Part: 22
Love in disguise
recap:
They loved each other all night under the serenity of the beach and moonlight. She kissed his chest one last time as she snug closer to him, seeing that smile play on his lips, she couldn't have asked for a more right moment.
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Geet was looking at the sunrise the skies, a mix of colors. Her fingers were absent mindedly grazing and playing in the sand, while she stared at the sky. Her life and her soul was just like the mix colors of the sky, confused, lost, and completely torn with herself. She wanted to scream, but her throat was dry. She wanted to cry, but the damn tears wouldn't form. She wanted to die, but didn't have the will to take her life.
She was suffocating and drowning from the pleasure of his touch, from the guilt; from the questions she couldn't run away from any more.
Maan was drunk. He didn't know any better, but then why did she make the first move? Why did she sleep with him? Why did it matter to her to wipe his tears and pain away?
KYUN!!!!
Her mind screamed at her! She remained numb, didn't even flinch. It was as if she had gone into a state of shock deep within herself.
She closes her eyes, and it scared her to ask herself these questions, but it was time to be a big girl and stop running away.
"Do I love Dev? She finally finds her tongue and asks herself.
Her heart fluttered as she remembered her happy memories with him making her feel so good inside. So safe, wanted, and loved.
She then pauses taking in a deep breath before asking herself the most important question.
" Do I love Maan?" Her heart immediately beat frantically against her chest, as if wanting to escape. Every inch of her body sensed and cringed remembering the feel of his touch against her body just from the sound of hearing his name. The taste of his lips still lingered around her lips and his intoxicating scent was consuming her mind, her heart, and her very core, sending a chill down her spine making her toes curl.
That's when she loses it and a tear escapes from her eye. Her heart had abandoned her as well. Her heart was lying to her now! Her vision was clouded, making it hard for her heart to realize where her heart belonged. The thought of her cheating on Dev, was choking her. The guilt was filling up her lungs and finding it so hard to breathe.
JHOOT!!!!
Everything was a lie! She curled up into a ball. She felt like she was becoming MAD! What happened with them last night felt so good! SO RIGHT! But in the end it shouldn't have happened. If she loved Maan than she shouldn't be feeling that she could take this all back and go back in time. But she was! Yet if she loved Dev, how could she cheat on him? She was running out of explanations. What was this she was feeling? What was this that had her heart torn into two halves? Was it her? Was it her fault or something beyond her control?
LOVE her heart yelled out to her. The main culprit is always love. It seizes control of your heart and makes you lose control, of your thoughts, of your senses!
LUST her mind screamed out to her. It clouds your vision of what is right and what is wrong. Your desire for someone is all that matters. Everything feels so right within t touch that you forget who you are!
Geet opens her eyes and jumps out of her shocked state.
Geet thinks to herself "I forgot I was Geet Dev Malhotra" cringing in guilt!
So it was Love vs. Lust now? Dev was her love and Maan was her lust. The way Maan made love to her so passionately and sensuously driving every fiber in her body out of sanity, it was months since she was ever loved like that. Scratch that it was never that passionate with Dev!
She looked up to the sky, holding back the screams of her soul! She wanted to scream to her babaji!!! In one hand he had promised her that she would get her humsafar back'and in the other hand he has left her in such a crossroad where each path that she chooses will lead her to nothing but pain. Why was he punishing her and testing her so hard? Why couldn't he just give her the one thing she has always wanted and craved for without all these complications?
She looks over to Maan who lay beside her; she held her screams only for him. She didn't want him to wake up and find her like this. He loved her too much and seeing her tears would shatter him, something she couldn't stand seeing.
He was innocently sleeping and it pained her thinking of what she was going to tell him? How could she tell him that this isn't love but LUST!! She cringed at the word. She was never the one to lust for a man! His words from last night echoed through her head tearing her apart. She couldn't do this to him! He has only cared for her, she shouldn't have played with his feelings like this! She wished she could get struck by lightening, hating herself for being the reason of his pain!
