MG FF - Love and Hate Thread 1 - Page 45

waiting eagerly...i ant to know who is behind all this

hey i hav read this whole in a while nd it is really very good pls updt...
it cant hold bak .pls reveal the truth.pls dnt suffer maneet this much nd also our little one...pls...
really very nice first whn i rd the prolg i hav no intrst bt nw its really very good
pls dnt suffer maneet more...ols...

when will u update dear..how many minutes more..???????

cant wait...or concentrate on other works..
jaldi karo na..plspls..

plzzz update next part asap

Part 11

Two days passed for the confrontation between Maan and Geet. The khuranna's took Annie to KM. both the families reached the KM and found out tat it was empty. Upon asking Nakul for the whereabouts about Maan and Geet he said tat he had n o clue about them. They thought tat may be both of them were out and Dadima somewhere happy as she though tat their differences were solved. Slowly two more days passes and there was no sign of either Maan or Geet. Their phones were out of coverage area and no one ahd any clues. It was the sixth day after the incident and as it was a Sunday the Handa's had come to see Annie. They all were settled in the living room when their eyes fell on Maan. He seemed to be looking pale and tired. Maan slowly came inside and without giving a single glance to them walked away when he was stopped by ddaima.

Dadima: Maan aap log kaha the. Aur app akele, geet kaha hain.

( Maan where were you. how come you are alone and where is geet)

Maan did not pay attention to her and walked away to his room. Everyone were shocked except the Handas. They were all aware tat one day this would come. Dadima , Yash and Naina were tensed with his behaviour and therefore followed to his room which was followed by the others. Here Maan was too lost in his thoughts when he heard his door clicked open. Yash did not wait for anyone and started shouting at Maan.

Yash: Maan aapke dadima ne aapse kuch poocha tha and we do need an answer for it.

( Maan your Dadima had asked something and we do need and answer for tat)

Maan:Dad please m not in any mood to answer any of your questions.

Naina: Maan hum apse faltu ke jawab nahi maang rahe hain. Geet kaha hain. Aap dono tho ek saath bahar gaye the na.

( Maan we are not wasting your time. Where is geet and you both were together na)

Maan: Mom how come I will know where is she.

Dadima: aapka matlab kya hain Maan. Geet aapke saath hi tho gayi thi na.

( wats the meaning of this Maan. Geet was with you only na)

Maan than realised tat geet was no where in the Mansiona and he instantly went towards geets wardrobe and found it empty.

Maan: so she did wat she wanted.

Dadima: maan hum aapse kuch pooch rahe hai aur aap hain ki kuch jawab hi nahi dena chahthe.

( Maan we are asking you something and you seemed to be in not mood to answer them)

Maan: kya jawab do main dadima. Yehi ki aapki laldi geet ghar jhod ke jaa juki hain. Yehi ki jo woh karna chahthi thi woh kar juki hain.

( Wat shall I answer dadima. Its tat you want to know tat geet has left the house. Its tat you want to know tat she wanted to do this and she did.)

Yash: Maan wat the hell are you saying? Aap janthe bhi hain ki aap kis tarah ki baatein kar rahe hain.

( Maan wat the hell are you saying? Do you know wat are you saying.)

Annie: Dad aap bhai pe kyu chila rahe hain. Yeh tho ek din hona hi tha.

( dad why are you shouting at bhai. This was to happen one day)

Naina: Annie aapka matlab kya hain. Yeh geet ke baaremein bat kar rahe hain and shayad aap bhool rahi hain ki geet apki bhabi hain.

( aanie wats the meaning of this. He is peaking about get and I think you forgot tat she is your sister in law)

Annie: Mom aap sab sachayi nahi janthe aur yeh tho yeh din hona hi tha.

(Mom you all are unaware of the trutha nd this was to happen one day)

Yash: Maan yeh Annie kis sachayi ke baaremein baat .

( Maan wat truth does annie is talking about)

Maan was all quite as he did not have any answers to their questions. He never wanted his family to know the truth even tough he had tat hatred towards geet. he very well knew tat his family loved geet and he did not wanted tat love to erase but today will he be able to save tat love. he eyed at Annie as if telling her to be quite but Annie was no where listening. By the time the talk was on Arjun's eyes fell on the papers lying on the table. He slowly picked it up and was shocked to read the contents of the paper. he just said

Arjun: Maan yeh sab.

