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maan," Rano knocks before walking in. He have never forced anything upon him, knowing his mental conditions, knowing how one can influence him in immensely...
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can I come in?" Rano slowly whispered, wondering how and what to release from between her lips that won't heart him again.
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yes, maan silently replied, with pain in his eyes. Or rather confusion. He have never thought his own family member would brought such thing up, let alone talk about it.
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I know geets words have heart you, but you have to remember she is young, she don't understand like you and I do" Rano sat next to him, trying to comfort the pain that was within. Pain should never be suppressed. And suppressing since the day you were threshed with, that don't even come in consideration.
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am I just a case study?" maan looked up with ready eye at Rano. That's the first time she have experience a small tear on his eyes. So much pain, so In depth of every emotion that surly couldn't be explained.
"I always question my self. I doubt my self" his shaky lips wondered how to put his feeling in to words. It always have been like that, trying to put words to his feeling. But before that could happen, it requires understanding. Which maan did not posses.
"I don't understand anything.." he looked at Rano and questioned again. Rather demanding an answer.
"what does it mean?"Rano looked at him with pain, she couldn't understand what that pain was, but she surly could feel the torment that was inside him.
"just relax, don't think about it. I know you won't share, but somewhere I know the reason, an I know why it's effecting you but you are not old enough to understand..."Maan looked down, other side of his bed, gazing out through the window. The cold air from the outside was bashing against the window, and the warmness inside started to form a mist. Rano slowly left, it required time, anything requires time.. But for maan, allot of time.
Next morning, maan didn't utter a word, instead he silently walked in front of geet. He could sense her eyes, gazing at him like any other girl. But she with question. He looked at her from corner of his eyes. Er lips were shivering, hesitating to ask question then closed her lips again.
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oh..."
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don't talk to me!" maan snapped with the whisper of geets voice. She jumped and stepped back a little, but within matter of few second she gained the courage back and stood there. And moved forward.
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I am not here to leave! And I will talk to you" geet angrily replied. "
your words don't have any effect on me.""I don't want to talk to you" maan with equal anger replied back.
Both stood there, gazing at one another eyes for few minute before there prospective friends came and rushed them way. It was rather a odd situation, maan with red eyes looking at geet, while geet, with simple eyes, no anger, no hatred, rather a smile on her eyes looked back at him.
Maan couldn't concentrate on his surrounding, nor his newly found girlfriend. does he even know her name? With every passing second, his ears were becoming expert to ignore the nonsense around him, gazing at geet with agony. Her face reminded of him about the last night incident , and most irritating thing was he wasn't sure how exactly he should react to this.
Geet was the first one to leave the school bus, flowed by others. Maan was in the middle, still he observed where exactly she went. Maans GF wasn't in exact happy mood about all this.
Geet sat on her bench for a while with her project and big question mark on the project file. She had maans photo, collection of photos, flicking them.
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what are you doing?" simi came along, looked at geet. Who was in deep thought.
"I am wondering what shall I use maan or not." maan wasn't far, he was only few step way with his girlfriends. Geet did not buzz her eyes from him, even for a fraction of second. Staring, if any one didn't know geet, they would defiantly suggest she have crash on him. "
it's not a lie, is it?"Geet twists her lips. She always was mature then her age. maybe not in appearance of her face, she still looked 14, nearly 15. But her knowledge that's special.
"have you grown geet?" Rimi wondered.
"hmm... Why?""
your dress look short and you boobyyy..." they all teased geet. But she barely cared. She gave a tiny of smile.
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well done girls, it's time to grow up and take your own decision." only geet knew what she meant. Maan kept looking at geet now and then, knowing the fact what exactly she was probably thinking.
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mama, will be taking me and maan to shopping today. She was thinking the same.""
ooo... Can I come. I can make my cousins jealousy that I went shopping with maan" ridzy giggled.
Geet was starting at maan, who was exactly at the same place as ridzys head. She looks at maan then with a blink at ridzy.
"sorry, it's a personal family thing. Outsider is not welcome!"Geet stood up and packed her books along with all maans details that she stole from Ranos draw. Well photocopy so no one would suspect. Geet looked at maan once again then walked off to the car park.
Maan looked at his watch, it was nearly end of the day. He stopped in middle of everything and flowed geet. Which again his little GF group found rather irritating.
Geet opens the back door, knowing maan, god knows what will he do if she sits at the front. Which she always hated him for all those nonsense thing in past he used to do.
Maans GF came running flowed by ridzy and simi. Geet pulled a face. She didn't like this girl either who was looking at geet with killing eyes.
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maan do you have to go?" she moaned and complained. Rano smiled at her, who was embarrassed and equally confused about what to say.
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we just going shopping, if you want" Rano couldn't finish. Maan intrudes.
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sorry, it's a family thing, outsider is not welcome!" maan was so blunt, and he didn't even bother waiting for his so called gfs reaction. All he want was attention, and refusing before it actually arives anywhere. He pressed the switch at the side, which pushed the long black window up.
Simi and ridzy stood there with mouth open... "
sauches... They think the same!"Maan tiled his head to the side a little, pushing his eye brow up and looked at geet, then at the front again... Rano drive off. Geet looked at maans GF with one of the most evil look.
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you should have let her come." Rano suggested. Maan kept quit for while then answered...
"I don't like her..." he snaps out and looking at geet who was smiling.
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