MG SS- STILL WAITING part 13 pg115(25-6-13) - Page 45

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poor Geet😭

Originally posted by: valli22

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Sory 4 late coment.
The chap was realy nice. Waiting 4 the next soon.

Part 9

Past

July 5

Today is spl. Day for me mr. Dairy i m gng hospital for check up but maan ji not coming, u know after months i gathered courage to speak to him when in mrng he came out after shower

"Woh i wanted to ask something" i asked him with soo much fear

"Hmm say what u have"

Woh woh...

"I don't have full day to hear u, common say fast"

After gathering courage again i said "i had an appointment with doc. For 1st tym, can u come if u r free" i said in a go without looking at him. But again felt bad for troubling him becoz he sharply said no, he didn't want to come, i didn't said further as he moved to his study n went out with Sam, i saw her waiting for him downstairs, i felt bad that he don't have tym for his child too, i was not asking anything for me,but consoled myself that he must be busy with some work n moved toward aniee di room, the only place i can go without anyone's permission.

Aniee di was sleeping so without making any sound i came back in between heard Arjun bhai talking on phone that dii is Not well so he will work from home only, i was happy for dii, the love she get from everyone but same tym felt sad for myself as nobody care for me.

I came back sat on couch n was thinking whom to ask, to company me, i don't have money to go alone also n without permission i can't use their car too, i was feeling to cry becoz i want to go but how. Was siting on bed then saw maan ji coming n i thought ge came to take me but my all hope broke when i saw Sam ji coming behind me, for the 1st tym m looking at heer closely, can say she is beautiful girl wearing a beautiful dress n holding maan ji hand i felt bad but can't say anything to them, i stood up from bed, they come n settle themselves on couch n was working on something, i was standing there n watching them, but my hope to go with him was shatter till now so went in washroom to control myself n my tears coming in front of them, cried till minutes then come back to see them still working, n my appointment tym was near soo thought to ask for some money that I can go to hospital.

"Sorry for disturbing, woh i need"

"What happened with u now can't u see we are working" he said on top of voice that i was scared i started crying n was about to move when heard Sam ji voice

"What happened, what u want to ask, ask me directly n stop troubling maan, understand now say fast" she said eyeing toward me while holding his hand.

"Ji i don't want to ask anything just need some money" i said meekly while looking down

"I was right see this type of girl only need money to live, huh disgusting gals" she said soo roughly by looking at me soo low

I was feeling really low, did i look like a girl behind money but it doesn't matter nobody will understand.

Maan ji came near me n throw money on my face n said looking disgustingly on me "take how much want n go from here now don't ruin our tym."

I sadly picked all money n took 3000 n rest place on table n said in low voice "woh i just needed money for the taxi fare, hospital bills n medicines, sorry for disturbing really sorry, dii was ill that's y i asked from u sorry, i need to go hospital for check up, m sorry maan ji n Sam ji, m gng" i left from there but was feeling shattered did i have asked a single penny from them in 4 months but for my baby safety i will ask let them Think low of me.

Har shaqks ki zindagi mein koi na koi khas hota h,

par meri zindagi me ye ehsas hi na tha,

bas ek khwahish thi koi ho jo sirf mera ho,

us pr sirf mera haq ho,

jo mera junoon ho jo mera sukoon ho,

jo khushi mein mere sath ho,

gum ke waqt hath mein uska hath ho,

phir aaye wo iss andheri zindagi mein,

janti thi ki wo mere na ho sakenge,

par ye dil kabhi kisi ki sunta hai kya,

khwaabon ki duniya me main rehne lagi,

zindagi ke haseen khwaab sajane lagi,

par main ye bhul gayi ki khwaab dekhne ka

haq to mujhe kabhi tha hi nahi,

unn sapno mein ek zindagi jeene lagi thi,

jab sacchayi ka ehsaas hua to shayad bahut

der ho chuki thi,

mere sapno ka aashiya taash ke patto ki tarah

bikhar gaya,

meri saari tammnaye kahin gum ho gayi,

phir unn sunsan rahon par main akeli

thi...tanha

(thanks sonali khurana frm fb for beautiful poem)

I was scared to go alone as i never went out without anyone but today i have to go i was looking at maan ji continuously wid some hope but he was too much engross in his work so at last decided to go but was nt feeling to go, i was standing near my wardrobe to grab my dress but fear of gng alone that to hospital was soo big that my dress slipped on floor without my knowledge, i don't know whom to ask now as here nobody will talk too wid me, i thought to call chooti maa, n i called her from balcony not to disturb maan ji.