( Maan wats this)

Annie: so she has gone for an abortion once again.

Maan closed his eyes listening to this and the khuranna's were shocked to hear it. They were all blank with the piece of news when nanina said.

Naina: abortion. Wat does this mean annie.

Annie: mom haan apki so called bahu ne phir se ek aur abortion karvya hain.

( Mom you so called daughter in law has done one more abortion)

Dadima: phir se matlab.

(wat)

Annie: yeh geet ka pehla abortion nahi hai dadima. Pata nahi aise kitne saare bache giraye hain ish geet ne.

( yes dadima this is not her first abortion. God knows how many pregnancies she has terminated)

Yash: apni hadh mein rehkar baat kiya karo. Yeh mat bhulana ki woh tumari bhabhi hain.

(Don't cross your limits annie and don't forget tat she is your bhabhi)

Annie: bhabi tho sirf naam ki hain dad. Aap sab kuch nahi janthe, nahi janthe ki geet kaisi ladki hain. Kya hain uska zindagi ka sach.

(Bhabhi just for the name sake. You all don't know anything. Don't know wat type of girl is she. Wats the truth about her life)

Maan: annie bas kar. Bahut ho juka hain ab.

( annie just stop it. Its too much)

Annie: nahi bhai ab aur nahi. Inhe bhi tho pata chale ki inki laldli bahu kaise kaise gul kilathi hain. Kya hain uski zindagi ka kala sach.

( no bhai not anymore. Let them also know how good is their geet. Let them know her truth)

Naina: yeh sab kya hain maan. Aur annie ish sach ki baat kar rahi. Kya hai iski baato ka matlab.)

Yash: maan aap chup kyu hain. Kya aap humse kuch chupa rahe hain.

( maan why are you so quite. Are you hiding something from us)

Dadima: maan bete hum janthe hain ki humari geet aisa kuch nahi kar sakthi. Aap please baatayana ki annie jhoot bhol rahi hain.

( maan I know tat our geet will never do such things. Just say tat wat geet is saying is wrong)

Mohinder : yeh sach hain maa ji. Annie sach keh rahi hain.

( this is the truth maaji. Annie is saying the truth)

Yash: mohinder yeh kaisi sachyai hai jishe hum sab anjaan hai.

( Mohinder wats the truth tat we don't know)

Mohinder: haan yash. Annie sach keh rahi hain aur..

( yes yash annie is saying the truth and ..)

Yash: aur kya mohinder. Aakhir baat kya hain.

( and wat mohinder. Wats the matter)

Annie: dad please aap papa se kuch mat kaheya nahi bhai se. Inh unhone tu yeh sab mere aur mere bache ki wajah se chupa rakhe tha. Par ab aur nahi main aapko sab sach baatati hoon ki aakhir kar geet ka sach kya hain.

( dad please don't say anything to papa and bhai. They all did this for me and my child. but not anymore. I will tell you the whole truth)

Naina: Annie aap seedhe seedhe bata

( Annie just tell)

Annie: tho sun lijiye mom. Aap jis geet ki itni tareef karthi hai, jishe app apni achi bahu kathe hai, jiske wajah se aap mujhe har baar dhanthi rahti thi janthe hain app ki woh kaun hai. Woh ek yesi ladki hai jisne apni so called simple life ke peeche apni zindagi ke kaale sach chupa ke rahke hai. Janthi hai aap geet ne jaane kitni mardo ke saath ristha rakha hain. Kitne saare abortion karvaye hain. Kitne saare boy friends badal hain.

( than listen. Do you know wat type of girl is she , you always praised her, shouted at me because of her but you don't know wat she is. She has hidden her black truth behind her so called simple life. Do you she has so amny relations with numerous mens in this world, has gone for many abortions and changed her boyfriends frequently)

Dadima: bas annie bahut hua. Hum chup hain iska matlab yeh nahi ki app jo chahiye woh kehde.

