plate in front of her n ordered her to have it, geet thought it is gobi paratha so, she looked at dadi for brief sec. n took plate in hurry n take a bite, when the flavors touched her bud, she looked at dadi with soo much emotion, n a pearl dropped from her eyes, which dadi wiped n cupped her face n said soo lovingly "beta don't eat medicines without having anything beta, u r gng to become mother, u should know these things, did u mother didn't told u, as I don't expect anything from my DIL," geet started crying more n said with sob "she...sob... didn't...like me...sob...so...baat...nahi...sob'...karti...woh...mujhse." dadi can feel her pain in voice n hugged her sidely n said consoling "no prob. Beta I will teach u everything how do take care of urself n ur babies too, now eat ur fav. Paratha like a gud gal" wiped geet tears n made her eat food then feed her medicines n instructed her to sleep her for sometym.
Geet woke up after gud sleep of 2hrs. n with smile on face becoz of her surrounding which is making her smile, she looked every corner 1st but they thought she must be watching dream so pinch herself to test her vision but it was in reality her room was full of toys, baby things, cradle, n some bags full of dress for geet n some babies dress too, some for boy, some of girls. Geet's eye twinkle to see each n everything placed there, she touched everything, grabbed two teddies one dressed in boy look n other in gal n hugged them tightly n said my mithi n ammy.
Giggled, smiled n played like a kid with teddies unaware of that two eyes were watching her every move, her giggles, smiles which is touching her eyes today.
Present
That was a pleasant day for me geet to see u smiling, I know u thought I didn't trust u, how cab u think mishty ur maan will not trust u but my hands were tided jaan, to show any emotion to u, I always want to give u happiness but always failed. That day u thought m angry that's y glaring u not to go down bt jaan, I was worried for u, I know that if u will go down maa will scold u n it happened, my heart cursed me for that my wife is starving for a simple paratha from childhood n I m unable to fulfil. I always failed to be gud husband hai naa geet, ur tears always killed me but I was soo hard for u, i know that nobody knows to make panner paratha at our home, that's y I ordered for u n asked dadi maa to feed u, n was happy to see u relishing every bit of ur food. N then drooling my beautiful wife sleeping aaahhh, u always make me feel hard with ur innocence but I always controlled it for u geet, u was innocent n a small girl compare to me I was 8 years elder than u n matured to but u always behave like matured gal in that small age.
He looked at geet who was still unconscious, he wanted to take her in his arms n make her realise his love, his pain, which he gng through 3 years, but he cant becoz the pain which he have given to her is the only result of her this state.
He looked at his children who were blabbering something with eachother n then with small small steps went near, aniee n said in their most cute way
"Buaaa!! Wly mummaaaz isz tleeping *gulp* tuu mutch, me aule mitti wans tu tlk bith her " (bua y mumma is sleeping so much me n mithi wants to talk ith her)said lil ammy to his bua
Aniee took him in her arm n kissed her nose, in which he fowned, as only her mumma kiss there, aniee giggled lil n said "mumma is ill beta, that's y she is sleeping soo much"
"But bua, me(gulp)mummmaa sath toegi" (But bua, me mumma sath soegi) said lil. Mithi while pointing her small chubby finger toward geet n went near her bed n tried to climb on it but unsuccessful n started cribbing like her mother while looking up. Maan chuckled lil. N made her seat beside geet, mithi terraced her small chubby palm on geet face n kissed her cheeks, on which ammy pout in aniee arms, n said angrily "Mitti andi atle atle mummaazz pase *gulp* mai bhi dauga bua, mumma baby saath saath tleep haa"(mitthi bad she is alone with mumaa, me 2 will sleep with mumma)
"Mitti andii nahiii *pout* umma dteko mele ko andi bola ammyi nai app datoo"(mithi not bad, see mumma ammy is saying me bad scold him) she said cutely while complaing to geet n kept her head on her chest n laid beside her, n aniee setellled ammy another side of geet n he too kissed geet but on nose as geet used to kiss him, n kept his head on geet another side chest n hold her tummy as both are unable to hold her waist. N were blabbering their story to geet.
Maan who was looking everything from far was in tears to see his kids starving for her mumma, tear escaped from his eyes, he closed his eyes tight n prayed "god plzz for the small lives make her come back plzz doc. see today also m getting selfish but what I do god, I want to have a happy family plzz save my mishty, I will give her every happiness of this world plzzz"
Hope u all like my jaan's presence today after 10 parts
Precap-
Dil ko aaya sukoon tere deedar se haaye...
Dil ko aaya sukoon tere deedar se
Ab na hona rukhsat apne dildar se haay
Bin tere ik lamha, ab reh nahi paata hai
Ye ishq mere Allah kitna tadpata hai (x2)
Kabhi aahein bharta hai
Kabhi dil dhadkata hai
Ye ishq mere Allah kitna tadpata hai
Dard tanhayi ka, dooriyon ka mausam
Naa jiya jaaye na, bekasi ka aalam
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