"Hello, chooti maa. Hwru n papa n"

Cuted by her "we are happy geet, u say y u called us, can't u let us live in peace, now say fast y u called"

"Woh chooti maa, just to know how u all are, can i talk to papa"

"He is busy n not interested in hearing ur voice to" saying this she cut the call.

She become more sad, n moved in room to see Sam eating ice-cream n maan drooling her lovingly, she started feeling suffocated so ran towards aniee room but stopped at entrance only to find aniee Arjun enjoying their tym by teasing each other while talking about their upcoming child n Arjun was feeding her soup lovingly, so without disturbing them she went in her room again, as she was wearing payal, so whenever she used to walk its chime used to come n that started irritating maan as,some ice-cream fall on Sam's dress so she was in washroom cleaning it.

Maan grabbed her hand do harshly, she was not understanding now what mistake she have done, but the clutch of maan was too tight that it started giving her pain in her arms as he was holding tears start pouring from her almond eyes, but she didn't said a word as always ready to bear hi all frustration on her but today she was herself fighting wid her emotions 1stly Sam's excusing her then maan throwing money on her face thinking she is soo low type gal, then chooti maa talk n then her carving for love which she always bury inside her came out seeing aniee Arjun love n now maan was behaving again harshly wid her, hear fear, her loneliness all was taking toll over her health n maan started shouting at her in slow but dangerous voice "what is ur prob. Haan from the tym we are here, u r disturbing us can't u see we are working (ullu pajji us chudail ko icre-cream khila raha h toh disturb nahi ho raha 😡) n u r continues making sound to disturb"

"M...m. Sorr...rry maa...n ji" n fainted in his arms, her body was cold due to fear.

"Shit!!!1 What the hell happened to her," he tried to shake her 2-3 tymes but she was not responding, ge sprinkled some water to but no respond at last he carry her to hospital.

Doctor was checking her, gave some injunction too, n tilll now Arjun too came as he got to know from servants.

"What happened to her maan?"

"I don't know she just fainted" said irritatingly

Doc called them inside, n Arjun started asking what happened to her y she fainted n all.

"Mr. Khurana ur wife is soo weak from mentally n physically too, i don't think u should continue wid her pregnancy as she is only 3months we can do abortion on her, but we need ur conformation, then only we are proceed."

"Excuse me doctor,u can't do abortion without the conformation of mother" Arjun said angrily, yes he care for Geet, but he too know if the abortion will be done without her knowledge then they will loses her, he know how much obsessed she is for her child, n if it is only matter of her health, then it will be her decision not maan's.

"But Mr. Punj mother or father anyone can take this decision, n as u can see she is not in condition to take decision then as her husband is present he can take it" said doc.

After a long tym maan said " ok do her abortion"

Arjun was shocked y maan is taking any decision for her, he looked at maan in disbelief but one more person was there who was broken once again, n fall on floor unable to take this pain of lossing her baby her life, n started crying bitterly, Arjun went bear her make her stand on feet then make her seat, but her eyes were fixed at maan n hand was clutching her stomach tightly, 1st tym she is feeling to fi8, oppose, disagree on others decision, she looked at Arjun like asking save my baby plzz, Arjun can see her pleading eyes who is looking wid soo hope at him. But this tym arjun wants that she should fi8 for her ri8, so he pleaded doc. To leave the couple alone, to take decision, geet was scared but he slowly said in her ear which was audible to her only " fi8 geet for ur ri8, for ur baby, if u won't say anything today then u can't take care or save ur child ever, for ur baby u have to speak, u have to do it" he left while saying this to geet.

PRECAP- truth of marriage :P

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sorry for making u wait valli dii now enjoy 😃

god!!!!!! maan is so cruel...😡

nice update dear:)

painful update😭😭