( enough annies. Its too much. Just becauise we are quite it does not mean tat you can say wat you want)

Annie: kyu dadima sach nahi sun payi. Hum janthe the ki aap kabhi bhi ish baat par yakeen nahi karege. Par aap fikar mat kijiye humare paas iske bahut saare sabhut hain

( why dadima cant you listen to the truth. I knew tat you all will never believe me but don't worry we have all the proffs with us.)

Annie showed them all the proofs and they were shocked to see it. They could not believe tat geet would do something but they could not neglect the proofs in front of them. The proofs clearly stated tat geet was at fault.

Dadima: nahi yeh nahi ho saktha. Humari geet aisa kuch nahi kar sakthi. Hum inh sab par yakeen nahi karthe.

( no this cant happen. Our geet can never do such things. I will never believe this)

Annie: yakeen bas kijiye dadima. Sabut aapke samne ho kar bhi aap yeh sab keh rahi hai.aur ab tho geet ne har seema paar ki hain. Pehle tho abortions karthi thi taki kisiko sach na pata chale par ab kyu.

( belive, enough dadima. The proofs are in front of you. but now she has crossed all her limits. First she used to do abortions so tat no one comes to know about her pregnancy but why now)

Naina: matlab

(means)

Annie: matlab yeh mom ki geet ne meri accident se pehle bhi ek abortion karvaya hai aur yeh tho main yakeen se keh sakthi hoon ki geet ne bhai ka bacha abort kiya hain.

( mom it means tat geet has done a abortion before my accident and this time its bhai's child.)

Yash: Maan ka bacha.

( Maan's chlid)

Annie: haan dad. Kyunki jaha tak main janthi hoon bhai geet ko ghar se bahar akele nahi jaane dete the aur ishki anusar yeh bacha bhai ka tha aur ish baar tho geet ne jayaaaz bache ko hi maar dala. Maar dala ish khuranna khandaan ke vansh ko. Maar dala aapke bete ke bacho ko dad. Maar dala bhai ke bache ko. Par ismein koi hairaani ki baat nahi yeh tho ek din hona hi tha. Aakhir apni rangeen zindagi jeene ke liye woh koi ruktavat nahi chahthi. par mujhe ish baat ka dukh hai ki jis insan ne ushe badnaami se bachaya ushi ke bache ko maar dala. kaha tha na bhai ki geet se shaadi mat kijiye.

( yes dad. Because as far as I know bhai did not allow geet to go out so it will definetely be bhai's child. she killed the heir of Khuranna's. She killed your sons baby. Killed bhai's baby. Par done be shocked for this as it was to happen one day. Why would she bring any obstacles in her life. But I feel bad for bhai. As she killed his baby who saved her from this mean world. I had told you na bhai tat don't marry her.)

Naina: yani ki maan sach jantha tha aur ishne humse sachayi chupayi.

(tat means maan kne the truth and he did not tell us)

Annie: haan mom. Bhai mere shaadi se pehle hi sachayi jaan juke the par meri shaadi aur pregnancy ke wajah se chup the. Aur meri ghar ki izzat bachane ke liye inhone apni zindagi barbaad ki. Ek aisi ladki se shaadi ki jishne zindagi ke har moodh par apne maa, papa, bhai aur pyar ko dhoka diya. Dhoke ke alva kuch nahi diya. Dono parivaar ke izzat par badnaami ke dhaag laga juki hai geet. Itna hi nahi jab humne sachayi poochi tab apne aap ko bekasoor baatati rahi par apni baat sabhit nahi kar payi.

( yes mom. Bhai knew everything before the marriage but he kept quite for me. And to save my family's honor he spoiled his own life.he marrid such a girl who on each step of her life only gave pain to her parents, brother and her love. She only betrayed them. She just gave badnaami to both the families. When we asked her about this she denied but never proved herself right.)

Yash: hum soch bhi nahi sakthe ki Handa's ki beti aisi nikalegi. Kya socha tha humne aur kya hogaya. Mohinder yeh tumne theek nahi kiya. Apni ghar ki badnaami na ho isliye tumne mere bete ki zindagi barbaad kar di. Kya sochkar tumne geet ki shaadi Maan se karava di. Kya galathi thi humari ki tumari beti ne humare waris ko janam dene se pehle hi maar dala. Agar ghar se bhag jaana hi tha tho humse kehti hum khud hi ushe ish ghar se jaane dete par jab hume apna waris mil jatha.

