Part 17
Maan painfully spoke ' I was there
brij hit his head & sank down learning he couldn't kill this b**tard how much ever he wanted, his sisters life depends on him.
Maan tried to think clearly trying to see that pale face, those restless eyes, it felt like he could suddenly picture himself in that huge hospital lift.. the lift now echoed with her raised heart beat, the uneven heart beat the moment his hand brushed hers.. her cold numb fingers.. which clutched his heart with ice right now.
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Maan has been hospital for a week now.
His eyes rested on the closed pair of hers. She probably had fallen a sleep waiting for him. His heart ached to hug her. But all this drips & medication only made it impossible. He wondered how much does her little heart hold in it. So much pain yet she is here. The moment she knew he had an accident ..she came running leaving everything. She is been here sitting next to him whole seven days. Drs had asked her to take rest but she has refused to leave. Every one is so worried for her health but she hasn't budget.
Maan & Brij both decided to portray as an accident. So they just left it like that.
Brij helped him to get to the hospital latter that day & informed everyone that it was an accident. Drs had their doubts with the type of wounds but Maan stuck by his words.
This girls probably lost couple of pounds. He had best of the facility, drs & nurses to take care of him. But still she didn't let anyone do anything. She gave him the sponge bath, helped the dr with checking his bandage.
The blackness around his eyes had reduced now. He was able to see much clearly with right eye now. He didn't dare to move fearing disturbing her. Still some how she knew.
Geet ' tumhe kuch chahiyen
she asked waking up, guilt was written on her face, to have slept off like that.
He just shook his head looking at her. Still she reached to the small fridge in the room & took a juice bottle. She poured in the glass & made him drink.
He had a sip & offered her. Small small things always made her heart tickle.. she was still that small girl at heart.. she drank it & lost in him in the moment.
Maan ' merin saat ghar cholgina
he spoke looking at anxiously
she dipped her head tears instantly forming
Maan ' please jaan
humarin baby ke liyen
she left his side angrily ' this is not ur baby
yeh mera baby hain
sirf mera baby
Maan shied ' apne baby ke liyen
humerin ghar chalo
geet ' my baby doesn't need u or ur house
Maan ' tum mujhe jo saja dena chathi ho de sakti ho, please mujhse dor mat raho
for now he knew it was more a punishment for her than him. He could bear anything but not her pain, not this anguish she is living with. Staying away from him, will only add to her heart ache.
Maan ' I can't even say I am sorry
main jaantha hoon merin galti maafi ke layek nahi
please meri galthi ki itna badi saza mat do
geet - galti nahi maan .. gunha. she spat in anger
He couldn't even fathom the love her heart held. Even her hatered seemed sacred to him. Even that held so much of love. She loves him still, to this extent. It was like destiny was laughing at him, all he ever wished was love.. & he had it all in abundance & his own deeds snatched every bit of it.
How many times daadi had warned him. How many times they had fought over it. But he didn't understand then, he didn't realize what he was getting into. By the time he realized it has become too late.. too very late.. his dreams, his every happiness anything ever mattered to him is snatched away. Anything he ever cared of is been so cruelly crushed beyond repair.
He wished she just hated him or be mad at him in true sense for once. He closed his eyes painfully he couldn't even blame her for that. He felt so scared of losing her, the fear to be alone yet again. Only he knows how much it ached him to see her in this state. He wants to push her away but he knows even that wouldn't do any good because that would just kill her yet again. She is just living every min like she survived from death.
maan - Oh jaan u r every thing to me.
He cried please jaan forgive me for everything I have done. I would do everything in my power to make myself worthy of ur love.
The tears sting in his eyes seeing her hug him just melting in his words. she yet again lost in his words.. his tears she couldn't bear. she wiped it like a small kid.. still angry yet giving.
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After consulting dr, brij & Maan had decided to check Geet with psychologist. It was a difficult bit. They didn't want to make it obvious to her & more over she was pregnant now. They knew it was impt to keep her mind off the suicidal tendency she had. She couldn't be into high flow emotions neither extreme happiness nor extreme sadness. She had to be kept at very neutral happy state. It was challenging.
Maan was never scared for himself.. he worried for her. Small accidents he would survive, but with her pregnancy she just can't be taking any risks.
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Edited by muskanp - 12 years ago
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