my teacher (II) c index for (III) - Page 32

Originally posted by: Onir

Then the hospital room scene ❤️, pure perfection and culmination of emotions & pent up feelings. A true healing of souls from all the scars tended to with dawn of new emotions to be lived by building a relation on a stronger foundation.👏👏😳

Depression is really killing; it's the ultimate nail in the suffering of an individual. More than the person suffering form it it's the loved ones who suffer the most seeing the slow death their love is being pushed into with them being helpless. But Maan didn't let that happen as he knew her being dead from inside means his own death. The whole feel was aptly described in the start itself. (I had a ghost of smile with mild nodding with the lines' Hospitals are cold & saddening, doctor's grave expression being quite unsettling') Why isn't there light here? Yes the dawn is away for him now without her but then it will not be so for long.

I was glad that he soon realised that his ego had no place in their love, his inner voice throughout described it all that "I" has no place in a relation but "US" is more needed to be understood.😃

I knew she was depressed; saw her grieving repenting for what she had done; crying miserably after losing everything. I watched her waning in front of me; still I let her not doing anything leading her to reach this point.

He was being jealous of people always surrounding her, one who used to irritate him with her boldness, impulsiveness talking in the middle of the class.

What surprised me' I hadn't had to say it to her; she had read it in my eyes; that I hated her. If she can read my hatred why couldn't she read my love for her and go humiliate it; But no she just kept her distance disappearing from my sight ' losing herself in self loathing. (This one is the best line for me in his own introspection of fault & restoring it all, the one that showed his own failure to rise soon away from own hurt and anger, what unsettled him the most. That he wanted her to understand his silence when he himself didn't gave scope for it, he wanted her to be his equal life partner when he himself hid it all from her' )

And then when it all dawned on him he realised the torture she went through and all that she did to punish herself for humiliating him and their relation. I remembered the scene when he had rebuked her in his anger saying that she had fainted and was not taking care to gain sympathy and how she said she will try not to be sick and that she thought wrong that he would be concerned, and then realised he would only feel hatred for her. All of it will come biting back to him was something I was expecting but now it hurt real bad, because he realised her fall in love was the ultimate breaking of herself with him pushing her into a deep pit of no return.

She had coiled herself within this shell of a body; made self invisible day by day, just because I didn't want to see her.

The girl disowned from her place, standing alone, miserably at receiving end of everything; who had dug her own grave to be swallowed in misfortune.

Yet the he bounced back to save her and them form this all "I can't accept defeat and let myself breakdown, because I'm the only one she has."

He came close to her as he wanted no more distance, as he can't stay away anymore. It came a full circle when he raised her palm laying on her chest (Heart) and holding it in his hand corresponding to the earlier morning scene when he placed her palm on his heart thereby completing their own profession of love. ❤️ ❤️ He caressing her cold fingers regretting somewhere that if the red ruby would have been on her finger there wouldn't be any coldness.

The whole gesture & dialogues he used to try & bring her back without any endearments but just with the power of a teacher did give ultimate justice to the title of this FF "My Teacher" that indeed a teacher can guide, strengthen & mentor your life. And then her reactions to his words as a lover were so beautiful I had tears in my eyes yet I was happy seeing their love and bond. Him not eating as he feels she is punishing him for punishing her'. She tries to snatch her hand. She punishes him as she loves hurting him '. She tried to move away. He being scared, not wanting her to wane, asking for her forgiveness and not ready to move on '. She tightening the hold on the sheet and start of her sobbing removing out all pent up emotions.

The ultimate promise that broke her shell was the turning point of all the gloom. 👏 He will let her walk alone if she wants to but want move on and wait for her always to let her come to him in his embrace. I loved this cause I always felt you need to walk together or at least on the same path but then this too is a promise that is hard to keep yet one that offers submission and completion showing her it's not physical at all but deeper to touch her soul.👏

Her cry to him of being deserving/worthy of all this torture and not being worth his student was such stabbing and strangulating for him but then it brought out the ultimate reason of her slipping away from life. She hated & disgusted that filthy touch on her.

But I love your healing to her, by removing that filthy touch by replacing it by his own love filled respectful touch of deep passion & desire. 😳😳The way he pleaded for her to utter whose touch she felt was marvellous wanting that assurance that it's just him she feels on self. That a filthy worm couldn't snatch her away from him and that he got the assurance that now she won't ever forget him as she did years back because now this is going to be everlasting. 😳😉👏. (What I feared is she felt Arjun what will happen when she knows he is Maan, her Maan. )

What really made me laugh & smile was his paying homage & respect to their love by kissing her ankle, bowing down in front of her, placing his pride below his love. ❤️ And then I loved him when he said the completing line that he had started initially before all this touch of healing, from saying he would slap her at first (something that brought all this grief) to beautifully culminating the whole fiasco by saying now she can complain that he sexually harassed her.😳👏

Anant will need to be handled which I guess Geet will do now. Also now the scholarship??

Dia is going to college to get hold of that Vikas'😡😡😡. I want a fitting punishment for hi by all girls hammering him for all the disrespect society dishes out to XX chromosome, with Satya just observing it for support. Also I want Zaria to hit him first.👍🏼

Satya ne chance nahi choda to have Dia sitting with him for a bike ride' and Oh yea Ms. Dia you can surely later return it to him well.😉😉😳

Sorry for the length. 😆😆

Originally posted by: hermoso

absolutely beautiful analysis by u👏 . I wait for ur words .

Originally posted by: Rocks.Dhara

waiting