PROLOGUE
Today I am feeling very alone .just getting a kind of frustrated and angry on myself.how can ilet anyone come too close to me that even I forget about my self,my life,my dreams which were sometime were the essential part of my life.today the tears of helplessness,sorrow,agony and regret are falling from my eyes.i just cant help it,being neglected and betrayed is an emotion I am totally new to it.
How will I survive in this world how????
This question is lingering in my mind how I am going to face myself,my lifeand moreover my parents who always trust me more than their life .
I betrayed them''''..
I m not a good human being not only this I am not a good daughter. I just felt like crying but these god damn tears are not falling making me guilty of my deeds,of my biggest mistake to trust someone, to let him use me for his own sake.
How can I be so fool'''..
FOOL'yes ,this is the only word that now I can use for myself''..
Why?why?why did he used me .Am I that only use material.i considered him as my friend and what did he do he just used me''he just used me'.
But not anymore I will not cry anymore not for that good for nothing friend of mine.
Yes DEV you only deserve my hatred not even my sympathy.
Yes ,I will not cry for your so called fake friendship.
From todaygeet,geet handawill not cry, will not shed the tears of helplessness.
Infact I am greatful to you to let me know that trust and friends cannot exist together.
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