4.30 am ?
Why isn't there light yet ?
how can there be light when his life...his love...his soul is lying there lifeless...depressed...torn...broken and ill...her smile is the light that brightens his life...when she is lifeless lying there between white hospital sheets with closed eyes...how can there be any light in his life???
(beautiful depiction of his life reet... ironic...its dawn for the rest of the world...time when light returns after sun is up from its nap but for him...he knows it better)
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Before I marred her life with my presence she used to be so happy , always jumping full in spirit ..the chortling sound of her musical laugh used to bring smile in faces who hadn't even known her.
She loved making rongoli's .. dancing crazily ..shouting endlessly ecstatic about something trivial . squeak in joy .. always surrounded by so many people that sometimes I used to feel jealous .
geet couldn't stop talking even in the middle of the class .. Now she lay there in the colorless room wearing all white all alone and quiet like a deadbody .
good job satya... 👍🏼 rangoli and all...i love satyas detailing to arjun abt her activities😛😛i wish satya had helped him right from the time he left...if he had...arjun would have known what awashty left unfinished
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. I had to be close to her .as close as possible . I don't care if she doesn't know I m here .. I don't care if she cant feel me .
(reading this line suddenly a song came to my mind...nt song but line of the song...sang sang yuh chalu tere jaise tera aasmaan...i dunno even if dis line makes sense...😆)
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how things changed between us .. like a bolt from the blue .
I was livid at her outrageous allegation ! I felt ruthlessly betrayed . humiliated by my students , the teachers , every face I saw in front of me .. I couldn't meet my own eyes in mirror ..
I had blamed myself for loving this girl .i have been so crazy about her that I forgot everything . sacrificing everything , every relationship .every last thing I got ..i had just loved her . then she shattered my pride , my reputation . she didn't only humiliate my reputation .she disgraced my love .
My pure untainted love .
That left me in no position to stand .
I reacted ..may be brutally . I didn't want to see her face.. for long .
But when I did ..i actually saw her .. my hatred for her whipped me back .
She had coiled herself within this shell of a body .
She made herself invisible day by day .
Just because I didn't want to see her .
What surprised me .. I hadn't had to say her that .. she had read it in my eyes .
that I hated her .
the realization of his actions... heart shattering at this moment ...but is he allowed to feel the pain...NO there lies his soul who needs to be taken care of...he cannot dwell into his realizations now...the beholder of his heart needs him more than the oxygen mask
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Suddenly I remembered something anant had said ..
"Do you realize you aren't worthy of what you want . a low life like you can never keep her happy the way she deserved ..so she is better off without you ."
look whos talking😲😲😲
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I m the one she has got .
only one .
both of them realized the irony of her life...he is the one and only for her
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arjuns one sided conversation and geets silence took the cake ... one hell of a scene u wrote reet👏
Now there is a reaction ..a proof of life .
i have nothing to say about that scene where he heals her ... something she neede to hold on to her life...
about anant the less said the better...waiting for maan anant confrontation...i will defo see lightening when they clash ... the monsoon will only help me more
i want awasthy to finish what he started when arjun is lil more calm...
dia-satya...do i read something between the lines here ????😉😉
Edited by fffanatic - 12 years ago