A Life For You_MaanEet SS_Thd 1 - Page 68

He sat next to her on the chair

Intertwining his palm in hers'

And slowly pulled it upward towards his lips and kissed her hand

And whispered slightly

Do you have an idea what have you done to me

How much I was scared'how much fear engulfed me that moment

It shivered my soul all the while till now

So'

Then what'as if that matter to you

Or even me now'

What are you talking jaan'why you saying this'I love you

I am sorry'I'he tries to reach her face but she dint moved neither her facial expression changed

I am sorry mishthy I really am

I never knew I loved you'I never realized my own love I bestowed for you

I never knew I could love someone to an extent I would be ready to leave my whole life in a hollow darkness just to see a glimpse of life on your face

Just to feel a breath on your lips'just to relish your touch on my numb lifeless body

Just to see you never my heart pumping blood in my veins'he hold her arms making her face him

Jaan I know I am bad'really the worst animal I can ever think

But jaan

Once'atleast give me a chance once jaana

Not for me'but for are baby'please

Ahhh haan'not are'yours Mr. Khurana'just your child'she corrected

An he looked her her blank face with a horrified expression'not knowing what else to do right this moment

By the way'was it a girl or boy'am sure you got your waaris

Am I done now ?

Jaan'he whispered in helpessness

I wish I would have died that moment'why you getting worried Mr. Khurana

That was it'she did touch the nerve'

His eyes spitted fire'hurt, pain, regret, sorrow

Yaa you must have died'he said sarcastically

Why I'm getting worried ? What if anything would have happened to you?

He ran a frustrated hand in his hairs to calm himself down

Why the hell are you not understanding it, damn it!

Do you even know what I've gone through geet?

When I saw you there, in blood, I was terrified...

You were almost dead, geet...and my soul was leaving me...

Do you even realize this fact that I was about to lose you for my whole bloody life?

You don't have any idea, geet...you can't have that idea

I carried you in my arms...in these arms...

You were dead! You were dead in my freaking arms, god damn it!

A weird silence lingered the whole room

The whole atmosphere felt numb

His voice was louder than the thunder outside'his body was shaking involuntarily'

Do you have an idea what went upon me all the while..What I went thru the time you were there'

Noo'.

You don't have any idea'geet'

Those moments were heart wrenching for me'!! I felt my heart was being stabbed again and again ruthlessly, mercilessly

He feared remembering the scene the state of hers he went through a few hours before

I held you in my arms and you'you were not responding'he shivered saying those words'

I was constantly waiting for you to speak up'but you were not'.

My damn filthy hands were covered with your blood'his soul die as those scene flashed fresh in front of his eyes

It was the most horrible feeling of the world'I thought

I thought'I would never ever listen to your voice...!!

You know when I got you in here I'I was blank'

I was literally empty'geet'!!! A hollow man

I didn't even know how to react'.how to respond when you are not there with me

I was not feeling anything'I was a numb lifeless structure

Only one thought of loosing you forever occupied me

He turned his back to her'he was not knowing'he was legging words to tell his feelings

Seething my soul with thousand needles every passing minute and second

A single thought killed very badly that I'I don't know how to explain that'I don't know what I felt that moment

Simply because I wasn't living then'my breath was stuck with yours...

I constantly and desperately wanting you to open your eyes and call out my name'like always

It was like a five year old child, wanting his favorite car so desperately and he could not get it.

I couldn't even speak'I was so dead

That I could not even shed tears to feel light'but I did shed them countless'but nothing soothed this heart

It pained more

It ached more'

He puts his hand on his heart'you know this damn heart wasn't beating that instant'it stopped the time these eyes saw you in that state

He hit the wall harshly making his fist bleed profusely

Nothing was soothing the pain'nothing helped this traitor heart'After all'you were not there for me to hold me tight'

And how could I ? Who has seen this face of Mr. Maan Singh Khurana ?

Even MSK wasn't aware of this side of his

Even MSK failed to recognize himself

He said calming down slowly and holding back his tears'

Geet'I can't lose you'not at any cost

Never jaan'I would die before that

I would give up my breath before that

Not because you are the one with whom I share my reality, my strengths, my fears, my past, my life, my real face.

MSK share The Maan present inside him

But because'I really don't know about my existence without you'!!!

I really don't have any idea what would I do without you?

He turned back to her and made a pleading face'

Please don't ever do that to me'don't you dare to do this to me ever in life'!!!

I can't imagine my whole bloody life without you and are baby'!!!

You complete me!

he said, fighting back tears.

That's all he could say'he tried to control his overwhelming emotions

A part of him was still terrified knowing the fact he was reason and a part of him was happy that he came to know about his existence love

His misthy

His JAAN

I love you geet'I really love you

Please'he begged with his teary eyes

Is it over or not'I am getting bored now

Please I need some rest can you give me some place

Your child must be waiting for you Mr. Khurana you must go see your waaris

She said before drifting back to the quilt

That enraged him to core'

Your'your child'your waris

Hell

He came close to her and make her see him holding her chin

What is wrong'I know I was wrong

I know I am the deadly filthy dog

But

What have that little angel did to deserve this

God demit she is your child as well

She is are love

Have you done it'.

Please you can go now

Geet'he muttered in helplessness'feeling his life again getting drifted away from him

you...you killed Geet...Mr. Khurana...a shaking voice of Geet came from behind and he closed his eyes to calm his frustration his anger

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