he hummed my veins by every flick of his touch .no..i couldn't not feel anything anymore other than him .. I hadn't felt cold hot.air..water ..anything ..my entire being was surrounded by him .my entire being is still surrounded by him .
the signature of his touch all over me.
He was long gone ..but his scent is still here ..not letting me forget the heady experience .all i can feel is just him .
He said he didn't want to move on .he couldnt
But I don't understand what did he mean by "moving on " .
Moving on means Not love me anymore?
does that mean he loves me?still ? why doesn't he say something . something more clearly .
sometimes one needs to express him/herself in love. silence is always not preferable.sometimes it creates unnecessary distance between two hearts.
Do I deserve his love ?
do i deserve anything from him ?
I don't know where do I stand in his life . so many things happened between us . will I ever recover it .will he ever recover it .does he want to ?
All the questions stormed in my head ..
But which stopped every one of them is that 'DO I WANT TO ?
Do I want him to take me back, in his arms
Why don't i feel the urge to have it back.
Why do I feel like I m too tired to feel anything .survive another storm.
Isn't it better how I am..?
Not loved, not wanted , not belonging to somewhere .but not living with that fear anymore .
Its void ..but its quiet here a sense of stilled calmness ..i don't have anything to lose ..so I don't have to fear ..dont have to get hurt anymore .i didn't like the way he had kissed my foot ..it scared the hell out of me.
His that action made me wonder do I want to be loved ?
those 15days activities have now taken a toll on her. when we face a storm that time our entire focus is on the survival procedure.but after the storm subdued a sense of tiredness and emptiness only left with us.it also takes our will power to fight again with it.
When geet had been brought to hospital Dr Guha had assigned Melinda for her case ..because she wanted her to know melinda's story .
hats off to Dr. Guha.she pretty well knows that only a victim can make understand the other victim.
hat'soff to malinda also.she has faced so much darkness in life.but that also not able to snatch the brightness of her smile.
if he has forgiven me. neither asked me not to call him sir .
.it doesn't matter what you address ..it only matters what you feel for the person .
malinda is such a sweetheart.
about the punishment
She screamed .. 'the night sliced in her yell but the library was situated furthest corner of the campus ..she knew it and vikas did too..so he let her scream .
Hs shrill yell echoed around Goutan Buddha Mahabidyalaya ..
She lay there under vikas's giant dreadful body 'in just her inners..
Vikas agarwal stood stark naked tied on the pole that situated on the podium .
what a turn of event.now the giver is at the reciving end.only youth has the power to change/create history.
With all her might zaria had kneed him.
What geet couldn't do ..zaria did ..proving her loyalty towards the girl got utterly humiliated few days ago in the same campus .
bravo zaria..a friend in need a friend indeed...
satya!!!!! aha!!!
arjun should learn from him how to woo his lady love...
didn't anant raichanda publically appolozied from arjun singh raichanda after geet's confession fiasco?then shouldn't dev's family know the same?
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