**PART 37**
Maan was now confused...he turned around and moved a frustrating hand through his hair when his eyes
fell on sam's pic...
oh god...not again...he uttered...
while geet cried her heart out in washroom...
even she wanted to be near him...but there was something that was restricted her from this!!!!
she was not completely ready yet to give herself to him...
kuch to tha adhoora abhi!!!!
she changed her dress and came out to see maan pacing impatiently outside waiting for her!!!
she stopped in her tracks looking at his enraging form...
as he saw her standing there and looking at him...
he just pulled her and pinned her to the wall...
kyun geet?....he asked...
there was no answer...she just lowered hr eyes
as she couldn't look into his eyes that were full of questions...yet love...
dammit geet...for heaven sake speak up!!! he demanded...
she couldn't reply ...
as she herself didn't know what to answer...
she had feelings for him...she wanted to forget past...
and accept him in every possible way...
she wanted to give herself to him yet there was something that
was stopping her...but she didn't know that...
maybe because am not able to accept him knowing how much my di loved him...
but then di only wanted us to be together...
mai kya karu babajee...
muje koi rasta dikhayie...i don't wanna hurt him either...
she closed her eyes...asking for answers from babajee...
speak up geet...i need an answer...he spoke at top of his voice...
this girl was now testing his patience...
a lone tear escaped from her eyes...
maan sighed looking at it...
he stepped back...and gave her space enough for her escape...
geet just rushed from there and fell on her bed...
hiding her face in her pillow...
she cried her heart out...
while then she heard the door of the adjacent room being opened...
then being banged closed...
she was expecting him to sleep besides with her but then she
also knew how angry he was...and she will have to put in a lot of effort
to mend what just happened...
she sighed ...and couldn't sleep entire night...
while same scene was there in maan's room...
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as his opened hearing his alarm ringing...
he thought of previous night's events...
his mind was occupied with those thoughts for entire night...
he didn't realize when he actually fell asleep...
he didn't know what he did was right or wrong...
he truly,deeply infact madly loved her...
but no one could say that he was obsessed with her looking at him...
why? the answer was true love...he could have forced earlier also...
but he didn't ...only to make her fall in love with him...
that is what he always dream t of...a happy family...
and this was what she might have thought of...that s why...
only not break her dreams...not to hurt her...
but what about his feelings?
what about his desires?
she was so near him yet so far...now he felt a need to reconsider his thoughts...
whatever he did was right or wrong?
should have he been a bit strict with her then this wouldn't have happened...
so does that mean should i force her? he thought...
he got up and proceeded outside to only see her packing her bags...
geet...he called out...
ji...wo mai...apne mumma-pappa ke sath kuch din guzarna chahti thi...
aur waise bhi bahut din hogaye the...they were even missing parth...
ha but parth se to wo yahan bhi mil sakte hai?
she sighed...she stopped packing and turned to look towards him...
Maan...i need some time...
see i don't wanna hurt you...
but before she could continue...maan stopped her showing his hand...
jb chodne jana ho...tell me...i will drop you...
saying so he went out for his workout...
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after bidding good bye to sawitri and annie...
geet sat in the car with parth...
as maan was already sitted...making sure they were comfortably sited...
he zoomed out the car...
they reached at her place...
they got out...
arrey beta tum aa gae....rano spoke greeting both maan and geet...
she made them settled down...
acha maa ab chalt hun...have to go to office...
arrey maan beta i had to talk to you...can you give me five minutes...
offcourse maa...ye ap kaisi baaten kr rae hai...
boliye maa...kya baat hai...
beta yahan nai...she took him to sam's room...
and as he entered the room...she closed the room...
maa ab boliye...
rano went towards sam's cupboard and took out her diary...
ye kya hai maan...she asked showing him the diary...
kya maa...ye to diary hai...
ap kya kehna chahte hai?
she shook her head...and said...
i was cleaning her almirah when i got this diary...
this is sam's personal diary...
you know maan she loved you a lot...
i know maa...maan spoke not looking in her eyes...
but beta you never loved her?
ji...he spoke ...looking shocked...
maan...i got this letter of yours in her diary...she spoke showing him the letter...
beta you told her about her feelings before marriage...
maa...am really sorry...i tried to keep her happy in every sense...but i failed...
we were just friends...i could never give her that space that her heart demanded...
a place that should be given to a wife...am sorry maa...
maan beta...please...she spoke looking at him with teary eyes...
beta you told her about your feelings...you were never wrong beta...
it was sam who was wrong...she was so much blind in her own world...
that she forgot about your happiness...
she spoiled every ones life...she broke down...
maa please...don't cry...maa...
maan am sorry maan...i could never be a good mother...
i couldn't teach my daughter anything...beta ho sake to mujhe maf krdena...
maa...ab bs...ab ap aur kuch nai kahengi...apko meri kasam...
she smiled looking up at him...maan you are very nice...
geet s very lucky to have you...
maan but then how come parth...
maan cut her...she mixed my drinks...
rano gasped in shock...how could sam stoop so low...
she can not be my child...she s not my blood...
maa ab chodiye na...
maan you always loved geet?...she asked looking at him...
maa apko kaise pata...
anyone can tell that from the way you look at her...
but my tudu is very innocent...she would sacrifice her happiness for sams...
she wouldn't have accepted you?
ni maa...maan spoke dejectedly...
don't worry beta i will tell her the entire truth...
ni maa...apko meri kasam...he spoke feeling scared...
i can not hurt her...
maan beta...tum itne ache kyun ho...she spoke cupping his face...
but maan aise kaise chalega...
ni maa...i will try it with my love for her...
maan but that wont be enough...
maan don't get me wrong but make her fall in love with you
in a different manner...
you did everything with love...now you may have to change your approach...
getting what am io hinting to...she smiled...
maa you are awesome...thanx maa...
maan now its time for you to be happy...
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PRECAP: geet woke up and went to terrace for fresh air...
she smiled looking at her plants...feeling the fresh air around...
just then a pair of arm snaked around her waist...
missing me jaan...she heard the husy voice...
maan ...she gasped as he kissed the sensitive skin below her ear...
so people...how was it?????
# guys now its gonna get intresting...as even i was geeting bored with the story line...
so though of changing a bit...and changing maan a bit...jb ghee sidhi unglee se na nikle...
to unglee tedhi krni padti hai...
# sorry for late update...my net s not working...updated on papa's lappy...
and also my internship...its actually becoming very hectic...
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