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"Maan….Maan….Maan…where are you??? why aren't you speaking anything? Maan….."
My voice always dies in this never ending darkness…I wonder….can't he really hear me??? Has he gone so far away from me that he cant even hear me? Feel me?
No....May be not....May be its only me who has learnt to live without him these 2 years....I feel laughing when I think about the dark night 2 years back, which took away everything from me, which took away my life, my breathe, my feelings everything...that accident...
everyone says that I have gone mad.......then yes..........I have gone mad........without Maan near me.......without seeing my daughter.........Now that I have got cried this much that even tears have stopped giving me company...........First it was my family.....then the world......then Maan and our daughter........and now my tears......everyone has let me down.
I am just a lifeless body.........My soul has long back gone Maan........to our daughter......My body is just a living thing..........a mirage.......just for people to believe that Geet has gone mad without her Maan and her daughter.......but I know..........Geet belongs to Maan........wherever he is.......there would be her soul..........her feelings.........her breathe!!! Just one feeling gives me consolation..........that Maan and our daughter are together somewhere..safe..........where no one can touch them............where no danger can harm them!!!
But me? Until my body doesnt leave me......I cannot even go near my Maan......I cannot realize our love........why dont people understand that I dont want to live in this condition? Why have they kep me locked in maan's room? Why dont they leave me to die? Why do they want to keep me away from him even now?
They know that without Maan there is no reason to live, no breathe, no heartbeat, not even the world...then why aren't they allowing me go to him?? Now I can neither live nor die.
Babaji has taken away everything from me? I have complained about anything to him. but for the condition he has kept me in, a wave rises in my heart......(heart? that heart which doesnt know to beat without Maan????)Babaji ne mujhse mera sabkuch cheen liya…meine unse koi shikayat nahi ki…par ab jis haalat mein mujhe rakha hai, bas ab ek hi leher uthti hai dil mein….(dil (smirks)…kaisa dil….jo Maan ke bina dhadakna hi nahi jaanta???)….I AM GEET ....THE VOICE OF EVERYONE'S HEART (MAAN SAID SO).....THE VOICE OF MAAN'S HEART......AN INSEPERABLE PART OF EVERYONE'S LIVES.....THEN WHY DID YOU MAKE ME A STRANGER TO EVERYONE? WHY DID YOU SEPERATE ME FROM EVERYONE? NOW I FEEL ONLY THIS.....I AM GEET HUI SABSE PARAYI (BECOME A STRANGER).
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