Heart Of Heart_Maaneet FF_UPDATES HELD TILL MARCH - Page 5

Peeping outside the car window Geet was still dreaming of her prince charming...a small smile crept on her face as the window glass reflected his shadow...niharofying the handsome face of his she gets lost looking outside in no where her glittering hazels reflected love, a pure love for the one who's shadow was as precious as his gaze...she treasured even the single look she had seen since now

her steeling glancing looking outside the classroom window, her standing on corridors peeping below the ground watching him playing basket ball with team, smiling with friends, pranks with fellows, her unconscious walks parallel to him in the ground, her twisting and turning in morn prayers to get a glimpse of him, her silent wishes to her hearty prays, her walking silently when he is not there and that zeal on her face with his single shadow, her tai-chi and dance classes in sync with him, her eating lunch in grounds to get a view of his, bunking classes when he have a free period, sitting far opposite benches drooling over him, skipping her lunch breaks to be with him just for a few more seconds even, her dry tears when he walk pass her, her raising heartbeat with her each step to him, her soul bursting in a new sound with his each step taken towards her, her holiday plans to her school schedules, from her mark sheets to her notes everything was set as if he was doing it for her but still she never let anyone snatch his first position neither herself nor anyone else, her everything, each and everything revolved round him, her life revolved round the person who never recognized her

Her days started from wishing him to end while dreaming him, she wasn't just herself anymore she was more of Maan ki Geet to be precise, the Geet who could kill or die for just a single worry of her Maan who could go to any extent to be with the one she loves she bows her head down, she loved him that was true this was the biggest truth of her life she treasured she could never deny even a single second of her life which is for him just from him, from her breath to the blood flowing in her veins, from her each step to the rhythm she attains dreaming him was just his...she lost herself in the run to be his while he was never her she knew the fact clearly she could never gain that power to be him ever in her life she knew it since long but couldn't stop herself from drowning in the ecstatic passion of the feeling he instilled her heart each and every time she looks at that face

Two years she knew he have changed, somewhere he have changed a lot not just from his each expression but from his each move his each step his each breath she knew something terribly wrong has happened to cocoon him in his own hard nut, but one thing she dint knew how to make him come out of that cocooned self to be the Maan she saw the first time in that basketball court dribbling his ball...she knew she couldn't do anything to bring him back but what haunts her days and nights was what exactly took her Maan to be the Cold blooded emotionless person, he never showed his any expression his any feeling as if he was hiding something in the deep oceans of his heart never to be opened again...

She dreamt to be him, dreams him to be hers, dreams to be with him day and night till she takes her last breath, dreams to die in his embrace, dreams of him, him, him, and only him...not knowing was this dream ever was suppose to come true or was a fairy tale which looks good in books but it may become the worst nightmare in the realty, is anyone in this blue earth is capable of going an all the dreadful dark thorny roses to be with the one whom they love, ironical she was waking bare footed on the same thorny rose bed still wondering is it even possible or not...(divzi wonders is this even possible in that some becomes so insane in love that sanity doesn't even exist anywhere round them, is love such hard to conquer, forgetting oneself to possess the other)

Lost in her own dreamland she dint even came to knew when the car came to an halt at the big black gates of her house being opened by gatekeepers, the squeaking noise of doors were not enough to wake her from the thoughts her mind was lingering,...

Sam looked at her knowing what was going inside her but she couldn't do anything else praying again she felt helpless knowing she couldn't even give her best friend the most precious happiness she wanted to have for her whole life...wondering she gave her two and a half years of life to the one whom she knew will never be hers, whom she knew she can never have in her life

Geet...Sam called out slowly making her come out of her trance still looking dazed Geet turned her head to sam and smiled weekly...we reached home gudia...

Geet just nodded and walked of the car straight to her room...

I guess she is tired...Rano Maa said with a little hope observing her changes in last few months she knew somewhere something was bothering her but she won't tell unless she feels like...sighing she stepped inside followed by others...