(we cant even believe tat Handa's daughter would be like this. Wat we had thought and wat happened. Mohinder you did not do this right. Just to save your family you spoiled my sons life. With wat intentions you married your characterless daughter with my son. Wat was our mistake tat she killed khuranna's child. if she wanted to run away then she could tell us I could let her go but after giving us the child.)

Naina: Nahi yash acha hua ki who khud hi chali gayi yaha se warna bezzat hoke jaathi. Aur tum kya chahthe ho ki humare ghar ke chirag aisi ladki ki khok se paidha ho. Nahi Yash hum nahi chah the ki ush geet ka humare ghar par koi bhi saaya ho. Nahi chah the ki ish ghar mein uska naam koi bhi le. Humari bete ki zindagi barbaad kar di. Handa's ki izzat bachane ke liye humare bete ne apni parva tak nahi ki. Ek baat sun lijiye aap sab hum aaj ke baad ush ladki ka naam ya koi bhi khabar nahi sunna chah the. Aap sab ke liye acha hoga ki hum yeh bhi bhol jaye ki geet naam ki koi bhi ladki thi humari zindagi mein.

( no yash. Its goos tat she herself left from here. And you want tat our maan's child should come in this world by such girl. No yash I don't want tat geet's shadow to fall on our lives. I don't want even her name to be taken in this house. She has spoiled my sons life. Just to save this Handa's my son did not even think once about himself. Just listen to me once since from today I don't want tat girls name in my house. Its better tat you all forget tat a girl named geet ever existed in our life.)

Mohinder: Yash hume maaf kardo par sach maanye humne Maan se kaha bhi tha ki who geet se shaadi na kare aur apni zindagi barbaad kar de. Hum khud hi ushe humari zindagi se bahar karna chah the par Maan ne humari izzat bachane ke liye shaadi ki. Hum aap sab ke kasoorvar hai. Ho sake tho humne maaf kar de.

( yash please forgive us. But believe me we had told maan not to marry her.we ourself wanted to throw her away from our lives. But maan did not allow us to do tat as it would spoil our name in the society.please is possible forgive us)

In the midst of this Maan had no dare said a word when everyone was accusing gee. He did not have the guts for saying anything. He knew tat his parents will never would accept such a girl. He knew tat they would never blame him for all the things but he never wanted his family to accuse geet. She had betrayed him and his love and only he ha the right to punish and accuse her. He never wanted her to leave the house as even though he hates her he could not stay without her. Dadima was hell shocked by seeing all this but her heart somewhere could not believe it. She knew tat geet loved Maan more than anything and betraying him was far away. She could not say anything as even Maan did not oppose the accusations on geet. She silently saw Maan who was all lost in his world. She could not believe tat Maan did not trust geet whom he loved more than his life. She

still could see the same love and pain for geet which he always had.

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Days passed by but there was no name of geet in Khuranna Mansion as well as in the Handa Haveli. It looks like there was no one names geet in their life. Her name, memories all were erased form their life. Still there were two people who could not forget her. Dadima could not digest the fact tat geet had betrayed them. She tried to talk to Maan on this matter but Maan was never available to her. She did not know wat was the real truth but yes she still remembered geet saying once

