MG SS-ANGEL OF MY LIFE#1 - Page 29

She soon came running n stood in front me making puppy face..she held her ears pouting her lips cutely n said"iam sorry maan..wo I thought that first we should understand each other then I can break about our alliance..sorry"she said ever so cutely for which my heart melted but I was angry on her for some unknown reason..Also I don't want her to marry me.I just don't deserve her..How can I keep her happy when I myself was not..I cant fight for my ownself n how can I stand for her when she needs me..My life was totally not mine n don't want someone to enter my dark life..

I dragged her to my room holding her hand by wrist to talk to her..

"geet plz say no!!"I directly asked her..

"what???"she frowned in confusion..

"geet I mean..u…"I fumbled for words as I was scared of her reaction..I was angry n her but I could not able to see her hurt..But I finally gathered the courage n spit out in one go closing my eyes.."geet reject me..say them that u don't want to marry me"

"what???"she gasped in shock.I could see that she was was hurt so I turned to other side not able to face her.."u love someone else??"she asked me after few minutes of silence between us.."no!!"I mumbled but it was audible to her.."then why???"she questioned me..

"geet plz do what I say!!u just reject me!!ask ur dad to cancel this alliance n say him that u don't want to marry me"I said again still turning away from her..

"maan why???u don't like me??or do u think that I don't deserve u??"she asked with chocked voice n I felt bad for her..I was shocked to know her thought..It was me who don't deserve her..

"no geet it's me who don't…."I paused.."geet plz u can have someone else in ur life who can keep u happy forever n iam not the right person for u"I said loudly out of my frustation..

She kept silent n I was waiting for her reply..Not finding any reply I turned back just to find her dialing to someone..I frowned in confusion n in next minute I stood there in shock n anger..She called her dad who just left the mansion n asked to fix our engagement as soon as possible..I fumed with anger as she didn't even bother to answer me n directly asked her dad to fix our engagement n again without my concern..Why anyone don't bother to ask me my approval??this again angered me..I walked to her in anger n pulled her to me by her arm..

Maan:Are u crazy??

Geet:exactly!!are u crazy??how should I say no to u when I like u..tell me u don't like me n iam ready to say no..

Maan:geet why don't u understand that u deserve a better guy than me

Geet:and why don't u understand that you are that guy..

I turned my face away not able to make her understand.."ohkk"I heard her n turned to her.."I don't marry u!!U marry me then"she said seriously n then chuckled slightly but it was not gone unnoticed by me..

I felt frustrated n moved out from there as I felt that there was no use to talk to her..She decided what she wanted n my parents did what they wanted..Who am I in all these??what's my importance in my own life???

I reached office without even informing to anyone actually there was no one to inform n even now.My so called parents were excited in my engagement preparations..I felt hurt really hurt when geet hid the truth from me n she again hurt me when she asked her dad to fix our engagement without my approval..She would have told her decision to me directly..I hated third person between us..why cant she understand me??I don't need anyone in my life!!i just want to be alone!!

That was all I thought when my engagement was fixed!!I never knew that my life would change after our wedding..I was angry on her but what would had happened if she agreed to reject me..NO!that thought shivers me till today!!how stupid I was to ask her to reject me!!how can I ask my angel to go away from me??thankgod she didn't listen to me..

She kept calling me the whole day but I didn't receive her call..I was so frustrated n angry on everyone even on me..why everyone judges my life always??I didnt accept the fact that day that I was happy somewhere to have her in my life but the reality that she hid the truth from me overpowered the thought to feel happy!!It was midnight when I finished my meeting n I was hell tired!!

I reached parking area n when I was about to unlock the door of my car I felt a poke on my shoulder .I turned to find HER!!she was standing infront of me with crossed arms making grumpy face!!I ignored her n settled in my seat..before I could realize anything she was fast enough to settle in the car beside me.."what??"I asked her frustatingly..

"why u were not answering my call??and ha how dare u to stop me from coming in to ur cabin??i would have killed ur employee for stopping me but it was not his fault..why u were ignoring me ha??i said u already that If u are angry on me then show it on me "she said in one go not even allowing me to breathe…she almost pounced on me..

I didn't want to talk to her so I inserted the key to start the engine but she snatched the keys from me.."answer me maan!!"she said sternly..

"who am I to answer u anything???and what should I answer???do I have anything to decide n take any decisions on my own??when I don't have any chance to decide or think anything what should I answer to u??"I replied to her lost in my thoughts.."maan pls…pls listen to me once..ok iam sorry for hiding my identity from u but.."

I didn't let her complete n grabbed the keys from her..I was in no mood to listen to anyone..I was so upset n wanted to live alone..She cant go alone at that odd hour so I decide to drop her at her place.."no I wont let u do anything before u listen to me ok"she again tried to grab the keys n in the effort of freeing my hand from her hold I lost the hold on the keys n they were on the floor..I withdrawed my hand with such a force that the keys slipped away from my hand through window..
I tried to get out from the car but she closed the door with force..We were locked inside the car!!yes!!!my car got locked automatically as soon as she closed the door..I even failed to notice when the windows were closed as it happened so fast..

"damn!!what was that geet??do u even know what u did???we got locked inside the car damit n I don't even have another pair of keys"I shouted on her..

"good!!!atleast u listen to me now as u cant move any where"she answered me with a smile which angered me more..I turned my face away from her to avoid her..

"maan.."she started her convo but stopped with a gasp when the lights went off..there was no light in the car..The lights in the parking slot went off making the area turn dark completely!!

"maan.."she called me n I could sense difference in her voice..I panicked for a second n before I could say anything she hugged my arm tight hiding her face in my neck.."geet.."I tried to talk to her."maan pls iam scared"she said before I could say anything..I took out my mobile n turned on the light..She seemed to relax but it didn't last for long as my mobile switched off due to low battery..she clinged more in to me now shifting herself in to my seat…I couldn't move an inch as door was locked n other side geet held me tight by my waist..My heart started beating fast finding her so close to me..I never experienced that feeling before..I somewhere loved that..unknowingly my hand snaked around her waist hugging her back.."maan iam scared"her fearful moan brought me back to my senses.."geet u don't worry iam here..go back to ur seat..iam here nothing to worry"I said trying to making her sit back in her seat but she nodded in no hugging me more tight.."pls maan I cant pls"she said..I could sense her fear so I kept quiet caressing her hair to calm her..

I thought to think some way to get out from there..My damn mobile was off n even geet had no mobile..so I thought to break the car door n moved a little to free her from me but she hugged me more tight.."plzzz..plzzz don't…iam scared of darkness"she pleaded me helplessly clinging more closer to me almost sitting on my lap..I kept rubbing her back to calm her n in reflex she hugged me tight by snaking her hands round my neck n hid her face in the crook of my neck taking my senses away..

And by then she was completely sitting in my lap..I felt so good to find her so close to me..She seemed to relax after few minutes..I didn't even knew when I hugged her tight pulling her more in to me..

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