Part 40
maan ' we can go together then
geet ' lekin aap tho late aaten ho
he looked at her.. she did know about his schedule... His heart did bit of joy dance their
which died the moment she said ' I will manage
he smiled sweetly ' I want to
she got up without saying anything & cleared the table. When they reached the room. Geet was feeling an unknown fear in her. The whole day they have been together but the thought of sharing the same room at night was different. Wat if he .. she gulped her saliva. She cleared her mind yet again. It is his right she couldn't deny him, she made up her mind & stepped in. Maan went to the wash room. She settled herself on the floor.
Maan's heart broke seeing her on the floor like that. He called her couple of times, she was in a deep sleep. He slowly carried her to the bed. She got up at once, crawling to the far end of the bed.
Mk wat r u doing? She asked in panic
He couldn't believe the suspicion he saw in her eyes. Did she really think he would do something like that? He paced restlessly in the room.. her eyes nervously followed him.
Stop staring at me dammit.. just sleep he barked
ji
she said trying to get off the bed
he pinned at once..
Maan - On the bed. Maine kaha tha na, merin pass
geet ' I can't sleep like this she turned her face
his raged breath fanning her face, only increasing her dismay.
he slipped next to her, holding her tight in his hold ' adat dal lo
it was so suffocating for her.
She irritably pushed him away - aap kyun nahi adat dal lethen, kyun mujhe pareshan kar rahen ho
he lost the little patience he was holding on to
maan ' kya matlab hain tumhra? He roared
mujhe adat hain roz roz tumhera saat sone ka, tumhare pass aane ka?
She crossed her arm & looked away.
Maan ' answer me dammit he jerked her holding her arms
geet ' mera saat nahi lekin.. her eyes were bleeding accusingly.. not sure in anger or hurt
he left her at once.
She asked him amused ' how can u so easily do this?
He gritted his teeth
Geet - probably the same place she glanced all over the bed .. like it was filth
after a moment of silence... after he tried to absorb his deeds
maan ' I am trying to makes things better between us
he spoke much in anger
geet ' wat "us" Mk?
There was never us. U where never there in this relation. U never wanted to be in this relation. Now when I have learned to live with that .. u want me to unlearn everything. Its not so easy, atleast not for me.
Maan pleaded ' at least u could try
we could start some where
before she could deny he just scoped her & lay her on the bed & slipped next to her.
Shuu... Aur kuch nahi.. kal ke liyen bhi kuch chod do
aaj hi umar bhar ka jagda karna hain kya
his tone was light.. his heart ached while a tear formed in his eyes. His heart was still pounding in fear of her resistance. It was not in him to take anymore today.
It took a long time before she finally slept stiffened..cold. He sighed & slipped away. He went out to the basement & locked himself. He broke down.. screaming. Taking out all his bottled emotion. Don't know how long he was there. Shedding his blood. He knew she wakes up early. He quietly came & slipped next to her.
It was like clock work.. for geet now.. without even alarm clock she woke up at her usual time. She slowly removed his hand that were shackling her. She didn't even spare him a glance. Had she.. she would have seem that worn out, broken him, how he flinched in sleep when she unknowingly pressed his bleeding hand. How he missed her warmth.
She just straight went to the washroom got ready for her meditation.
It took her long time to focus. Her thoughts pondered over the nights incident. Her resistance!!!.. why was she.. when she made up her mind to give in. After an hrs meditation she went in for a shower. She came out only to find blood stains on her arms, face & forehead. She got really mad at him. she remembered him clenching her arms right there.
Mk.. she screamed
he got up at once
aisen karenge aap surwat
is this how u want start a new life
aisen.. she showed the blood stain on her arm. Maan was confused. His eyes were lost in her fresh look .. the fragrance that emitted out her after the bath.. oh.. he had missed it
asien hurting me
she pointed at her arm. He got really worried & rushed to the first aid kit.
He dipped the cotton in an antiseptic & reached to clean her wound. Koi zarorat nahi.. she pushed his hand away.
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