" Dadima pyar zindagi ka woh sach hai jo main maar ke bhi nahi bhol sakthi. Shayad zindagi ke har rasthe khatam ho sakthe hain par mera pyar kabhi khatam nahi ho saktha. Chahye mere bhagwan bhi mujhe Maan se dur karne ki koshish kare par main unhse dur kabhi nahi jaa sakthi. Janthi haina dadima ki agar main Maan se durr jaongi tho woh jeethe jee mar jayenge. Main khud mita sakthi hoon par Maan se kabhi dur nahi nahi jaa sakthi. Maan se dur jaane ka khayal main apne sapne mein bhi nahi la sakthi. Main shayad aapko yeh baata bhi nahi sakthi ki maan mere liye kya hain. Par zindagi ko shayad mere aur Maan ka saath khabul nahi hai. Shayad babaji ne mere naseeb mein Maan nahi leekha. Isliye tho unke saath hote hue bhi main hamesha akele rahi hoon. Par dadima kya mera pyar itna kamzoor tha ki main Maan ko kho doo. Kya mera Maan par vishwas andha tha. Kya main kabhi apne Maan ko wapas paa sakungi. Kya Maan ko mujhpar yakeen hoga ki unki Geet ne sirf aur sif unhse pyar kiya, karthi hain aur hamesha karth rahegi par Maan ki nafrat se darr lagne laga hai dadima. Darr lag raha hain ki unki yeh nafrat hume unse durr na lejaye. Darr lag raha hain ki unki yeh nafrat sab khatam na karde. Darr lag raha hai ki unki yehi nafrat unhe ek din barbaad na karde. Aur agar mujhe unhe ish nafrat se bachane ke liye aisa koi khadam lena pada tho main peeche nahi hatugi dadima."

( Dadima love is tat truthg in my life tat even after my death I acnt forget it. All the roads in my life may end but my love will never. Even if god wants to take away me from Maan I will not go. Do you know Dadima tat if I go away from maan, he will die. I can die for him but will never go away from him. I cant even think of going away from him in my dreams. I cant even tell you wat Maan is for me. But I think destiny does not want us to be together. I think babaji never had written Maan in my life. Tats why being with him we are far away from each other. But dadima was my live so weak tat I will loose Maan. Was my trust in Maan blind. Will I get my maan back. Will he trust me. Geet only love him, loves him and will always. But m sacred of this hatred. M sacred tat this hatred of his will take him away from me. M sacred tat his hatred will break everything. M sacred tat this hatred of his will destroy him one day. And if I have to save him from thin hatred than I will do wat ever I have to do dadima.)

This were the last geet had spoken when dadima had found geet silently crying in her room before few days of Annie's accident. Tat time she did not know the hidden meaning of this words as she never knew the real truth about their relation except tat there were some small fights. But now she knew wat geet wanted to say and now it was to late for getting her back. Dadima knew one think tat wat ever it is there was something in this as one think was clear tat if Geet was ever at mistake she would never deny it but when she was not at mistake she always kept quite thinking tat everyone will understand her but this was her mistake tat this quality of hers took everything away from her. Dadima dint not know the truth and it was far difficult to talk to Maan and only geet could tell her everything. She was determined to find geet and get her answers as she knew tat even though Maan showed tat he hated geet from his heart but he was breaking from inside.

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On the otherside though Maan should tat he was not at all affected by geet's absence he could not deny it to his heart tat he did not love geet. Yes his heart did love his mishty and also hates her. Since his family came to know about geet he hardly wnet to KM. he spent most of his time in KC and later would spent his time in his small cottage on the outskirts of city which he had purchased long back. He wanted to gift it to geet on her birthday but could not. He had specially designed it according to her likes and the whole cottage was filled with her photos, their memories which they had. But now it seemed only the way he could feel a bit relaxed. He had almost shifted here and hardly would go to KM. he could find himself drawn into this paradise. He was so lost in his pain and love tat he did not know wat was happening in the world. It had become a routine for him tat after the work he would straight away come here. He had become the worst terror in his office now. He came and sat in the cottage thinking about his life, his geet and the events tat turned his life.

Maan: Kyu geet Kyu kiya tumne aisa. Meri zindagi ka sach thi tum aur ushi sach ko rondh kar chali gayi. Kash geet ki main tumse kabhi mila bhi naa hota tho shayad mere zindagi aisi na hoti. Par bhagwan ne mere kismat mein tumhe leekh kar kar na leekh saka. Zindagi mein hamesha apne dil ke drawaze bandh karke rakhe the maine par tumari ek nazar ne unh bandh darwazo ko khol diya aur ab hamesha ke liye dil mein na chahthe hue bhi basi ho tum. Zindagi ke har modh pe saath dene ka wada kiya tha par tumne tho zindagi ko hi maar dala. Kya kasoor tha mera ki tumne mujhe yeh sazza di. Kya kasoor tha mere pyar ka jo tumne ushe saas bhi nahi lene diya. Kya kasoor the ush nanhi se jaan ka jishe tumne zindagi dene se pehle ki khatam kar diya. Main nahi chah tha ki tumari sachayi ghar pe kisiko bhi pata chale. nahi chatha ki tume mere alva aur koi nafrat kare aur sazza de kyun ki yeh haq sirf mera tha.