The sun was finally out shining right at her face. She squints her eyes from the strong sunlight hitting her eyes. She puts her hand on her forehead to block out the sun, and that's when one of the clouds caught her particular attention. A chuckle escaped from her lips even in a situation like this as the cloud was shaped like a cute round hypo dancing. Her heart skips a beat and she immediately remembers her hypo. She turns to him fresh new tears spilling from her eyes clearly remembering that night she was drunk. He didn't touch her, even when she was all over him. That is how much he loved her.
NAHI!!!!
She was not going to break his heart! He loves her what is his crime? His crime was falling for a cheap selfish married woman Geet thought to herself. Last night he almost took his life as a result of her toying with his heart.
" I will find a way to make him understand without breaking his heart. ", she says to herself.
"I won't let him see me like. I won't let him drown in my pain anymore. I will find a way to set him free" she walks away inside the beach house with determinacy gleaming in her eyes. This was her internal battle and she was going to fight this alone.
My name is Love,
You think I am pure as a Dove!
But hidden to you is my secret baggage,
You fools why don't you come and listen to my message!
I start from your heart,
But clouding your eyes is my forepart!
Stop wasting your time spinning excuses
Don't you get what my name poses?
You fool, I make you blind.
I am more than the deep feeling of affection that you find.
Stop saving the pieces of your heart
When you fall for me I am destined to break it apart.
I will tell you one last time.
Blinding you is my pastime!
Fight as hard as you may in this battle,
But you will never see that I am the devil!
By Zee
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Maan wakes up 30 minute later holding on to his head as his head was throbbing with a terrible banging feeling. He opens his eyes and sees he was NUDE!
Maan: What the F***! Why the hell am I nude!! Aah my head!!
" I must have really got drunk last night" he says brushing it aside and putting his boxers then jeans back on.
He starts to walk and his surroundings felt like it was spinning. Damn this hangover! He curses under his breath as he heads over to his beach house.
He needed a shower and right when he was about to turn the knob of the bathroom door it somehow pulls itself open. The next thing Maan knew was slamming into a soft and warm body. His poor feet slip against the wet floor, which was not helping with the situation. They both twirled together in each other's arms right into the bathtub. Maan sensing that they were gotten fall down pretty hard, held the person tightly with one arm around her waist ignoring the electrifying sensations that were coursing through him, while using his other hand to hold on to the knob of the shower, which turned the shower on. The water slowly sprinkled over both their bodies increasing the sexual tension between both their bodies.
"Did I get so drunk I slept with a stranger? Oh God!" he thought.
Maan was confused. This touch felt so familiar. He was shocked seeing a girl in only his white kurta that went up to her thighs. He tried to look the other way as the kurta was soaking in all the water making her body transparent. He couldn't see her face as her wet strands of hair was blocking her face. He concentrated on her face and his hand unconsciously started to move towards her. He slowly moved her hair to the side and that's when he got the shock of his life.
"brown eyes" he mutters in utter disbelief.
He tries to get up, but he slips even more his lips falling at the nape of her neck. Geet hisses within his touch, her body screaming and yearning for more of his touch. The whole time she was holding her breath, trying to control her emotions and thoughts.
When Maan's lips falls right on her neck. His whole body shook with a carnal desire to feel her more. The moments they spent together awakened in him and flashed right before his very own eyes.
"Nahi" escaped as a soft whisper from his lips.
He searched for his answers in Geet's eyes, who was bewildered with what was taking place, and not understanding what he meant by "nahi".
That's when his eyes fall on the love marks on her body and even light purple and bluish bruises in some areas.
He frantically got up turning off the water. He couldn't explain what was coursing through him. His vision was getting hazy from the anger coursing through his veins.
Without blinking, without thinking he lashed out! His hand turned to a fist and slammed against the mirror. The pieces of glass slashing through his skin. But he didn't flinch once from the pain. He just shook from the rage that was continuously pumping through him.
"MAAAN" Geet screams at the top of her lungs plunging herself over to him.
Pre-cap:
"WRONG again!" he says crushing his body even closer, anger still burning in his eyes. They were dangerously too close. Both their heartbeats frantically beating against their chests. Their breathes both fanning against their faces.
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Edited by Mrs.ZSK - 13 years ago
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