Ok I know am just blabbering whatever is coming to my mind...so please dont mind my ulta fulta bakwaas...
As much as Geet loves Maan, the pain that he spoke ill about her sindoor, her mangalsutra, called names to himself is something she is not able to take... he blamed her parents n upbringing... that hurt her but it dint rip her heart but what he spoke about her husband ripped her heart...she knows he isnt himself and is saying all that... she knows its not his fault... he has lost his memory ... but the pain the gal is going thru isnt less...
its not easy for anyone to come to terms with the fact that the person who loved her like crazy... the person who is her whole life has forgotten her completely... and not only that he is now accusing her and more importantly her sindoor /mangalsutra...her husband of being so low that for some money her husband is almost selling her to impress MSK...
He knows she had booked 2 rooms in the hotel... he almost felt sorry when he had come to know that he had yelled at her unnecessarily... n yet again infront of the whole staff he said she purposely booked only 1 room... she is cheap and her husband is cheaper... they r hell bent on taking advantage of his money...
Insult of her husband, her love infront of the whole staff has ripped her heart...
after all she is no super woman or goddess that she can forget it and smile immediately... if she does forget it and smile, what will u expect MSK to do?? wont he call her more names?? insult her husband more?? insult her love for him more??? wont he say she is so besharam that even after all this she isnt leaving... how much lower can she stoop...
I dont see anything wrong in her wanting to leave... yes but with the explanation that i'm leaving but that doesnt change the reality... it doesnt change the fact that she is MSK's wife... telling him that he might deny it but he cant change the truth... she was, is and will remain his wife... u dont wanna see me.. fine... am going but please dont insult my love like this and please dont insult urself like this... i can tolerate u insulting me but i cant tolerate anyone..mnot even u...insulting my husband, my rajkumar who loved me like crazy... my raj kumar for whom uski zindagi ki har subah mujhse shuru hoke har raat mujhi par khatam hoti thi... do not insult him... do not insult urself...
I know it isnt ur fault coz u hv forgotten me... but i cant take this pain any more... i am going coz my being here is causing u more anger and pain... i will keep waiting thru out my life for u to remember me or to accept me as ur wife...
He is in denial of her being his wife... he is in denial of his marriage...he is in denial of his partial amnesia... he feels geet has done something to dev and all those who r by her side...
So right now i dont think it wud be wrong if geet wud wanna leave...
I hope daadi telling him things will make him atleast realise that may be he is wrong... may be he truly has forgotten past 1.5 yrs... may be he is really married... but i dont think he will accept it so soon...
Geet needs to stay away from his sight for a while only then he will realise that she aint behind his money ... Geet being around him will only cause more harm...
Geet needs to come back with a bang.. with a plan to make him realise his love for her again... She needs to be that gal who had never say die (kabhi na haar manane wali) attaitude which set her apart from all those 18 year olds and its that quality in her that attracted Maan the most to her...
i donno what i wrote... now that am reading it..its looking all jumbled... its as if i just poured out the random thots in my head... 😆😆😆😆... anyone posting it just like this... may be all u smart ppl out there can make out what i wanted to say... 😆😆😆
Edited by deniac - 14 years ago
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