Janthi ho geet ki main jee ke bhi nahi jee paa raha hoon. Tumse nafrat kar ke bhi nafrat kar nahi paa raha. Aisa koi din nahi tha jab main tumse nafrat karna nahi jhoda par ush nafrat mein bhi pyar tha. Har ek dard jo tumne mujhe diya maine tumhe wapas diya. Har din tune dard de kar bhi mera maan ashant hain. Nahi sochna hain mujhe tumare baaremein par yeh dil mere bas mein nahi. Tumari bewafai ki sazza tumhe har din dekar bhi mera dil khush nahi hai. Tumhe har din dekhar mera gussa tumari bewafai yaad dila tha par tumari sazza ke saath main bhi jaltha raha. Tumhe har pal dard dekar bhi mujhe khushi nahi hui. Kyu geet kyu kartha hoon main tumse itna pyar. Yahi tho chah tha main ki tum har woh dard sehan karo jo main kar raha hoon. Aaj tum mujhse dur ho phir mujhe khushi kyu nahi ho rahi hai. Kyu yeh darr laga rehtha hain ki tum mujhe phir kabhi nahi milogi. Kyu yeh darr hain ki humare rasthe ek hokar bhi ab alag ho juke hain. I hate you geet I hate you for all these things. I hate you to evoke this feelings in me. I hate you to make my life full of hatred for you. I hate you for taking my child away from you. I hate you for everything. But still I love you mishty. I love the way I hate you and I hate myself to love.

(why geet why did you do this to me. You were the truth of my life and you betrayed this truth. I wish i would have never ever met you in my life and my life would not be like this. Even though gos wrote you for my desting but still he did not write it. I had closed al the doors to my heart but you one sight opened them and unknowing you made yourplace in my heart. You promised to be with me in each step of my life but you yoursef finished my life. Wat wrong i did tat you punished me, why did you allow my love to breadth, why did you kill the life inside you. i did not wanted any one else at home to know your truth. only i had the right to hate and punish you and not anyone else.

Do you know geet tat i have been living a death. Even by hating you i cant hate you. There is not a single day tat i dont hate you but in tat hate also i love you.every pain you gave me i gave you back.even after giving you pain everyday m not at peace.i dont want to think about you but my heart does not listen to me.even after giving you punishment for your betrayal m not happy. Looking at you everyday my anger reminded me of your betrayal but with your punishment even i used to burn.why do i love you so much geet.i only wnated this tat you get the same pain as me but why m i not happy after you going away from me.why there is this fear tat i will never ever meet you again.why this fear tat even if are path are same it were never be. I hate you geet for all this things. Iahte you to evoke this feelings in me.i hate you to make my life full of hatred. I hate you for taking my child away. I hate you for everything. But still i love you mishty. I love you the way i hate you and i hate myself to love you)

"I love you" is what you told me
Before we promised we would be together
Forever and ever, you have my heart
And I could feel your warm embrace

And now I'm here, all alone
Wondering what I've done so wrong
Watching my whole life before my eyes
And feeling the cruel world crash down on me

"I love you" is what you told me
Before we promised we would be togethe
Can't you see what pain you've caused?
Can't you see I'm dying'

M really sorry fro not updating it earlier. I even know tat most of them will be ready with their ammunitions for killing me for this update. But really I had to do this as it is the foundation for the truth. The next update will be longer as I will bring out the whole truth in one go and the person who comes to know it. Hope you will like this part and shower your love for me.

Some had asked for Maan's POV and I have even it. Hope I have made justice to it and gvot the right words for maan's state of mind.

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Love You All..

awsome update

i hate geet family specially her parents

i feel lyk crying to see geet positon she tolerate soo much