******************************************************

Again one of the same evening in KM

Maan once again sitting alone in his gym after that heavy, aggressive, intensive, exercise...sitting dipping his head in his palms aloof from all alone to himself, making her thudding heart come at rest, calming the rush flowing in his blood of anger, anxiety yet again, the days and nights which he was always willing all for himself was stolen by a stranger by a person who's face he don't even know...a person who's looks doesn't mean to him but the feeling she fills in his heart with her nearness was still lingering in his heart making her furiously thud in his cold stone heart in that deep corner where there might be difficult for any other person to reach but the person who reached there was nowhere to be found...NO WHERE IN HIS REACH...living a life..huhh life is this what we call life...can anyone imagine a 18 year old boy living a life alone for the one whom he don't even know whom he don't even know who was she, where she came from, where she just vanished, haven't he tried his best, his all power he possessed as a 18yr old teenager since last year...what was that power which binds him with her but still was incapable of marking her as his when he was her...that day he left her, the day he got her to lose her again was his last day in peace he decided to seal his heart from all worldly emotions and fears...he decided to stay aloof with himself...

"I will forget her, I will forget her" his own words lingered in his mind to give him strength yet his own will was lacking to give his strength the power to forget her, the one wh managed to break all shackles to come inside and make her own place how was he suppose to forget him he smiles at his own fate his own step to his own failure

Again the same incident, again the same scene, again the same scenario and again a mute silent lonely spectator looking at her grandson from far, she wondered what happened which took his smile, his glittering eyes, her Maan, her grandson go away from her to an extent where she dint knew who was able to get her son back, her power back to his week body...she looks at him for a while and then again moves away silently wiping her tears praying god to get her Maan and his happiness back

His weird behavior, his anger sometime was enough to shiver any soul just looking him far, from the schools quite and calm kid who was always ready to help anyone and anywhere at any time, he has became a ruthless cold headed Maan no one knew how and when but one thing everyone came to know now was they shouldn't be in the bad list of the boy called Maan still no one knowing who actually was Maan, no one knew The Maan Singh Khurana's real identity, as if he needed any identity proof for himself he was the owner of his own world he built at such a tender stage helping dadi maa with each and every project, slowly bit by bit over powering the whole empire in his hands while, just at the age of living and loving he damped himself in so much work that he dint even had any time for his own self, his own life...he knew he was running but he also knew he can do nothing else then running, sometimes smiling at own fate, the person who's single glare was enough to make the earth go crazy beneath one's feet was running from the biggest hit of fate he hated the feeling called alone, called helplessness, called defeat but what he actually wanted to posses, wanted to win he lost the same somewhere without any mistake or even any knowledge of what he treasure

Teachers shivered saying anything, any ways what was anyone suppose to do or say he was best in what he did, he gained the top position yet living the world under his feet, yet handling the business to the smallest level he had managed to bang the first place without any loose every time, he was aloof from everyone from the entire world from the entire self, just one thing he knew was loneliness he dint wanted to share with anyone else but one person whom he knew have the power to take away all his fears all his loneliness was not with him

He searched her in each and every possible place he could, school, city, club, dance classes, everywhere he could even think of he could think he can find her, but each time he had that disappointment in hands not able to reach her, what else he could have possible done when he dint even knew her name, forget name he dint even saw her face properly once...he takes out the same platinum band in his hand flicking it smirking at his own defeat...I will forget you one day sure, I will move on...he smiles and settles it back in his tracks and gets up coming out from the gym heading towards the washroom...

Precap: Maan and Geet back to school

Prev:Part 23 Next: Part 25

Ohkiz if anyone dint get we skipped a year with Geet in her 10^th and Maan in his 12^th

^{and Geet's 2 year drooling and Maan's 1 year longing}

so now give me my comments and like

will be waiting

AND WHO ALL WANT PMz PLEASE SEND ME BUDDY REQUEST

I'LL NOT BE ABLE TO PM OTHERWISE

❤️Divzi sighing off